this is the story of a girl ;
My name is Lexii. I am new to Gaia. There are some things you should know about me, though.
all in all, my name is lexii, i was born august 8th. i am a girl, who indeed likes both boys and girls. i am single, and am currently looking but will not go out of my way to find it.
i'm not going to sit here and bore you with a fake internet facade that everyone else here seems to have. i'm a realist, whether you like it or not. if you don't like me, then by all means, don't talk to me because i frankly do not have time for drama and bullshit as i have dreams to create and achievements to reach.
what those are, i have no clue yet. i have a passion for mathematics and sciences. i would like to pursue a career as a coroner. i love dead bodies and conundrums in figuring what took the last breath out of them. i also love anything artistic... i've been in theatre since i was seven, i've been singing since then. i love writing songs, yet i'm unsure of myself and if that's a career i want to pursue. i love drawing and writing to rid myself of the barrier i've created for myself.
which brings me to my next point - i'm not going to come on a site to say all of my problems - every human being has some and i know that people have it far off worse than me. but that doesn't mean i am happy with how things are. i hate feeling trapped, and that is indeed what i want. we all have problems, get over it. i'm not a b***h - i speak the truth. i for one, could not care if you have metal sticking out of your face or stretched ink imprinted on your skin. your fake hair extensions don't prove anything, and your hello kitty accessories aren't fooling anyone.
now, now. don't go on thinking that i'm some kind of hater - i don't care what you look like, who you associate with. i could care less if you were a prostitute for a living - as long as you can keep a decent conversation and isn't full of yourself, thinking you're s**t hot. i don't care. why? because i've spent far too much of my time worrying about other people and it's time for me to step it up and start worrying about what i want to do with my life.
don't get me wrong - i like meeting new people, in fact i am a very social and outgoing person, but am reserved and am very opinionated. if you don't like it, again, don't talk to me. i am a strong-headed person who knows what i want in life and won't let anybody stand in the way of it because it is my life, i'll do whatever i want with it.
but my life does not include drugs. i'm sorry, but it's a waste of potential. if you need a so called 'relaxant' then have a bubble bath. all of your reasons for doing it are invalid - tired? go to sleep. stressed? do some excercise. bored? play a game - i'm not dumb and i am most certainly not naive.
i'm very simplistic yet i feel that i am smarter than most of the world. i sit day in and day out thinking of things that i feel should not have been thought of, and i feel that almost everyone is beneath me. yes, i'm arrogant - but i'm telling it straight up, no sugar coating it.
i love to travel. europe is my favorite place in the world. the elegance yet simplicity, the history yet it's timeless beauty. i will never forget it as long as i live. my next journey is to new york, on my own, perhaps to pursue an acting career - depending on how i feel. i'm very spontaneous and will do whatever i want to.
all i am is a girl, in a world with billions of other people. but i am dedicated to changing it all.
i refuse to count on other people for my happiness - if i want it, i have to earn it, just like everything else.
all in all, i'm a talented, young lady who aspires to achieve whatever goals she may set out for herself without letting anything or anyone come in the way, all while maintaining self-composure and curiosity to the unknown. there's always something to learn.
oh i has tattoo.
all in all, my name is lexii, i was born august 8th. i am a girl, who indeed likes both boys and girls. i am single, and am currently looking but will not go out of my way to find it.
i'm not going to sit here and bore you with a fake internet facade that everyone else here seems to have. i'm a realist, whether you like it or not. if you don't like me, then by all means, don't talk to me because i frankly do not have time for drama and bullshit as i have dreams to create and achievements to reach.
what those are, i have no clue yet. i have a passion for mathematics and sciences. i would like to pursue a career as a coroner. i love dead bodies and conundrums in figuring what took the last breath out of them. i also love anything artistic... i've been in theatre since i was seven, i've been singing since then. i love writing songs, yet i'm unsure of myself and if that's a career i want to pursue. i love drawing and writing to rid myself of the barrier i've created for myself.
which brings me to my next point - i'm not going to come on a site to say all of my problems - every human being has some and i know that people have it far off worse than me. but that doesn't mean i am happy with how things are. i hate feeling trapped, and that is indeed what i want. we all have problems, get over it. i'm not a b***h - i speak the truth. i for one, could not care if you have metal sticking out of your face or stretched ink imprinted on your skin. your fake hair extensions don't prove anything, and your hello kitty accessories aren't fooling anyone.
now, now. don't go on thinking that i'm some kind of hater - i don't care what you look like, who you associate with. i could care less if you were a prostitute for a living - as long as you can keep a decent conversation and isn't full of yourself, thinking you're s**t hot. i don't care. why? because i've spent far too much of my time worrying about other people and it's time for me to step it up and start worrying about what i want to do with my life.
don't get me wrong - i like meeting new people, in fact i am a very social and outgoing person, but am reserved and am very opinionated. if you don't like it, again, don't talk to me. i am a strong-headed person who knows what i want in life and won't let anybody stand in the way of it because it is my life, i'll do whatever i want with it.
