About

This would be a mule I, xXDie_Kafkaesque_________x, have created in order to do random nonsense, such as Role Plays and whatnot.

Hello, and welcome.
I have been a Gaian since some time in ‘05, but my former accounts have experienced any type of mishap one could imagine xD so, you go ahead--use your imagination--I‘m not gonna‘ spell it out for you anyways, I aint no beggar. Besides, I’m still here x3 and that’s all that matters, right? Now then, with that said, you know, now that I’ve given solid proof that I’m not a Newb, [ & I shall place emphasis against mine being the alternative spelling/meaning throughout the rest of my lagging paragraphs :3. ] I shall continue. No, I’m not against being thought of in negative ways by people I don‘t even know, not like I could help it anyways, but I do, however, dislike being thought of as among the type that choose to be complete assholes for their own enjoyment, because I don’t, and there are people that do. So, please, don’t make me sad!! [ Make me proud x3 ]

I am sixteen, and will be turning seventeen this year on June Nineteenth. I am a Gemini in the Western Zodiac, a Ram in the East’. I’m guessing that you’ve now collected that I’m a bit of a horoscope freak. Well that’s true, but I wouldn’t exactly say ’freak’, myself, but it’s up to you. I like the concepts of it, but I won’t let it govern my daily life.

On Gaia, I usually just hang around and entertain myself in the Forums. Maybe make a Role Play in Barton from time to time, or join one made by somebody else. I love to look at the art and see people’s opinions on life and things like that. Usually I won’t say anything, unless I have something to say, otherwise I just observe and think. My Role Playing level ranges from Lit. to Advanced, depends on a few factors. Want me to join a Role Play for you? Go ahead and give me a message, I’ll check it out, and probably join as long as the plot is good and it’s at least a little bit Literate. Can’t handle one-liners.

I love animals, have ever since I was a kid. Funniest thing: in like 3rd-4th grade I acted like a wolf and had no friends.. Lemme’ alone, I have ADHD, I’m excused!! xP My favorite animal is a wolf, and most other breeds of big Canines make me wanna hug something, preferably the dog, but I like to hug people too if they need one, or maybe I do..

o.o. I’m kind of an animal freak, but I don’t think I’d enjoy being a Vet, or something like that, putting that spark to any use. I’ve been drawing since I was three, so I’m pretty good, I guess. I would be doing Avi Art on here, but I don’t have a working scanner, also don’t have a job to get a new one with, either.

I grew up pretty timid and shy, but as I already said, I’m diagnosed with ADHD, which makes me excessively hyperactive and over reactive, which led to low self-esteem. I’ve gotten on medication for it recently, within the past year, and in just that short amount of time I’ve become pretty different. I don’t have much to say for timidity, anymore, and ever since my boyfriend cheated on me a little over a year ago I’ve been a little afraid with relationships, not to mention what my friends consider to be too rough on the men I date. But, eh, what can ya’ do? I don’t try..

I love to read, and I might list book favs. later, feel free to talk to me about some. I love nature and freedom, could call me a Hippie. But I live on a hobby farm, so you could also call me a Hick/Redneck, but obviously the two contradict each other, so what can ya’ do? I believe what I like, say what I please, and incidentally such a thing has created an inner Feminist/Independent Woman! -Nods-

This is in a way a spoof Account: the play list is made up of songs I could cry to, the background is what I could pretend to love, the pics will probably be mock-emotional-wanna’-be’s type, and all that jazz. This is what happens when I get left alone for too long. I am not doing this against cutters, or depressed teenagers/perfectly wonderful human-beings, I am just having some of a laugh at the people that think it’s cool. I’m not either of the two. I don’t label people, unless they decide to label themselves, then I make my own judgments upon whether or not I think they’re for-real, and not just trying to be ‘cool’ and get attention. If you haven’t noticed already, I really don‘t like people like that. Pure, fearless individuality is extremely beautiful in my book.

I am American, born and bred, but that does not make me arrogant, lazy, fat, or stupid. Nor does it make me proud and pleased to be here. In all honesty I hate the government here, it’s pretty ******** up in my book. I had to take a quiz in my American Government class a while ago, and it said that my views are closest to that of a Libertarian, which is pretty much just a few steps away from Anarchist. No, I don’t enjoy politics, but ever since I took the Govt’ class it’s kind of grown on me enough to make me watch like elections and stuff with a little curiosity. I mean, no duh, of course I want to know which idiot is winning the newest running to get us all killed. Kind of a no-brainer.

This is getting extremely long, o.o;; maybe I’m getting an ego? Gawd damnit!

Speaking of which -- religion! I am not completely clear on what mine is, I just know I do not believe in god. I am anything from Atheist, to Agnostic, to none at all. My views are pretty close to Taoism, I’ve got no problem with sharing beliefs, but I don’t plan on joining a cult. More often than not, I just say I’m Atheist, works out just fine, and most people only want a shortened answer. Don’t shove your own in my face and tell me how I’m wrong, I’m not afraid to ‘go to hell’ through bitching your a** out, and insulting everything you consider holy if you trample on mine with your ignorantly big mouth. I have no problem with Christianity as long as people respect my own beliefs, plenty of my friends are believers and we get along great. I’m pretty self-defensive if you hit the right strings, and if you catch me when I’m not calmed down, I do get extremely bitchy, but other than that I’m probably pretty friendly and happy to have a jolly little chat with total strangers and friends alike.

On the subject of music preferences, I’d have to say that I don’t have just one genre’ in particular that I listen to. I don’t enjoy most types of Rap, though some of the bands do have something to them that I like. And I am not too fond of Country, in any form. I love Techno, don’t ask me why, I seriously couldn’t tell you without dragging on for even longer than I already am right here--one of those ‘intellectual gabs’ where I just sit and talk about everything and nothing at all until my ears start to bleed. Metal: eh, some of it I really like, some of it I don’t like at all, the rest I do or don’t, I used to like it a lot more like a year ago. Out of the infinite labels for different types of Rock, I’d have to say my favorite is Alternative/Crunch Rock and Hard Rock. The two are just amazing to me, so much of it I find good, though a lot of softer kinds is great too. Indie, not too sure if that’s any different than the Alt., but a lot of the music I like is put in this genre’ as well. Sick and tired of reading about this s**t? Stop reading, it just that easy. But I’m pretty sure you’d rather I just list some bands, so here you are:

Eve 6, Bullet for my Valentine, From First to Last, Evanescence, System of a Down, Slipknot, Rob Zombie, 3 Days Grace, Avril Lavigne, Breaking Benjamin, Superchick, Marilyn Manson, Chiodos, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Skillet, Blink 182, Nickelback, Lady Sovereign, Lacuna Coil, AFI, Matchbook Romance, Matchbook 20, Deathcab for Cutie, Good Charlotte, The Used, My Chemical Romance, RENT, P!nk, Gorillaz, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Saliva, Alanis Morissette, Blue October, Busted, CKY, Crossfade, The Cure, Cradle of Filth, Deftones, Dropkick Murphies, HIM [[His Infernal Majesty|, Linkin Park, Muse, Nine_Inch_Nails, 10 Years, OK Go, Our Lady Peace, A Perfect Circle, Senses Fail, Sister Hazel, Something Corporate, Thrice, Weezer, Vertical Horizon, Yellowcard, Within Temptation, Wildcat Revival; Etc.