About

Name :Jill

favourite quote: I fell asleep with my headphones on, mascara running down my cheeks, listening to the song that reminds me of him

random stuff:

ive been made fun of before but that just gave me more reasons to write songs and stories. my songs are but my life there about me and are apart of me. i get shy really easy and i hate been put on the spot thats the one down fall of me and i hate it.

music is my life i turn to for everything without music alot of stuff would have happenec but my music blocks out the world i love the rock if you have it on full blast with the best guitar solos music is basical what i use to ingore the world ( but it never really works it just stops you from hearing all the crap going around)
hate when people steal my music and say they found it it pisses me off to the max but hmm i cant treally do anything about it so i just find another song or spomething i teach myself to like my music (that sounds soo werid ) but i found one song i like so i just add veery song by that artist

i love to run i run away from the problem, but the only problem is when i stop riunning the problem is still there but i love that feeling to just feel like theres nothing that can stop you , i feel like the chains have left me im no longer chained down

to me i live everyday like its my last because im hoping it is ... but yeah ondering why i m hearing wanting to start over but that never seems to happen sad i can take my own the pain i cause for myself my sadum i can live with it i have i ve gotten good at the fake a smile thing sometimes yeah i actually i am happy until in the back of my head theres that piece oof saddum then yeah

life is a roller coaster that goes up and down right now im waiting for my ride to go up sad

Quotes:

guys are like purses, nice, full of crap & replaceable. Well some of them

we were giving . To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.
a good friend will comfort u when he rejects you, but a best friend will go up to him and say " Its cause your gay, isn’t it?"

What happens when the person that breaks your heart is the only one that can fix it?

The couple that fights the most is the most in love it show they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fight you stop loving each other

Please, baby, don't leave me standing here, Makeup running black in a stream of tears. I think what we had, let's get it back, 'Cause losing is you going to drive me mad. I know that you're hurting, I know I was wrong. I know that for certain, you know we belong. Please let me see you, please open up. I beg your forgiveness, don't let us fall. Give me one more chance, Before we crash and burn


I laugh, I love, I hope, I try I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you.

The saddest aspect of life right now is that science gathers knowledge faster than society gathers wisdom.

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Just walk beside me and be my friend.


Friendship is like a violin; the music may stop now and
then, but the strings will last forever

One day you'll ask me: what’s more important to you, me or your life? ill say my life and you'll go and leave without even knowing that you are my life


Find a guy who calls y beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' r just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, that’s her..


Don’t let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have noting

If rain drops were kisses, I could send you showers. if hugs were seas I send you an oceans. and if love was a person I send you me!!


Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same.

When I saw you I was afraid to meet you. When I met you I was afraid to kiss you. When I kissed you I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, I am afraid to lose

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over.


songs:
iF i

verse one

if i could turn back time
i would make myself blind
so i could'nt see or hear
so i would'nt know you're near

chorus
If I could hold you tight,
For just one more night,
Would it be alright,
If you could be with me tonight?

verse two
you were the fear
and i was a tear
now i like the pain
cause its taken over my brain

chorus I
f I could hold you tight,
For just one more night,
Would it be alright, I
f you could be with me tonight?

verse three
if i could careless
that be the best
if you would just be gone
and then if only i could move on

Would it be alright,
If I could hold you tight,
For just one more night,


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