HONESTLY, Gaia needs to take some notes tbh. Maybe they're just over everything so like, they really couldn't give a ******** about the situation haha. I'm going to copy my comment each time I finish a paragraph so that way if it logs me out again, jokes on you Gaia hehehe
I mean, it technically could happen! The power of social media is, crazy scary. One minute you're living a normal life, next thing you know you're known as Damn Daniel or Sharkeisha Noo!!!
Omg, yeah that is not going to work out at ALL. Girl, we need reinforcements. Like, where's is Ana, is she ok?? ******** Annie am I right, we need to know if our girl is ok lol
Those are some disgusting flavors tbh, I used to be in love with the green skittles, but after they changed the flavor to green apple from the original lemon-lime, I was like, yeah no. We don't do that anymore, bye Felicia. Haha, maybe I'm just hyperaware and put too much emphasis on coincidences. I'd like to believe that fate is somehow playing a hand tho, but I'm not going to dwell too much on that. After there is free will, and I can definitely change my path whenever I want. Is there a predetermined outcome tho, is the question of the century. It is enjoyable! Like it's nice having that, idk, validation?? Idk, obviously we can't live by the readings, but I absolutely love the way you described it! I really do think tarot was meant to guide us through tough situations. Like it has an influence on our subconscious, or maybe even conscious mind, and it gives us insight on the potential possibilities of our actions and outcomes.
Yeah, at this point, I'm kinda over it tbh LOL. I'm just going to do me, I reflected on the relationship on my part, and I know now what I shouldn't do in future ones. But I barely did anything wrong, it was more like maybe I was too clingy or whatever haha, but I know now that my happiness shouldn't be derived from someone else. Definitely I can forgive him for what he did, but I absolutely, 100% will not forget it. Nope, it's a messed up situation, at least in the way it was handled. But can I blame him for what he did? No, I can't, that would be selfish of me, after all, it affected him just as much as it did me, or at least that's what it seemed like, so all I can do now is just pack up my things and goooooo. I'll let him come to me since he asked for the space, me chasing after him will only push him further away but also ruin my chances of even having a civil relationship or even having one at that. Yeah it literally is like grieving. I really do feel like I've come out of this nicely, like I've heard of people taking months on end, years even, before they felt like a functioning normal human being again. It hurts, but I keep telling myself, this is just now, I have my future ahead of me, so let me find a REAL man who can take care of me. I don't need the small d**k energy after all, nope sweetie, not tday, not anyday. talk2hand
My condolences Gaia lmao, someone put it out of its misery please. Ok, I'm going to PM you the deets. Text me as soon as you get it
OH. MY. GOD. WTF, GAIA LOGGED ME OUT AND I HAD THIS WHOLE a** RESPONSE TO YOUR LAST COMMENT. I PRESSED SUBMIT AND IT DIDN'T EVEN SUBMIT FML
Let me rephrase everything that I said, lord have MERCY.
Yes, omg WorldStar, this will be my rise to fame. LOL.
I suck at distracting tho, you may have to do it. But even then, I'm so small and fragile so I'll have a hard time taking someone down and sneaking up on them, sooo......what do we do now??
I still have to look at that subreddit. I need some entertainment in my life, pero like as if I need it with everything that has happened to me thus far. I'm so lucky to be in this position, you can just hear the joy in my voice can't you. biggrin I'll check those channels out. But also I've been into Tarot Card Readings on YT lately, They're so interesting to watch like, obviously they shouldn't be taken literally word for word. But to some degree I like to follow them, like I knew this month was going to be my month way before I started hearing from readings that March was going to be transformative for me. And then I was waiting on hearing back from a job interview, and about a week before, my readings were saying I was going to have some financial gain, and one week later I found out I got the job. It could be purely coincidental, but hey let me live a little hahaha.
He honestly betrayed everything. Like I poured my heart and soul into the relationship, only for you to throw it all out like yesterday's garbage? No, I deserve so much more than to be treated like a dirty rag. He made me feel like I was only the flavor of the month and once he was over me, I just upped and left. Its' like, was everything that we experienced together for naught?? I really don't understand. And here I am reassessing the relationship, and sure, it wasn't perfect. I reflected and saw things that I did that may not have resonated well with him, and for those things I'm sorry, like I'm learning from those mistakes. But I don't think they were critical mistakes, literally not to the degree of cheating or what have you. I can't even learn from this experience because I have nothing to go off of. Like wtf man. I have been doing alot of introspection as of lately, and that goes back to March being my month. I feel like I've come a long way since being in post-break up for almost a month now (will be on Tuesday). I have no doubt that he is a good person because he is. I saw it all, the good and the bad. I can forgive him for what he did, but if he comes running back to me apologizing, it is true, I will have my guard up and second guess every little thing about him. Like, will his intentions be genuine? I'd probably doubt him like crazy and that would be hard to get over. I don't think I could ever take him back, but I'd be lying if I said that I really do want him to come back. Like a part of me feels like this isn't the end, but with each day that goes by, I start to believe less in it. So at this point, I am just going to continue moving forward and if it was meant to be, he'll be back. If not, then oh well, thank u, next. At the end of the day, what hurts the most is that I was not worth fighting for, that our love was that easily discardable. Maybe I am missing something, but that's not my fault. His lack of communication for that is to blame. Oh well.
