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It's hard to forgive and forget. If I knew how, I would have forgiven my father before he died. Then, just maybe, I'd have some sort of solace and miss him...

I know people can be cruel in this world, and I know that sometimes we can add to that cruelty by misunderstanding or simply acting with apathy. We can also further it by forgetting that people are human too, that mistakes can be made, that hearts are fragile and so easily broken. We can further it simply by not forgiving...

This account is just a mule, a hope that someone I've hurt with my bludgeoning words will see and maybe, just maybe, she can teach me how to forgive and forget. For the rest of you, I don’t know what you’ll see. I don’t know who you are, and I hardly know the poor girl I’ve hurt. But I know what wrong is, even if the heat of the moment creates the illusion of right, and I know that I’ve done her wrong. I bullied a fragile girl, and I wish to apologize. She won’t hear me, of course, and I don’t blame her. My words fall upon her ears like the rain falls upon the ocean, neither is noticed and she might as well be deaf when it comes to me...

But maybe, just maybe this hope wont be the final ingredient, the final spice to my soup of despair...maybe, just maybe.............