Steampunk-Panda-Bear12

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Last Login: 04/18/2011 2:40 pm

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Birthday: 12/12

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I've come back to Gaia looking for a more interesting life online. Oh Gaia how I've missed you so blaugh
I'm a 17-year-old artist and I'm soon to be 18 in December, so If you're reading this after December 2010, then I'm 18 now 3nodding
My fav bands now are Bullet for my valentine, Deadmau5, Breathe Carolina, Saosin, and I am ghost.
My fav foods are still the same as below this part on mah profile.
Sooooo, that's about it smile
I do commissions too, but I'm not really good with due dates Sorry sad

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Cryogenetik Report | 05/09/2011 4:41 pm
Cryogenetik
For when you come back.
in a few months.
eventually.

LOOK AT MUH NEW VICTORIAN CLOTHES.
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Cryogenetik Report | 04/17/2011 8:15 pm
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Toodles, hopefully you won't disappear for months again hehh sweatdrop
Cryogenetik Report | 04/17/2011 7:47 pm
Cryogenetik
*ahem*
Also, zombie teddies would have been perfect for my friend's boyfriend's album cover he wanted us to draw >_> We gave up on it haha. Thankfully, he changed his mind on what he wanted it to be anyway xD
Cryogenetik Report | 04/17/2011 7:44 pm
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They've already sort of tried to give me advice. I'm so all over the place... Friends and counsellors have asked me what I'm interested in and my interests are so broad/confused that they all just go "...oh...well... uh.... you don't have to choose your major before college so you still have time o_O"
LOL everything about me is all over the place... My interests, my personality (personality quizzes are a real challenge, there are like 5 of me's), hell I even have like 5 million drawing styles (they all suck though ;~ wink . Being an identity-confused teen sucks gonk

Choosing a career is particularly scary because it's going to be what consumes me/destroys me further and I'd like to be consumed in the least painful way possible. I find the future so depressing... Working hard through school so I can get into a good college, working hard through college so I can get a good job, then once I get a job? I'm just going to have my day taken up entirely by work... It always has been, always will be.
I've never lived in the present, always planning. I procrastinate/make excuses so much that I never have time for stuff I want to do because I just sit around and my time dissolves. The only thought that cheers me up is having a roomie or boyfriend around because that'd help peel me away from work, but I'm too much of an annoying person to be around LOL. At least most jobs don't have homework so the few hours I have between when I get home and sleeping, I can actually do stuff. ^.^
*ahem* Don't think I'm all depressed/emo haha, I'm not. Well, one of me sorta is. Back to the whole "my personality is all over the place" bit.

Alright, I seem crazy.
Sorry for making you read that xD

Back to your art, I really love the steampunk heart and the angel, and the headphones. You have a pretty diverse style, and all of it is pretty well drawn so that's a good sign biggrin
What kind of career are you planning to into with illustration? Forgive me I'm not really familiar with how art majors/jobs work o_o"
Cryogenetik Report | 04/17/2011 7:21 pm
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Ooh that's awesome. What kind of art do you do?
Have any I could see? biggrin biggrin

I was thinking of going to our community college first but that's so frowned upon around here. More importantly though, I have no idea what I want to do in life so I'd like to be at a University because it has more options and gives me more time to explore things.
I applied for a 3k/year scholarship so hopefully that'll help out a bit if I get it...and once I build up my victorian wardrobe I'll put my sallary into college savings (well, I'm trying to do half and half but I feel like the temptation will be too strong)
Wish I had cheaper taste crying
Cryogenetik Report | 04/17/2011 7:07 pm
Cryogenetik
Yeah I'm scared of graduating, I have no college savings and the only University I've looked at has 9k tuition and 10k boarding (wtf) so if we don't move closer I'm ******** xD

My senior year isn't going to be that easy unfortunately, I'm taking double period AP bio, AP english, law/comparative religion, japanese, spanish, anddd math only because I have to.
At least I'll be well dressed~

Are you doing a few years in community college and switching to something bigger? What are you majoring in if you have a clue? (I certainly don't) o:
Cryogenetik Report | 04/17/2011 6:59 pm
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B'aw that's a shame :/

And that's good that you're graduating soon, I still have this year to finish and next year DX Junior year is so damn stressful around here, and my spring break just started (my last break was in ******** december)
Cryogenetik Report | 04/17/2011 6:54 pm
Cryogenetik
Haha It's all good, I'm only steampunk on Gaia like half the time xD

as for irl, I got a job recently and my first paycheck is going to a batch of victorian clothes ^.^"

How are you? biggrin
Cryogenetik Report | 04/16/2011 10:35 pm
Cryogenetik
O-O your avi changed.
*stares*
Cryogenetik Report | 02/22/2011 3:29 pm
Cryogenetik
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I'm so happy! We haven't talked in forever xD Well, it seems, we've hardly talked at all actually. And it also seems like you're never on so <_<
anyway, I'm just so happy about this news that I want to spread my joy--my friend is doing a steampunk theme for the school fashion show next year and she said i could co-design and model for her <3 she's also doing a steampunk photoshoot this year and guess who's modelling/helping her with that? moi. IM SO EXCITED.
Hah, well you probably don't care but as steampunk buddies I felt I should rub it in your face tell you.
HAVE A NICE DAY IN THE DISTANT FUTURE WHEN YOU SEE THIS MESSAGE O: ~

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