"YOU DON'T SAY"
You don't say anything. . .
you know I know. . .
so why do you refuse any longer to yell. . .
GET THE HELL OUT OF THE WAY! WHY DO YOU BLOCK
EVERYONES PATH?!?! NOBODY CAN GET THROUGH TO
YOU!!
Every time you did this I would respond. . .
none ever could, none will. . .
But you dont yell this time. . .
something has changed. . .
something has become worse. . .
nothing will ever be the same. . .
To your silence I say. . .
I will be alone. . .
I will be the only one forever. . .
you look in my eyes and you
finally surrender. . .
I forced you to believe you can't
get through to me. . .
That you can't be with me. . .
but inside its killing me. . .
I do want to be with you. . .
I do want to let you through. . .

"You don't say" was writen by a close friend of mine...
She was very sweet and was one of my best
friends...I can no longer see her but i will
always remember her...Before she left she
gave me this poem because she knew I loved to
write and she wanted me to always remember
her after she was gone...she never told me
who she wrote it about or who she wrote it
too and I will probably never find out

you asked what was
wrong and i smiled
.......and said
.....NOTHING
then i turned around
....and whispered
...EVERYTHING

Hate all you want
but you cant break the girl
that thinks nothing of you

People dont understand....
Nothing is so much more...
Than everything

no one...
understands...
im just different....

I'm going to smile
Like nothing's wrong,
Talk like everything's perfect,
Act like it's all a dream,
And pretend it's not
Hurting me

life isnt about
waiting for the
storm to pass...
its about
learning to
dance in the rain

sometimes when
i say
. . . ."oh im fine"
i want someone
to look me in the
eyes and say
. . . ."now tell the truth"

sick of crying tired of trying yeah, im smiling but inside im dying

when words fail...
music speaks

if you like her tell her...
because she wont wait..
forever...

Jake

Courtney
(aka
megs)

Kirstyn

Mike

Bre

Zeak

Ashlie

Jason

Thoughts, Memories, Secrets, Loves, Wishes, Dreams, Hopes, Nothing

Gray=The Guardian Angel; The one who can take away the pain and suffering of the people. The one the people will always trust. The one who guards as an angel.

Daria/Alex/me

My heart is broken beyond any form or repair
I am now in a state of despair
I've lost all hope
I've lost all my dreams
I can no longer wish
I can no longer trust
This is what he did to me
This is what you swore you wouldn't do
This is exactly what you did
I need my guardian angle
I need his help
You are the one I love
You are the one I want
I can not trust you anymore
You said I didn't understand
You said it wasn't the same
You do everything you tell me not to
Please I need my guardian angle
I need him but I shouldn't even have his help
I love him like my brother
I do not diserve him
So please guardian angle as you see me suffer
Turn the other way
Don't watch
Don't help

Pink=The Caring The one who loves always and cares always. The one who makes the people laugh and smile. The one who always cares.

Dark Red=The Destroyer; The one who takes the last bit of hope from people and crumples it. The people will never feel again, They will always be numb. The one who destroys.

Orange=The Heart; The one who loves fun. The one the people are always happy around. The one who cheers the people up. The one who is the heart of all life.

Purple=The Understanding; The one who knows much of what people feel What they miss and What they need. The one who always understands.

Blue=The Knowing; The one who tries to help the people know you care. It's just hard for him tell him everything. It might save him. The one who knows.

Hot Pink=The Nonhater; The one who loves and cares about everyone and knows how to make everything right. The one who always smile even at the worst times and always tries to get a laugh from someone crying. The one who has felt misery at it's greatest and the people can always rely on. The one who the people can never hate.

Cyan=The Bright; The one who is their own person. The one who makes the people hope. The one who is always cheerful and fun. The one who is bright.

Green=The Guide; The one who helps support the people that can't pick themselves up. The one who guides.

Indigo=The Broken The lonely girl who doesn't know what to do that always deals with pain by abuse and mistreatings. The one who is broken.

Patrick

Yellow=The Pain; One of the many that have caused pain in people's lives, Who wont stop hurting until they are fulfilled. The one who does love the ones they hurt in their own way. The one who inflicts pain.

I loved you. . . You hated me. . .
I cared about you. . . You didn't care about me. . .
I stuck with you. . . You betrayed me. . .
You made me cry. . . I kept you smiling. . .
You left me there. . . I ran after you. . .

It's crazy, right?
To love someone who's hurt you.
It's crazier to think that
someone who hurt you loves you.

Jessie

]White=The seer; The one who sees everything that happens. The one who claims that they try to stop it. They don't. They just watch. They do nothing else. The one who only sees.

If you can't get
someone out of
your head, maybe
they're supposed
to be there.

I love you
is eight letters
So is bullshit.

Amazing Person!!!!!

I’m not supposed to love you
I’m not supposed to care
I’m not supposed to live my life
Wishing you were there
I’m not supposed to wonder
Where you are or what you do
I’m sorry, I can’t help myself
Cause I’m in love with you!

She painted on
A smile. . .
. . .and learned
How to
Pretend

I hope you
CHOKE
On every word you spoke
When you were
SCREAMING
At me

Don’t try to fix me. . .
I’m not broken. . .
I’m destroyed

Caught in your lies

Nothing says goodbye
Like a Bullet.

I wish I could gather all my tears
So I could ******** drown you in them.

Now can you break my ******** heart and tell me you still love me

Don't tell me not to cry
Don't pretend it's not hard to say goodbye
Don't walk away while i'm still crying
Don't act like this whole time
You weren't lieing

Force a smile; Blink away the tears; I'm supposed to be strong; And have no fears; But I'm finding it's hard; Not to frown; If I'm such a strong person; Why am I breaking down?

I love you
You make my world spin
and know what I'm going through
everytime I need someone you're there
You always have been
I miss you when you're gone
but it just makes the time we have so much better
I hate you
You hurt me and make me confussed
everytime I see you
When I look at you my heart hurts
knowing I can't ever be with you
I wish we could be together
I'd do anything to make it work
Cause remember
I love you