Facts of me
Poet, since 2004Artist
Writer
Photographer
Creative
Abnormal
Batty <^..^>
Cat
Dark
Empathic
Gothic
Lady of the Cosmos
Smart
ECE
Loves:
My husband
My son
My family
My friends, both in real life and here
Tattoos - eight - impatiently waiting for a new one
Piercings - four
Gothic culture
Dislikes:
Haters
Liars
Cheaters
Promise breakers
Users
Honesty time:
Thankful to all the kindness and love all my friends on here have shown me over the time I have been here this time around and I am writing this way in case status clears one day on own or it gets lost in float of comments which it will and did. *love you guys so very much* I know we may not all ever meet in real life but it is okay as our connection will be strong and last as long as Gaia is a working site, I will be here. Promise.
I am strange, like to different, I am not one to follow or lead (unless it is my son) and I do not take bull from people. I may look fancy or swanky but I am just lucky so do not beg me or ask me over and over again for things. Also if I like you I will let you know as some people can be pushy about that, just be yourself and do not ask me to change and we are golden. I have left here before and returned - I am not wanting to really do that again as I have met some great people this time - you know who you are. Although most have made into the family section - and if you have not made it there you still could matter a great deal to me.
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Thank you soooo much, I love this color of solimella heart
Might be a good idea to get that checked out as soon as you can, despite the distance.
It’s a good show, it has some wacky parts but it’ll make you laugh.
Awh, I’m glad that we connected too heart emotion_hug
I know I’m not as active as I used to be, but I’m glad we’ve become great friends.
I can imagine not being close to the hospital is not ideal, especially for urgent matters.
The big C is no joke, it’s not fun.
I will however mention there is a show called “The Big C” and that is hilarious even though it’s also about cancer.
Buuut the woman that has it is just living her life and still trying to find options for a cure because she has stage 4 melanoma. Highly recommend that you give it a watch, it might brighten the mood a bit.
Thank you my friend, I’m worried about myself too.
I’m trying my best, but it is really hard and I’m hoping my regular doctor will listen to me and my mom about everything that’s been happening with me so that I can get a referral for a outsourced better neurologist
I don’t blame you for battling heavy depression, what you’re going through is rough.
Are there at least any options yet?
The mini stroke has left me feeling I’m not going to have a long life, which I already knew because I had cancer before and now this.
It sucks, but I know I can do things to backtrack so that my chances of getting a full blown stroke are slimmer. It’s just rough.
I broke my foot while grocery shopping. Because of the mini stroke, my senses are off and when something loud, sudden, or even touches me I am super sensitive and it’s scary. I got scared while grocery shopping because someone ran past me super close and almost touched me, I freaked out and bumped my foot into the wheel of the cart and broke it just trying to get away from the person.
Yelling, screaming, loud music, anger, anything really makes me scared and nervous now which was never a problem for me before.
I tried contacting my neurologist about these sensitivities and getting cognitive therapy she told me that I’m sounding ridiculous and that I didn’t have a mini stroke and it’s all migraine related…..but I know that’s not true because I was at the ER and ICU due to a mini stroke and blood thinners made me feel much better.
So I’m pretty mad at my neurologist right now, and my mom even noticed that I am not the same anymore with the way I’m so goddamn sensitive to everything.
I’m going to be seeing my regular doctor on Monday, and mom will be coming in with me to vouch for the way I’ve been since the stroke so that I can get outsourced cognitive therapy
Or is it something else?
My health has been up and down. As you might know, I had a mini stroke in October of last year so that made me realize my mortality.
I’m still having a hard time processing, and going through ups and downs. Trying to eat healthy and exercise when I can, but because I broke my pinky toe last weekend I can’t be on my feet as much right now until it’s mostly healed.
How are you feeling? Are you having more health complications?
How’s the kiddo?
Of course.
I’m okay, just doing what I can and trying to be kinder to myself.