About

I'm fresh, I'm fearless. I'm deeper then the darkest ocean. I'm the first to fall, & the last to know. I'm loud, I'm observant. I'm complete. I like going on simple dates, with simple boys, who know how to kiss. Everyday I thank god for the air I breathe & for the heart that beats. I'm impatient, I'm weak, I'm unyielding, I won't give in. Chances are I'll figure you out, before I figure out myself. I speak my mind, but words will be the death of me. I am very retro, i love anything bright and unusual. I tend to go for things that noone else would, i like to be different and colorful. My weakness is boys who know how to touch, ones that can give me butterflies. I want to be able to fill in someones hollow heart. My friends are my oxygen, they keep me alive. My relationships swing between intensely close and completely meaningless. My sense of self changes dramatically, and the slightest impulse can send me on a destructive course of spending or over-eating and then afterwards, i feel empty. Music that makes you think, is what keeps my blood pumping. You will never know who I am, no matter how much you think you know me, I hide myself in the smiles I wear everyday. I'm simple, but I'm complicated. I don't like liars, yet it seems like I can be one. I don't like when my friends turn to my enemys & I don't like when I get accused for things I never did. I'll say stupid things, then take them back 5 minutes later. I'll stand up for you, but won't stand up for myself. I break promises, but who doesn't? I say I hate to try to make me break away from when I really love. Inspire me to be someone amazing. All I really want is a hand to hold.