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Last Login: 07/17/2019 10:52 am

Gender: Female

Birthday: 12/07

 

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Hi My name is Nichole, I prefer to be called Nikki
31/female/straight/unattached
If there is something you wish to know about me just ask.
My hobbies are:
Reading,
learning,
drawing,
spending time with family,
Swimming,
fishing.
My interests outside of work and school are:
Helping others,
Being creative,
Chatting with friends,
Role playing,
Watching a good movie,
I love to be active.
In work:
I am a hard working individual,
always prompt,
I always try to follow the rules,
although sometimes the rules change to quickly for me to pick up on.
I am an honest person, some would say to honest.
I am Loyal if someone asks me to do something and i give my promise unless something beyond my control happens i do it.

To me a furry can be many different descriptions. It is different to each individual. Me I am a person, Who loves animals, and has a strong connection to them. Some may even say a talent with them.

I am an empath, I dreamwalk, I am what people call a Seerer. I can sense lies. I have an unusual connection to all animals, never met one that does not like me. Nature heals me.

I just left a really bad 8 year marriage. It was sexless, not my choice. I did love him entirely and without condition. Sadly he stopped touching me the night we married. But being that I was committed to him, I poured everything into bringing back the man I married. But alas you can not milk blood from a turnip. He was very abusive and tried to kill me many times. I just got free of him 3-14-19. I have many scars, but in my core I am an honest, loving person, who always does her best to do right by others, even when they do not seek to repay my efforts.

I beat a genetic non malignant brain tumor, a prolactinoma also it was congenital (Born with it). It is on my pituitary gland. It is still there but dead now. It look my right eye, caused 3 mini strokes. I have had 3 mild traumatic brain injuries. The tumor got so bad before it was discovered it nearly took my liver with it. I suffer from a side condition called PCOS, it will cause periods of time where I am extremely bleeding and in excruciating pain. The tumor caused me to gain 200 lbs in 1 yr. I am working to reverse that now that I am cured. I have went from 366 to 307 since 3/14/19, and will be back down to 150 asap. My bust size is 46EE. Yes the tumor caused this. I am narrow waisted with large hips as well. I do not eat a lot, and I eat very healthily, so this is why I am dropping weight. I exercise as often as possible.

Quotes of the Day

Nov 8, 2010: "The thing that is really hard, and really amazing, is giving up on being perfect and beginning the work of becoming yourself."

-- Anna Quindlen


Nov 9, 2010: "The only thing that ever sat its way to success was a hen."

~ Sarah Brown

"Don't wait for something big to occur. Start where you are, with what you have, and that will always lead you into something greater."

-Mary Manin Morrissey

"Prosperity discovers vice, adversity discovers virtue."

~ Francis Bacon, Sr.


When we long for life without difficulties, remind us that oaks grow strong in contrary winds and diamonds are made under pressure.

- Peter Marshall

"As you become more clear about who you really are, you'll be better able to decide what is best for you - the first time around."

-- Oprah Winfrey
Nov 10 2010:

Success seems to be largely a matter of hanging on after others have let go.
-William Feather
Nov 11 2010:

Laziness may appear attractive, but work gives satisfaction.
-Anne Frank


"If you want the rainbow, you've got to put up with the rain."

-Dolly Parton

Things may come to those who wait, but only the things left by those who hustle.

- Abraham Lincoln

And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.
- Abraham Lincoln


"The way in which we think of ourselves has everything to do with how our world see us and how we see ourselves successfully acknowledged by the world."

--Arlene Rankin--

November 12, 2010

"Then you will have success if you are careful to observe the decrees and laws that the LORD gave Moses for Israel. Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or discouraged."
-1 Chronicles 22:13

Nov 13 2010

"You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream."
-C.S. Lewis


Our attitude toward life determines life's attitude towards us.
- John N. Mitchell
Dec 7-8 2010
"All progress is precarious, and the solution of one problem brings us face to face with another problem."
-Martin Luther King, Jr.

"I can accept failure, everyone fails at something. But I can't accept not trying."
-Michael Jordan

"Take a method and try it. If it fails, admit it frankly, and try another. But by all means, try something."
-Franklin D. Roosevelt


"Patience and perseverance have a magical effect before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish."

- John Quincy Adams

"If you realized how powerful your thoughts are, you would never think a negative thought."

- Peace Pilgrim

"If you cannot do great things, do small things in a great way."

- Napoleon Hill

"Don't aim for success if you want it; just do what you love and believe in, and it will come naturally."

- David Frost
Dec 15 2010

"Never let a problem to be solved become more important than the person to be loved."

- Barbara Johnson

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You have a point, I'm getting off lunch soon so that I'll be gone
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So crazy, I hope you'll be ok
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