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i have a twin sister named heather and we got separated at birth because of the stupid a** nurses.she lives in PA and i live in OH.soccer freak is the girl who got switched with me so she lives with heather in PA.even though we arnt really related,we consider that we are and say we are.in the family im with now and the family that heather is with i have 6 brothers and 5 sisters.my bf is caveman and i love him soooooooooo much words can even say...
anyways if you dont like the fact that i swear then go ******** yourself
my sister said on her profile on myspace that she is not going to change herself for anyone.i am going to say most of the s**t she
said on her profile but me and her are alike and we think the same.my friend brandon(eaglesboy0307)and heather are prolly the only reason i am still alive.he is my best friend and he has been helping me the whole way.same with heather she has always tried to help me with my emo situations and ever since i started cutting my wrists she has tried to get me to stop.i dont want to tell him how i was in the syc ward at the hospital becuz he will prolly tell everyone and in my town,word goes around quickly a week ago i told one to five people that i was prolly pregnant(dont ask)and know all the schools in my town know brandon has been there for me almost the entire time i have known him and i love him so much.and before i left to the hospital i called heather and put faith on three-way.i told them i love them and that i will call if i have to stay in for a couple weeks
i love all my friends and family with all my heart and i really want to see heather everyday.heather is the number one person in my life and i admire her with all that is in me.ever since i met her, and we found out we were twins, i have always wanted to be like her and now i went to go visit her and she started smoking.she told me to do it and i did and she gave me one that her dad left for her and told me to take a hit and i did and i couldnt stop the whole time i was there and i stoped now but every once in a while i can still taste it and my lungs would start to hurt and i would have to breathe really hard and in cheerleading some cheers i cant even finish them becuz i get out of breath.i todally regret it and i wish i have never done it but you know god mad me do that for some reason and the effect on it,well i prolly diserve...i have this other friend named sandy but i call her raven and she is such a good friend you wouldnt even believe and she is so nice to me and when i tell her stuff i know she understands and she gives me advice for stuff.boy i love her.anyways and brandon...i love him more than words can even ******** say and i think he is the #1 person in my life that if i cant have him as a friend...there goes my life.heather is already gone so i am used to that but i know that if brandon left me and heather never moved back...and brandon never came back my life would be gone...heather,brandon and raven are the only ppl keeping me alive and if they(or you guys)never came in my life i would be gone already.heather i love you on the computer and out side of it and i always will.brandon...if you even want me to begin where i start to say how much i love you...i would NEVER know where to start and if i do start i dont think i would stop.you are the second most important person in the world to me.and the fact that you hurt me with going out with shannon and you guys kissing in front of me kills me and i know i seem happy about you guys going out but it is really killing me...andi just want to let you know that everyone has hurt me but i know you were WORTH the pain
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