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my life is like this song......

my life..

In My Mind I Paint a Picture “

In my mind my thoughts are twisted.
One thought as painful as a thousand words.
Nothing can amount to the pain I feel.
Everything is out of my grasp.
I paint a picture of my life in dark Ink.
I wonder if I will ever be accepted for who and what I have become.


The moonlight shines high above the trees
Feeling the gentle swaying breeze
By myself, I’m sitting here
The memories are so clear
Of love I never could reveal
And the love I could still feel

Sadness cuts my heart so deep
By myself in disbelief with misery and grief
My eyes were filled with tears
As our love disappears
Took for granted that you’d be there
And you’re tender loving care

I was only 16
What a life it could’ve been
I thought I had found everlasting love and devotion
But it has left me in different shades of emotions
I’m crying aloud these tears
For my screams, no one hears

I drag the blade across my wrist
For I know, nothing will be missed
I stand silently watching as I see
Blood running from the wounds
My innocent wrist now scarred
And I suddenly hit the floor hard

The pain now easing softly
With my razor blade still in hand
I know I’ll be happy
For my death went just as planned...
two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one
the world I know disappears...like the setting sun.

at the moment in my life i feel like suiciding.. sad


i made this story about how i feel now enjoy smile

At this moment of my life
i dont fear that im gonna die...

That is what i want its no suprise...

I never thought i would want to die
so.. i guess itts time to say your
goodbyes...

My death is just gonna be like a
rose falling apart for those
beloved of mine...

So no more crying,no more cutting
no more sitting in that little cubby....

All i have to do is one thing
suicide is were it begins...... sad


humans are a disease to the planet...

people dat i knoww...

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Gary Grudge Report | 04/19/2009 6:39 am
Gary Grudge
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Xx D o m o - K u n xX Report | 03/20/2009 2:57 pm
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Captain coke_head Report | 01/18/2009 2:49 pm
Captain coke_head
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Captain coke_head Report | 01/18/2009 2:43 pm
Captain coke_head
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Captain coke_head
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Captain coke_head
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Captain coke_head Report | 01/18/2009 9:49 am
Captain coke_head
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Pamco Report | 01/18/2009 8:05 am
Pamco
what?!
no!
dude i think someone ELSE is hacking ME!!!
OMG IM SO CONFUSED
but no i didn't hack you
idk how to... O.o
but i wouldn't if i did
Captain coke_head Report | 01/17/2009 8:21 pm
Captain coke_head
what happened to your avi

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