but my life does not include drugs. i'm sorry, but it's a waste of potential. if you need a so called 'relaxant' then have a bubble bath. all of your reasons for doing it are invalid - tired? go to sleep. stressed? do some excercise. bored? play a game - i'm not dumb and i am most certainly not naive.
i'm very simplistic yet i feel that i am smarter than most of the world. i sit day in and day out thinking of things that i feel should not have been thought of, and i feel that almost everyone is beneath me. yes, i'm arrogant - but i'm telling it straight up, no sugar coating it.
i love to travel. europe is my favorite place in the world. the elegance yet simplicity, the history yet it's timeless beauty. i will never forget it as long as i live. my next journey is to new york, on my own, perhaps to pursue an acting career - depending on how i feel. i'm very spontaneous and will do whatever i want to.
all i am is a girl, in a world with billions of other people. but i am dedicated to changing it all.
i refuse to count on other people for my happiness - if i want it, i have to earn it, just like everything else.
all in all, i'm a talented, young lady who aspires to achieve whatever goals she may set out for herself without letting anything or anyone come in the way, all while maintaining self-composure and curiosity to the unknown. there's always something to learn.
oh i has tattoo.
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Things are alright here. Lots of excitement it would seem with all sorts of drama. Though at the least I am not in jail, still am engaged, I work tonight and I don't think anyone is trying to kill me versus just steal my stuff.
Last week has been something else... Aside from finding out that I can move into a bigger apartment with more rooms in my complex for no extra [some strange coincidence thanks to management] money I also had my wallet stolen by my surrogate brother's cousin and the same night my fiances older sister called the cops on me in my own house just because I was smoking pot. Go figure, it was so that my lil' brothers cousin and his own presence was to supposedly get me in more trouble... Lucky me the cops liked me for some reason and didn't even take the pot that was in plain sight. On the bright side I got 400 extra dollars on my paycheck and just requested a week off for vacation at the end of March. To put that little cherry on top, I also just bought two ounces comprised of four different kinds of Pot and I get it today on my friday! =D
Damn, usually I don't see so much happen so quickly.
But that's me, how about you? Is it hard to get on Gaia for you too? I seem to always be on when no one on my friend list is.
Why is it that you do not post?
I guess I am superstitious. I just thought I was more of the faithful and scientific as far as my argument whereas my fanatical ideas are purely speculative at best. Just as it should be.
But I do give myself credit in understanding that there is a side of logic and a side of imagination when it comes to the things we 'know'. Such as the universe and the world we live in. Though I say most people don't give the metaphysical and spiritual enough seriousness to actually understand how the rest of the expanse of real-space works.
I guess I am superstitious. I just thought I was more of the faithful and scientific as far as my argument whereas my fanatical ideas are purely speculative at best. Just as it should be.
But I do give myself credit in understanding that there is a side of logic and a side of imagination when it comes to the things we 'know'. Such as the universe and the world we live in. Though I say most people don't give the metaphysical and spiritual enough seriousness to actually understand how the rest of the expanse of real-space works.
I could go as far as to say that most of the most significantly negative events in my life were during odd numbered intervals such as my age or the year of occurrence. What I thought was most interesting was that I could and still can feel the difference of odd and even towards almost anything as if it has magnetic poles that interact with some floating magnet in my brain. I figure since I'm an intuitive, feeler, introspective socialist... I am also capable of looking at situations and judgements the same way. Somehow. You could go as far as to say that I'm simply describing what it is for me to have a gut instinct.
Boys are juvenile. That's why we separate the Men from the boys. Get it? BWAA HA HA HA HA
I haven't been up to much really. I guess the same ol' s**t, just a different day. Lately it's just been the typical drama. No highlights other than that it's snowing here too and that the air feels cold, in all ways possible.
I hate winter.... I also hate odd numbered years. I wish 2010 would just come... Just my luck, there will be more positivity within than what I've been able to summon.
You liked my posts? Well isn't that sweet of you. ^_^
I figured I was doing what I usually do though... Immersing in my favorite character. Mouse
However... I have one other alternative method. And that's to play your own music; though I have a feeling it will catch the wrong kind of attention. Wont it?
Oh jeeze it's awful how I could quite literally go on forever about what I don't like in a RP and what I hate about some RP'ers. But oh well, can't we all?
What I really can say is that I am no intermediate RP'er. Even though I may not look like much, I don't find many who are able to comprehend the totality of my posts let alone keep up with my imagination. I always love pissing people off in a fight to the point they have to claim that I am cheating just to save face.
I have a hard time in RP's with most other people. Either they suck at engaging other people in a RP as if it's not like an 'open' book... But also it's so hard to find people who can remember the story they are adding to instead of just doing what they would in real life. Bah.. You're right, boooorrrring. Especially with an outlandish plot just to hide the fact that the people are just bored and want to chit-chat. I would love to join a slave RP that actually has more of a plot than just buy what you want and a big fat -?-
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