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I may be unforgiven but so is she if I am. I was so stuck on wanting forgiveness that I did not see how much more there was that she did that call for it. She lied to me while in the relationship about things that really hurt me when the break up began, all I did was tell a few bluffs hoping that either she'd see through them or that who ever was controlling her cell phone would reveal themselves after the break up. I bluffed about doing things that I had already told her specifically that I would never do. I would have left her out of the level of awkwardness if she did not return the words when I had spoken them. A "White" lie is still a lie and can still very much hurt someone, often even worse than other lies. I want my stuff back, my manga, Micky mouse hat and videos! You denied me closure when I needed it, who can blame me for reacting how I did when everything I spoke of I had already told her that I would never do. Some trust she had for me, too many lies she told me and the only time I was ever untruthful to her was on breakup and I was hoping she'd catch it but what I had based that hope on was something she lied to me about too. Why should I let someone who tells lies that hurt others so much have so much power over me?

NEVER lie about loving someone and NEVER lie about trusting someone, and NEVER refuse closure to someone you did lie to and hurt when they are after it, that is just down right cold blooded. And after a breakup, if a phone call is requested by whoever had their heart broken, give it to them, a broken heart can make people say and even sometimes do some crazy stuff and all the more crazy if you said you trusted them and usually always for a different reason.

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hischise666 Report | 09/09/2011 10:57 am
hischise666
Hey you! I havent really gotten on much. I just wanted to stop by and say I miss talking to you! Later dear! heart
Al-oh Report | 06/12/2010 8:02 pm
Al-oh
Meow meow meow, so did you ge t your account back?
saka-hime Report | 03/16/2010 8:38 am
saka-hime
do you have another account under the name Nephilmancer? I just want to make sure becuase i'm worried that it's the person that hacked your last account.
Xx Grim Hearted xX Report | 03/09/2010 1:00 pm
Xx Grim Hearted xX
I'm so srry man. But as the old saying umm... says. There always more fish in the sea so cast ur line.
Xx Grim Hearted xX Report | 03/08/2010 1:40 pm
Xx Grim Hearted xX
Why iz u so sad?
cupcake_ninja08 Report | 02/19/2010 8:19 am
cupcake_ninja08
yep totally.
cupcake_ninja08 Report | 02/19/2010 8:12 am
cupcake_ninja08
Yes, but just to let you know, I can't control my feelings so you can't feel bad or be mad at me, if nothing grows out of this. I just don't want you to be hurt, but I don't want myself to be hurt either.
Catalyste Report | 02/19/2010 12:39 am
Catalyste
But you did report the hack, right?
Catalyste Report | 02/18/2010 7:44 pm
Catalyste
Did you get your account back?
YellowBOB Report | 02/18/2010 6:26 pm
YellowBOB
http://www.tektek.org/auto/
here you take look

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This account was forgotten about for quite a while. Now I am making use of it again. Still a newbie but working on changing that. I had a friend who I used to share this with as he did not have an email address of his own to sign up with, if you are looking for him, please send me a PM and I'll tell him you asked for him!