Lol I am still surprised that this old train is still chugging along. We've seen the best and the worst. And I am definitely so thankful that it brought us together tho. And lmao I dont think I have that group chat anymore. But we will definitely have to start one up again. Speaking of, should I just PM my number or is that illegal here LOL
Hahaha, yeah you do you girl. If you want to be 6 feet under then be my guest. But I am not about that life. A b***h is thriving and still has a lot to live for.
Oooh snap, I'm going to need you to fight some people for me. Or better yet, I feel like we would make a great team. Let's do this together.
Oof, she dead now. But that is none of my business. It's not our fault she couldn't help herself.
I am so going to tune in. I need a laugh or two in my life.
Yeah exactly! Like it was so unfair on his part and I had to get the shitty end of it. Not to say that he probably wasn't feeling any better than I was, but I was completely blindsided! How can I not have reacted the way that I did that night. He so broke my trust, after everything that we went through. After I literally was at my most vulnerable, telling him how scary it was to finally love someone as amazing as him. I cried that night I told him those words. And then lo and behold a few months after, it's like those words did not mean anything to him. How can you live with yourself knowing that you broke someone's heart and trust with the flick of the switch? That was and still is ******** up. And I am on a rollercoaster of emotions, it is not fun at all. Yeah what ever happened to communicating with each other?? Like excuse?? Did I stutter on that first day?? What part of "talk to me" did you not understand? I am so many scenarios in my head and none of them sound like the right answer. I don't even know if I want the answer at this point because I am so done with him. So much blatant disrespect. It's like I saw a whole new side of him that night. And I have no idea if I will ever see him the same way ever again.
Aha, it's like a broken down car that someone is still using because of the sentimental value behind it. Like there's so many good memories (and bad) associated with it, but it's way past its due date and its only a matter of time before the time comes for it to go down in flames. Ooh kk, I have a Twitter too that I mostly just lurk on as well. I don't really use Discord that much, I just randomly thought of it at he time LOL. But phone numbers are good too! We can start a group chat with Ana or something! And this time it will not fail like the time Ana, Aro, and I made one hahaha
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I mean, it technically could happen! The power of social media is, crazy scary. One minute you're living a normal life, next thing you know you're known as Damn Daniel or Sharkeisha Noo!!!
Omg, yeah that is not going to work out at ALL. Girl, we need reinforcements. Like, where's is Ana, is she ok?? ******** Annie am I right, we need to know if our girl is ok lol
Those are some disgusting flavors tbh, I used to be in love with the green skittles, but after they changed the flavor to green apple from the original lemon-lime, I was like, yeah no. We don't do that anymore, bye Felicia. Haha, maybe I'm just hyperaware and put too much emphasis on coincidences. I'd like to believe that fate is somehow playing a hand tho, but I'm not going to dwell too much on that. After there is free will, and I can definitely change my path whenever I want. Is there a predetermined outcome tho, is the question of the century. It is enjoyable! Like it's nice having that, idk, validation?? Idk, obviously we can't live by the readings, but I absolutely love the way you described it! I really do think tarot was meant to guide us through tough situations. Like it has an influence on our subconscious, or maybe even conscious mind, and it gives us insight on the potential possibilities of our actions and outcomes.
Yeah, at this point, I'm kinda over it tbh LOL. I'm just going to do me, I reflected on the relationship on my part, and I know now what I shouldn't do in future ones. But I barely did anything wrong, it was more like maybe I was too clingy or whatever haha, but I know now that my happiness shouldn't be derived from someone else. Definitely I can forgive him for what he did, but I absolutely, 100% will not forget it. Nope, it's a messed up situation, at least in the way it was handled. But can I blame him for what he did? No, I can't, that would be selfish of me, after all, it affected him just as much as it did me, or at least that's what it seemed like, so all I can do now is just pack up my things and goooooo. I'll let him come to me since he asked for the space, me chasing after him will only push him further away but also ruin my chances of even having a civil relationship or even having one at that. Yeah it literally is like grieving. I really do feel like I've come out of this nicely, like I've heard of people taking months on end, years even, before they felt like a functioning normal human being again. It hurts, but I keep telling myself, this is just now, I have my future ahead of me, so let me find a REAL man who can take care of me. I don't need the small d**k energy after all, nope sweetie, not tday, not anyday. talk2hand
My condolences Gaia lmao, someone put it out of its misery please. Ok, I'm going to PM you the deets. Text me as soon as you get it
Let me rephrase everything that I said, lord have MERCY.
