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ElementGold Report | 07/31/2012 11:18 am

I was really, really happy that I got to see you.
It all went by way to fast...it almost felt like a dream, but I'm thankful for what little time I actually got to spend with you baby.
Keep your fingers crossed that everything works itself out in August so that I can come see you again.
And keep them crossed even longer so that you can come home in September.

Missing you like crazy. heart

ElementGold Report | 04/09/2012 1:47 pm

Just stopping by to let you know that I love you and you mean the world to me.
Hope you are doing well in BMT...because I worry about you all the time.
But keeping the ring close to me lets me know that we will make it through this thing.

Can't wait to see you in June!
Muah! heart

ElementGold Report | 06/29/2010 11:27 am

Lately I have been having some doubts...I have now taken on the same burden as you, worrying about finances, finding time for each other, thinking about future plans and etc. I finally understand what you have been going through all this time. When we lived in Jennifer's Apartment, we got into so many silly fights, and I guess that those fights were what began to wear me down so thin that I would sit there and cry because I was at a loss about what to do.

But you know what? I took a step back...not because I had to re-evaluate you...and not because had to re-evaluate myself, but because I really needed to look at what I had...I needed to see what was in front of me. And you know what I saw? I saw that I was happy where I stood...while things may be financially shaky for the two of us, I was still happy to be moving into this new place, I was excited that I would soon be laying next to you in my old bed, sitting in our new room with all of OUR things.

Here I had a wonderful family composed of Kirsten (my sister and beast friend), of Harlem (our kitten and furry daughter), and then I had you.
You are the person that makes all the struggle worth it...its you who makes me want to work harder, earn more money so that we can live a comfortable life. It is you who gives me the strength to really reach out there and explore all options, to catch all the minor details that could come to make a HUGE difference in the end.

There is nothing more precious to me than waking up to you each morning, wrapping my arms around you and giving you a kiss. There is no better way to spend the day then sitting on the couch and waiting for you to call em on your break. The sound of your voice lifts my spirits even out of the worst of depressions, and just looking at you assures me in all that I do and all that I will come to do in the future. I see my future in your eyes, I see myself being with you, living happily with you for a very long, long time. So the fact that I would even think about just falling into a worthless heap made me smack myself and really kick myself in the gut.

I have accepted that things will occasionally be hard for us...we may have gone through many obstacles already, but there are still many more to come, and I have to be able to meet each one head-on. So...the doubts have faded from my mind, and while I still have my worries, I know that, no matter what, if we work together, things will be ok. And I dont think I'm assuming things this time.

I love you baby!!! heart heart heart

Niv is gone Report | 03/06/2010 11:33 am

hello. your my step mother because element gold is my gaia mother. sO ur my gaia step mother. Its so ncie to mmeeet u =D