u know what ur the one who called me a u dont think that hurt?! well yeah i went through a change people do that n obviously u need to gain my trust as well i have been trying to be ur friend again and u couldve called to see if i was ok but what hurts the most rite now is that u think that i would lie or pull some kind of trick on u 4 u 2 talk 2 me or be my friend again? thats low alex that really is just to let you know i was crying in the hospital after i called ur house im crying rite now!!!!!!!!!!!!! but obviously u dont care or even trust me n if ur going to be like this well im srry but i really dont know if we can be friends because you know something im going thro some hard times 2 but i deal with them i dont complain 2 ne one about them i keep them 2 myself n im not saying thats rite but even with the probs i face eeryday n found out u were in the hospital u know i would have been there in a heartbeat but obviuosly i just imagined that once we tried to be friends again u would care but i guess i was wrong u hurt me really bad alex totally n i know for one thing that a rue friend wouldnt even give an apology bcuz they would have at least careed enough to call n see if their friend was ok in the hospital i had sugery alex i was crying when they rolled me into the operating room when they put me on the table not knowing what was going to happen to me or if i was ever going to use my arm again i still face that fear but obviuosly i missed judged u we have a fight n we start from beyond square one im am deeply hurt n if u r going to be like this then i need to think whether or not i should want u as a friend.
yeah well now im hurt i called ur house around 8 pm ur sister answered and when she found out who it was she said u werent home hung up on me i called back n told her to tell u something and idk if u got it or if u eve believed it when u did but whatever im not mad just hurt u see i was in the hospital n needed surgery on my arm i called to talk to you before i went in idk if ur sister told u the message or not but the way she handled it hurt n i know jesse doesnt like me but i knew u better than he did way b4 u met him at school im not saying do n e thing i wish u bot the best of luck just dont forget to be a friend in th process and the way ur sister handled it i felt ike u still dont want to be my friend tell me the truth alex whats going on? how do u really feel about me?
fine with me but you dont think i don't love you? well i do i mean who says you'll have to freak out about me not calling you again who said im going to forget to call you? n e ways i understand
umm ok like what have you been saying about me that's bad? really? ouch that hurts alot... i never talked bad about you i always praised you... but yeah like i said ouch! but yeah i understand that jesse is mad at me but you know that if he loves you he would do n e thing for you and support you... but yeah i understand he has been mad at me but really im not looking to be his friend but yours if he wants to be my friend too thats cool. i have nothing against him. like i said he has everyrite to be mad at me... however .... well idk but still ouch that hurts super bad man! i thought i'd be prepared for everything but i guess i was wrong lol
wow scary what did you learn? lol im not mad at you i have been hurt and i have missed you too even ask marina but yeah i do feel empty but im back with god and ive been praying for you and giving you to god i love you u will always be my sis and i want to be friends again that is if you would take my crappy self back lol
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