About

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EDIT: I suppose there is no real way to describe or label myself in a way that truely expresses who I am, the only way people could know what I am about would be to talk to me and come to their own conclussions about the kind of person I am. But for the sake of those he are lost heres a bit to help you start a conversation with me if you wish.
The Conceited Tirade:
(Tis a stupid title but meh thats what some people will assume of me after they read the following)
These are things I've been called purely by other people.
I've been said I'm a caring guy that deals with more problems then he should because I never give myself the attention or the breaks that I need. I've been told that I try too hard to please people because I'm afraid of rejection. That I'm quick to jump to the aid of a friend. I've been said I'm a perverted horny b*****d that should not be allowed to walk without a collar and leash. I've been told I love myself reflection.

I am very much a sexual being, don't let my nature fool you, I am simply polite about it. I am openly sexual and I don't care who knows it. Thats not to say I have sex with anyone, I am simply just open about sex and don't mind any and all questions about it. Not to say I'm an expert in bondage and such.
One term I picked up from a friend works quite nicely:
Pansexual: One who exhibits or suggests a sexuality that has many different forms, objects, and outlets. One who exhibits many forms of sexual expression. A sexual orientation characterized by a romantic, artistic or sexual desire for any one disregarding gender. Pansexuals may be attracted to various different forms of romance, and may be aroused by various different acts of sex and are comfortable with exploring and experimentation.

Not to say I'm hedonistic or something. icon_razz.gif Or that I'll just go out and rape someone... if you think I'd do something like that I'd like you to shove a spoon up your a**...

Generally I'm laid back and easy going. My common sense sometimes isn't always the best but so far its gotten me out of most of my situations. I'm admittedly proud and I don't ask for help as often as I should... when I do I'm usually about to have a mental break down and can't handle every thing that life has thrown on me at that given time. I try to be as independant as possible, I don't like owing people favors... not because I don't want to return them but at times... I can't and I feel guilty as all hell.

I tend to be forgettful, names are always a big problem with me. If I don't see you every day for a while then chances are I won't remember your name but I'll remember your face or how you act then I'll feel guilty. But please don't hold it against meh! I've come to terms with the fact that I have a guilty concious and I'm not quick to accept offerings, the more generous the more I'll say no... simply because I don't think I'd be able to pay ther person back.

And now for the part that tends to turn away many people (if you haven't already been disgusted and left from the whole sex section)
RELIGION: I don't believe in it XP My honest opinion is that it acts as a drug to the weaker population of the masses. A mental crutch if you will. Though I don't believe in religion I do believe in some of its principals and what some of its aspects. Like the whole being a good person thing. I have no problem with religious people and I don't like starting pointless debates, if you believe good for you enjoy it with all your being but please don't try and get me into it, for I will decline as politely as possible and if you persist... well I'd rather not loose a potential friend.
(Requested sub-topic of religion)
Sean why don't you believe?
I don't believe simply because my parents never shoved it down my throat, (my mother is Catholic, my father agnostic) they both told me about religion and all the many branches and let me choose for myself. I actually took this to heart and looked at all of the various religions and looked at the history of them. Then I looked at all the different branches of Christianity which was what sealed the deal. All of the religions that preached of one "God" had just about the same values and all of them preached not killing, however all you need do is look at the past... a majority of the religious tend to discriminate, hate, or be violent to others not of their faith. One of my best friends (at the time) was Christian and wished me to join, I was skeptical but went to a few of the church meetings and listened to what the pastor (or whatever) had to say... it was all hypocritical and I told my friend that I was not religious. He never spoke to me again, going as far as to tell other christans about me. (I am one of the most hated by the Christian Club in the high school, they all tend to hate anyone who's not their faith, and I don't think they'd like my sexual preferences.)

Ummmm I dunno...
(Takes a moment to regroup)
I am a very laid back and casual individual!
(hurrah I can think again!)
I can be oever bearing at times, though usually I believe its in the best intrest of everyone. I just need someone to knock me down a peg at those times to set me straight. I try to be the leader at times to organize things and to let everyone get a word in edge wise while putting out emotional fires.

I LOOOOVVVVEEEE GOOOOLLLLDDDDD nah silver or any other silvery shiney metal suits me... I like tatoo's and piercings...

And I'm trying to convince the 'rents to let me get my tongue pierced (crosses fingers)
I DO have a tatoo, yesh I'm 16 disregard that, it was done by a friend of mine and was by far the most painful and prolonged experience of my life... but thats only cause it was by an NOOB. I got it fixed (after he had gotten more training) and it was just about painless so thats a plus...

My mother is Guatemalan and my father is Caucasian.
I'm about 5'10" (I dunno)
My hair is a dark brown.
My eyes are a dark forest green, with bluie shading along with yellow flecks around a brown/red ring around my pupil.
I am very pale (woot!) which dosent go with my Guatemalan (Myan) heritage... but meh I don't mind...
I guess in a way I am nerdy (yay video games) but I am not at all just bleh...
I weigh about 123 pounds now (roughly, most likely less)
I don't "work out" but sit ups and push ups keep me in relatively good shape and I walk everywhere so bleh!

Eh I could think of more to throw in here but you could just try talking to me to find out more...

Adios!



OH WAIT THERES MORE! *le gasp and dramatic pause*

FETISHES!
Eh find out on your own goddamnit!
I'll just say this high heels and all that mess are not a turn on! I'd just take a natural, naked girl (my age or a little older I'm not some sick *****!) any day...

I draw,sketch, act artsy whatever you'd like to call it