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Winksy Report | 03/05/2010 8:51 am

******** I MISS YOU!

Winksy Report | 03/05/2010 8:48 am

^^ Hello Isen, Yeah I know...I'm here again...I figured one day i'd stop coming back...I've yet to reach that.
I often still cry about this....whole thing.
I feel like it wasn't fair how you were just torn from me.

I guess I came back to this because i've been thinking pretty fatally lately...
Yeah suicide s**t.
But...if there is one and only one thing your life taught me is be bright even if you feel kinda down...
but more importantly your death taught me never give up and give in because someone out there with cry for you over and over again for years to come. and its been a few years love and I still cry for you.
I don't even cry for my dead great grand father that I knew...
I try even...
It just never works.
You'll never know how much you were to me.
Like a sister I never had.

I blame myself a lot for this whole thing...thinking..."If only I would have talked to him maybe...just MAYBE I could have convinced him sooner...."

^^ I'm sorry.
I talk to him now though...your right hun, hes a great guy.
...I just wish you would have lived long enough to talk to him with me...

MeiMella Report | 10/20/2009 10:52 am

=)
hey love, been a while since i came here...
^^;
It still makes me cry a little...
I wish you were here with me still. :/

Winksy Report | 02/21/2008 8:37 pm

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BDkcJ-62uuY&NR=1



:/

this song made me think of you. ;~;

Winksy Report | 12/30/2007 3:22 am

wow...i guess i...havent been on your profile in a while isen. sorry bout that.

i feel silly writting to you.

:/

i miss you.

it's annoying.

we had so much fun together. even though it was just teh internet. :/

i lost a bit of myself when you left forever. :/

it's crappy because looking back i realize how much i've changed. lol i got taller and my boobs got bigger. XDD

yeah...remeber how we used to talk about stupid things that made no sence?

i miss being dumb together with you.

i wish i was super smart and could make a bring-isen-back-to-life-contraption....

but i can't.

it's annoying how i coulnt' stop you.

i wish i did.

if only you knew how much everyone loved you.

seriously.

no joke babe.

:/

i miss you hella.

see you later.

i promise.

loneDQ Report | 06/26/2007 6:08 pm

you have not wishes... and no friends... kinda like in real life... so many just in your reatch... but none that would reach back... i cannot feel the way i did before... but i wish i felt the way i did now then... it's odd... you started to talk to me at the time where my life was changing... and... all seemed lost... but you wanted more for me... too bad you didn't love yourself like you did me.

I'm so sorry...

mizu sakurambo Report | 05/13/2007 1:32 pm

loneDQ Report | 03/02/2007 6:17 pm

why did you have to leave..i miss you so badly. I miss your jokes and the way you'd piss me off.
i think i liked it when you pissed me off.

loneDQ Report | 02/26/2007 9:11 am

I'm like a dog....
too damn loyal to care.

loneDQ Report | 02/06/2007 2:17 am

i still love you...
I wish you could have known that.