About Me
I'm a junior at sierra vista high. Basically music and friends are the things that are getting me through life. Without them I would of committed suicide or something. Usually I'm very quite and very hard to open up to people. I tend to hold things in and not express anything. I love to do stupid s**t and just kick back. I'm just trying to make it out High School so I can do something with my life. But it seems that s**t does get harder as each day passes wether it be my own mistakes or not. Either way, I've known alot of bad people, the kind you wouldn't like your own kids to hang out with.I do have a dark side of me though.. and the way of connecting to it is with my violent thoughts. I want to kill, get away with it, and do it again and again. To be in charge of people's lives, to decide wether that person should live or die...that makes me feel powerful. And power is ecstasy. But I haven't murdered anyone yet... ha. So far these thoughts have just stayed inside of me and haven't come to life.. Most people don't think I would do it because I look like a harmless person. I am the harmless quiet one in school.... but Isn't it fun to prove people wrong?
If you want to see the real me, you can visit my myspace at:
www.myspace.com/mekanix1
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my first comment to you. (^_^)
i love you and talk to you later.
you know what, im kinda getting the hang of this but i just
end up getting lost a lot. /:
well i love you and see you later
xoxoxo