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perfection; a murder divine

stuff that happends today, tommrow the day before today, everything, new music and yea


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SnowedApple

Report | 02/21/2008 1:11 pm

SnowedApple

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The Negation

Report | 07/24/2006 3:55 pm

The Negation

Yea
alright
******** YOU
I never go on here cuase its LAAAMMMEEE!!!

But that is rather feeshie
You should look into it.

I get what your saying
I know EXACTLY what you think might happen.
Citimeep

Report | 07/24/2006 3:51 pm

Citimeep

Hold that thought.

WTF IS UP WITH YOU!?
You have been on here for more then a month now right?
and you havent dont s**t with the profile or avi!! xDDDD

But yea...Were gunna ge back together actually

But it was weird..
this morning she was like
Um you have to wait
and i cant explain it...

Then she text me saying she got drunk and high.
So im like oh god...
If she does anything stupid im not going back out with her.

Man i trust her...But s**t like that is fishy you know?
Fishy as hell.
The Negation

Report | 07/24/2006 3:46 pm

The Negation

Screw sundays....
But yea
how you holding up dude with the whole amanda thing?
Citimeep

Report | 07/24/2006 3:45 pm

Citimeep

Good thing you did not go to the con dude
it was ******** lame.
we should have went saterday.
Citimeep

Report | 07/22/2006 9:18 pm

Citimeep

Yea i know...
I would trade in who ever liked me to just be back with her...
But whatever...
Its never going to happen again...

Breaks always end up in them never coming back...Until like im in another relationship...

I wanna hear that sweet ******** voice...
Man shes not ever making much of an attempt to return texts or whatever...
Its fine.
As long as shes happy then that will be fine.

But never again am i going to find someone that in such a little time...
That i will love with every single drop of love in my whole damn body.

I think i should just...close it off..toeveryone, and to her...
I cant risk getting hurt again, i mean within the last 2 months my heart has been shredded torn and thrown to the side twice.

I DOnt wanna kill my self, but i have no clue what to do with myself...i cant even like function correcttly today.

This sucks man.

******** I NEED BOOZE.

ALright, well im going to go watch clerks with glenn now at the amc, if you wanna come you can.

ttyl laters man crying
Citimeep

Report | 07/22/2006 8:59 pm

Citimeep

Wtf
she still loves me?
******** THAT s**t!!!
She put me through hell man....Idk... maybe that now im single...
I dont wanna be single though... I want my amanda....i...I gave up everything just to be with her...I gave up my chances with jazmine or brenda...I gave up my rules....My time..money for the ******** phone bill and texting bill and s**t...And i gave her my heart...I trusted her so much with it... i would never have thought it would be over...
I mean

Yea, my trust was VERY shaken after i read some of her messeges such as the one to her friend wanting her to force martin online so she can talk to him...And the nude pictures thing...
it hurt
and it was scary... becuase i thought she wasnt going to pull s**t like that...
But i wanted to be with her so i jsut...I jsut caved in

and now she wants a break?
and shes with another girl already?
its like wtf amanda??

and she was so cold about it...
Its like she never gave a flying ********
and its sad...
I made her something too....
It took me soo long...It was so beautiful....

And now theirs no point...
But then i
Tuzuma

Report | 07/10/2006 12:52 am

Tuzuma

Yo! Wud up~ I haven't been on in since like...forever! And your the only guy that is on my friends list! XD I haven't been on since 04 XD
KARNAGE LYNN

Report | 06/25/2006 6:32 pm

KARNAGE LYNN

why?
he is my boyfriend..
KARNAGE LYNN

Report | 06/25/2006 9:06 am

KARNAGE LYNN

HE'S MINE!!!!!!!


aww no pics of me on here..D:

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