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DJ_Music_Dreamer Report | 03/27/2009 2:18 pm

Thank you.
I know technically YOU didn't but our realtionship did; she told me.
And NO I don't regret the relationship we had. You assume stuff too quickly. I'm glad I had to realtionship with you to know what NOT to do in the future(No offense).
It's my token of a mistake and I hold it and tell others what happened and how they shouldn't go down a path that we did.
I understand love to an extent to the point where, I'm scare to admit I love someone, because I hate rejection and what might be the future ahead.
So, I stay quiet and wait to see if it's really love...half the time it isn't and I'm happy I never did that to myself. I'm going to wait till college(older years; 18-whatever) before I "love" someone.
I can't tell now, and I know there will be a more variety there. <3 Yeah.
But yes, there is a partial friendship it's called: acquaintances.
I learned that from someone I hate. HAHA!
But to be honest, I don't want to be friends. Just everytime I see something or hear something about you I just...don't care and don't believe it.
I just don't see a friendship there.
Sorry it turned out this way for you, but I'm really happy the way my life is.
So thank you and good bye.

DJ_Music_Dreamer Report | 03/23/2009 2:29 pm

O_o
Well, I was naive then.
An idoit.
And well I'm an honest person now(and forever on), and I'll tell you the dead truth.
I didn't know what love was then, even if it was 2 years ago. It tore me from my other half(Alicia) and that's a TERRIBLE thing to do.
I will never put anyone before my friends and family.
Though I did get rid of Grant(though he said it wasn't my doing). =D
Um -ahem-
Anyway, I don't think I could ever forgive you, because ALMOST everything you said was a complete lie.
So we have a FAINT friendship but I can tell you, there has to be A LOT of retrust and rebuilding to do.
Yepyep!! =)

DJ_Music_Dreamer Report | 11/09/2007 2:41 pm

Yeah it's fine everything we did was probably.....I don't know...but I know i did a lot of things and I apologize too. Of course we'll be friends. and i hope only friends for a really really long time maybe forever. Because if i got back with you i'd probably be....confused even more.anyway I gtg too but yeah i apologize too and feel regretful for what we did in the past. Because I risked a whole lot for what this is right now... it's horrible... but anyway ttyl

DJ_Music_Dreamer Report | 11/09/2007 2:34 pm

eeeewww! Yelling music!! XP LOL! j/k! kool and thanks for changing it for me!

DJ_Music_Dreamer Report | 11/01/2007 4:46 pm

If we aren't going out anymore, could you at least change the profile up..? geez.... LOL!

RockGoddess91 Report | 10/21/2007 11:55 am

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DJ_Music_Dreamer Report | 09/24/2007 3:52 pm

Baby no matter what, I love you forever, in every place in my heart...i love you....

DJ_Music_Dreamer Report | 09/23/2007 12:43 pm

So what's up baby? you don't act the same as you used to, you just act so different, what things have been going on while i was gone? It's just so sad to see you like you are, you just seem so depressed and angry all the time, you just seem so different from when you were around me, all funny and always joking around, and you told me all about your day how good, how bad, whatever it was, you told me how life seemed so great around me and you. Now you just seem like as if your suicidile always talking about death and drugs and alcohol, it's just so depressing to see you like you are now.



~Love, Amber~

(sounds like a song/poem, but it expresses how i feel RIGHT NOW....)

DJ_Music_Dreamer Report | 09/21/2007 9:37 pm

Baby, that's so sweet...i noticed when you seemed numb...i felt it..and it was nothing i've ever felt before...I hated the fact you became numb because I became the same...the day we "broke up" was the worst day of my life...it was a day i went to the drive in too...I really felt horrible because it was a day meant for me to be happy and that message on gaia just ruined it for me...i became depressed for about 1-2 weeks and I couldn't help but think about you no matter which way i turned you were there in my thoughts no matter how i tried to think about something else, I was so depressed...I hated it. I became numb and then that phone call about you still wanting to be with me, I felt relieved but awkward because you sounded numb and just plain, not happy, not sad, nothing...just talking as if you were talking to your friend.....it was depressing i almost cried that day...but as we went through this...i noticed you REALLY DID still love me! and Every night before i went to bed, I held in my hands your dog tags and your Angel necklace with your rign on it, i rubbed them in my hands as if it were a pray, I felt so happy and went to sleep, hoping for the best for us. I actually asked god to give me a sign that i COULD see(if we were actually meant to be), and the next day he gave me a message from you saying that me and you could talk now that on your b-day you got a Laptop...see? we are meant to be!! I miss you baby and I can't wait till the day you pick me up in your truck and the first thing I'll do is give you a kiss and a hug.

DJ_Music_Dreamer Report | 09/09/2007 11:33 am

I know how you feel baby...but we have to wait...that is...til your Homecoming...if i can go.... >.< oooohh I hope I can go....... anyway i love you so much too baby! I really do...