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Born from silence, silence full of it
A perfect concert my best friend
So much to live for, so much to die for
If only my heart had a home

Sing what you can't say
Forget what you can't play
Hasten to drown into beautiful eyes
Walk within my poetry, this dying music
- My loveletter to nobody

Never sigh for better world
It's already composed, played and told
Every thought the music I write
Everything a wish for the night

Wrote for the eclipse, wrote for the virgin
Died for the beauty the one in the garden
Created a kingdom, reached for the wisdom
Failed in becoming a god

Never sigh...

"If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it
Remember only the verse, songmaker's cry the one without tears
For I've given this its strength and it has become my only strength.
Comforting home, mother's lap, chance for immortality
where being wanted became a thrill I never knew
The sweet piano writing down my life"

"Teach me passion for I fear it's gone
Show me love, hold the lorn
So much more I wanted to give to the ones who love me
I'm sorry
Time will tell (this bitter farewell)
I live no more to shame nor me nor you
And you... I wish I didn't feel for you anymore..."

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For those who really want to know me…

The world today is fast-paced with snail-crawling people. I’ll climb over top people just to keep moving... I can’t afford to slow down...

My time is precious to me. I only have so long left... Atque, I hate to waste it. The thought of it makes my eye twitch with disgust.

I’m a short distance away from sanity, an ever-evading light teasing me in this darkest hell I live in.

It’s in the silence that I learn what I know. From the wisest minds, those that predate logic and reason, outlive it, I’ve learned what lies between the lines, when eyes tell what lies beneath and faces speak what their words can’t. I’ve seen what people look straight through. I’ve learned from invisible, yet delicate hands how to treat art in the tender manner only a child could give. I’ve heard the hardships of lives I can hardly imagine, barely comprehend from the whispers of the wind. All of this, I must hold, bear as my own cross, for if I ever told anyone—even the closest to me—they’d never believe me...

I want to believe. In people. In love. In the Powers That Be. In something. I’m always searching for that one thing to believe in, my eyes vigilant, but I’m always disappointed...

I’ve always a hawk’s eye set on the prey. I’ll change my ways, my ideas, my image just to blend in with them. They never see me coming...

I’m the culprit you’d never suspect, but the crimes I’ve committed put Ripper to shame. Crimes of passion. An underlying conspiracy big enough to tear down the fabrics of reality dwells in the corners of my mind and plots every word, every action. Remember that everything happens for a reason...

Think what you want of me. Believe the rumors and the truths as if they were one in the same. I can’t label myself, so, please, tell me what I am...

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