About
Ok, time to try and write a real about me thingy.
I'm 18 and have a serious problem with the surrounding world. I discovered the other day that my 1st defense mechanism against adversity is laughter. I love comedy, probably because I'm British, as well as late night chessy horror movies with the terrible, sterio typical zombie movies being top of the list
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My favourite movie is Fight Club and the philosophies in that are helping my find who I am. I consider myself philosophical, however I am also painfully lazy thus most of my thoughts never leave my head (look how long it took for me to do this for ******** sake!!!!
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I have done retarded s**t, with my favourite being amphetamine, altough I have never tried meth. I am a smoker and never rufuse drugs except cocain and crack which is seriously ********. I also do not plan to take heroine through a needle, I am not that hardcore. I do not regret a sinle minute of my life, with the exception of causing needless pain to others for which I deeply apologise, whether I meant to or not, I am sorry.
Inside I am burning with pain and rage and hate but I am always fighting to keep it underneath, I have no outlet for it so it builds and builds and builds but what else can I do? My favourite band is KoRn and that does ease the pain sometimes. I am addicted to music and when I am at a concert that is the happiest moments of my miserable life.
I am not emo and despite what you may think from what I have rambled I am a nice, open minded person, enjoys good conversations, am sexually liberated and am proudly admitting that I have had a homosexual relationship that exists to this day. I love life and the world around me in so many different ways.
For more info look for me on vampirefreaks.com. Look for Sozi. *edit as of 1:47 am GMT (i dont know the cool initails for european time) 6th Aug* - Dont bother, there's more on this page than here
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Peace!!
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