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I want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the girls jealous. I want someone who would sing to me at random moments. Someone who is more goofy than romantic. A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when I'm acting dumb. Someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old playstaion p games & then let me win. A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh. He'd played with my hair all the time & surprise me with 25 cent rings. Someone who I could share lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars. We'd buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other & squirt waterguns at each other in the house. But mostly ; some who would be my best friend & would never break my heart. He would just always make me smile.

she`s not like that now. she knows better. she knows now that people lie, & promises can be broken as quick as they`re made. she understands that she might never be loved, & too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out, & grab them. she knows that you can`t change or help time, so every now & then it will just run out. there isn`t a place for everyone in this world, so if you`re standing alone for awhile, that`s why. not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, thats when it`s the best. you can`t always expect people to care, & even when your best friends stab you in the front, don`t think for one minute that they didn`t already aim for your back. they missed for a reason. she has found out too soon, that in the end, you`re your own best friend. everyone will be broken at some point in their life & more often than not, its gunna hurt like hell. but you can`t stop it. you can`t change your fate. some things are meant to be & all the pain you go through will end up resulting in something huge. you don`t know what it is & when it happens it will hit you like a ton of bricks. at some point, when you have expierienced everything you can, the words 'Life' & 'Risk' won`t mean anything to you anymore. but don`t try & change that. stuff like that is meant to happen. overtime, certain things no longer have an affect on you. & that happens cause that`s the way it`s supposed to be. but you`ll learn all that later in life when little things like a sunrise or a spring rain start to matter. but it might catch you off guard & happen sooner. i mean, ask her. she knows.

never say goodbye because goodbye
means going away and going away
means forgetting

when I say I love you, it's not because I want
you or that I can't have you. I love you for who
you are, how you try, what you do. I love that you
kno me so well. I luv that u can make me smile
when no one else can. I luv that no matter how
bad the day, yu can always brighten it w/ just
a smile. I love that you make me feel like I'm the
only one in the world. I love that you can know
what's wrong without even asking. I love that
no matter what yu'll always be there. I luv that
yu care like no other. so when I say I love you,
it's not because I want you or the fact that I can't
have u, but because of who I am when I'm w/ u.

we're the kind of friends that kill each over
a handful of popcorn or candy
and don't say sorry ;; we say, "haha. loser."

Throughout life you will meet one person who
is unlike any other. This person is the one you
could forever talk to. They understand you in a
way that no one else does or ever could. This
person is your soul mate and best friend.
D o n ' t e v e r l e t h i m g o .

Never say goodbye when you still want to try ; never give up when you still feel you can take it ; never say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go.

Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one's head, and listen to silence. To have no yesterday, and no to-morrow. To forget time, to forgive life, to be at peace

We used to be close (but you didn't love me) We used to be best friends (but you never really cared) I let you into my soul (didn't know you couldn't be trusted)

i don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but i can tell you what it is for me, love is knowing all about someone, & still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable & safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room & smile at you.