About

well, the main thing about me is i am inlove* with a guy.. a deaf guy to be exact

i was never really supposed to like him but due to some circumstances, i just did.. i fell for him.. really hard!! it's funny how it happened.. i was tagged along by friend (who then liked him) to look at him.. we stared at him for a few minutes and i found myself liking him as well.. i can't say it was love at first sight because i've seen him a couple of times before that.. it was more of a "love at a second look.." it's sweeter the second time around, right?

liking him changed my life and how i look at myself.. i know very well that i have no chance with him and i don't really mind that.. i just simply love him.. loving does not demand to be loved back, you love them because they deserved to be loved.. liking him made me realize i was immature towards my feelings.. i used to think that i was inlove with some guy (before him) when in fact i just liked him.. aside from that, there are countless realizations.. all because i fell for him.. it's amazing how someone you just met can change your life at a snap of a finger or a blink of an eye

i want to be the very best of myself for him.. to be able to say that i deserve to feel what i feel for him.. he's a very respectable guy.. really good looking and really smart.. he graduated valedictorian!! if that's not smart, i don't know what that is.. i'm not saying that i'm not respectable, it's just that we are very far apart.. i'm kind of rowdy and boyish.. he's serious and smart.. a deep person in my point of view.. to make it short, he's really impressive

he's my classmate in one of my subjects.. just imagine the joy i feel when the time for that subject comes.. i'm also conveniently seated behind him.. it's actually math that we're in class together.. i don't really like math but i try my best to excel in it to impress him.. i don't actually know if it's convincing because i'm not convinced myself

to make this short, i like a really good looking and a really smart guy and he changed me

i can look at him forever with out being bored.. i want to talk to him as much as i could

was i fated to love him? i don't know.. but i do.. i do love him.. very, very, very much

ps: you might be wondering why there is an "*" in my first love.. it's because the truth of the matter is that i only like him.. but it's sweeter if i say love.. another reason is that, you can't love a stranger.. i don't know him that well to say that i love him.. but if i were given a chance to get to know him and be close, that would be just really great.. a dream come true

i'm soooo sorry for being mushy and cheesy.. you can get all mushy and cheesy when you talk about the one you love.. right? wink