Yes, omg WorldStar, this will be my rise to fame. LOL.
I suck at distracting tho, you may have to do it. But even then, I'm so small and fragile so I'll have a hard time taking someone down and sneaking up on them, sooo......what do we do now??
I still have to look at that subreddit. I need some entertainment in my life, pero like as if I need it with everything that has happened to me thus far. I'm so lucky to be in this position, you can just hear the joy in my voice can't you. biggrin I'll check those channels out. But also I've been into Tarot Card Readings on YT lately, They're so interesting to watch like, obviously they shouldn't be taken literally word for word. But to some degree I like to follow them, like I knew this month was going to be my month way before I started hearing from readings that March was going to be transformative for me. And then I was waiting on hearing back from a job interview, and about a week before, my readings were saying I was going to have some financial gain, and one week later I found out I got the job. It could be purely coincidental, but hey let me live a little hahaha.
He honestly betrayed everything. Like I poured my heart and soul into the relationship, only for you to throw it all out like yesterday's garbage? No, I deserve so much more than to be treated like a dirty rag. He made me feel like I was only the flavor of the month and once he was over me, I just upped and left. Its' like, was everything that we experienced together for naught?? I really don't understand. And here I am reassessing the relationship, and sure, it wasn't perfect. I reflected and saw things that I did that may not have resonated well with him, and for those things I'm sorry, like I'm learning from those mistakes. But I don't think they were critical mistakes, literally not to the degree of cheating or what have you. I can't even learn from this experience because I have nothing to go off of. Like wtf man. I have been doing alot of introspection as of lately, and that goes back to March being my month. I feel like I've come a long way since being in post-break up for almost a month now (will be on Tuesday). I have no doubt that he is a good person because he is. I saw it all, the good and the bad. I can forgive him for what he did, but if he comes running back to me apologizing, it is true, I will have my guard up and second guess every little thing about him. Like, will his intentions be genuine? I'd probably doubt him like crazy and that would be hard to get over. I don't think I could ever take him back, but I'd be lying if I said that I really do want him to come back. Like a part of me feels like this isn't the end, but with each day that goes by, I start to believe less in it. So at this point, I am just going to continue moving forward and if it was meant to be, he'll be back. If not, then oh well, thank u, next. At the end of the day, what hurts the most is that I was not worth fighting for, that our love was that easily discardable. Maybe I am missing something, but that's not my fault. His lack of communication for that is to blame. Oh well.
Lol I am still surprised that this old train is still chugging along. We've seen the best and the worst. And I am definitely so thankful that it brought us together tho. And lmao I dont think I have that group chat anymore. But we will definitely have to start one up again. Speaking of, should I just PM my number or is that illegal here LOL
Oooh snap, I'm going to need you to fight some people for me. Or better yet, I feel like we would make a great team. Let's do this together.
Oof, she dead now. But that is none of my business. It's not our fault she couldn't help herself.
I am so going to tune in. I need a laugh or two in my life.
Yeah exactly! Like it was so unfair on his part and I had to get the shitty end of it. Not to say that he probably wasn't feeling any better than I was, but I was completely blindsided! How can I not have reacted the way that I did that night. He so broke my trust, after everything that we went through. After I literally was at my most vulnerable, telling him how scary it was to finally love someone as amazing as him. I cried that night I told him those words. And then lo and behold a few months after, it's like those words did not mean anything to him. How can you live with yourself knowing that you broke someone's heart and trust with the flick of the switch? That was and still is ******** up. And I am on a rollercoaster of emotions, it is not fun at all. Yeah what ever happened to communicating with each other?? Like excuse?? Did I stutter on that first day?? What part of "talk to me" did you not understand? I am so many scenarios in my head and none of them sound like the right answer. I don't even know if I want the answer at this point because I am so done with him. So much blatant disrespect. It's like I saw a whole new side of him that night. And I have no idea if I will ever see him the same way ever again.
Aha, it's like a broken down car that someone is still using because of the sentimental value behind it. Like there's so many good memories (and bad) associated with it, but it's way past its due date and its only a matter of time before the time comes for it to go down in flames. Ooh kk, I have a Twitter too that I mostly just lurk on as well. I don't really use Discord that much, I just randomly thought of it at he time LOL. But phone numbers are good too! We can start a group chat with Ana or something! And this time it will not fail like the time Ana, Aro, and I made one hahaha