miss mariah;

hello. my names mariah. im 15 years old and your average teenager with a slight twist. [considering im lazy..im going to copy and paste from my myspace about me.] my birthday is on june 23rd. im kind of clumsy. i swear a lot and im spacey. i do have a best friend. emily ann oudman, since 7th grade. i love her. i do have a boyfriend. he makes me smile, laugh and he listens to what i have to say. i love my family too. i usually try to be optimistic about things; being negative never helped anyone. i've learned that i wont always make people happy, so i've given up trying to change myself for someones opinion. if you dont like me, thats too bad. im sorry you feel that way. i may not have a lot of friends but those i do have are incredible. i think that everyone is attractive in their own way, so dont get yourself down. spiders and clowns scare me. i love pinky promises and i mean it when i make one. i dance a crap load. im always moving in some way when musics on. i love to read many books. my favorite books are by stephenie meyer and L.A banks. i listen to almost all types of music. i listen to whatever mood i'm in. i want to be a professional photographer when i get older..along with being an author..and a web designer..and someday own my own cafe. i have pretty big dreams. maybe im just naive, oh well. i'd rather dream anyway. :] i miss oak harbor very much, my home town has to be the best in my opinion. it's my escape, along with my families cabin. i call everyone hun, hunnie, babe, and baby. if you dont like it, tell me and i wont call you it. i have to sleep with a baby blankey that i've had since i was born. i have nightmares if i dont have it. im pretty straight forward most of the time but i attempt to be nice about it. ^^ i can get really shy, but get to know me and you wont think that. i get jealous easily and im working on that. i'll think things over before stating my opinion. i plan on living in london and traveling.[big dreams!] i love my life even if i have moments where i just want to scream. but doesnt everyone have those moments?
basically, im just living life step by step. lets see where it takes me. :]