No one lives forever ; make every breath count

She would be Lizz.
A not so normal american teenage girl.
She lives for the unforgettable moments.
She can't admit her mistakes.
She also can't let go of the past.
She is only fifteen.
Her hair has been dyed to many times.
She's been used endless times.
Her eyes have cried more than they should.
She's made mistakes and
can't help but regret them.
Trust issues is something she struggles with.
She's stubborn and likes things her own way.
She'll never backdown from a fight
- even when she can't win it.
She has friends but no one who knows her struggles in life.
She's had her heart broken before
& doesn't plan on letting it happen again anytime soon.
She's not the unhappiest child in the world
- but she's definatly not the most cheerful.
Her life has been hard but tolerable.
She's unstable but better than some.
She feels compassion towards others
so that no one will feel toward her.
She can't express her emotions.
Her love is locked away
Most likely never to be set free. -
Don't be mistaken though.
She does have happy times.
They're just outshined by
tragic events which stuff them back into the frozen ground.
She was forced to grow up to fast.
Her mom, unstable, never stood a chance.
Her real father walked out, never looking back.
Her step dad died when she was forteen years old.
Leaving behind medical bills and broken hearts.
She watched her little sister struggle with depression.
She even watched her little brother cry.
She never let her depression be known though.
Her heart aches from backstabbing liars.
Her mind races from tragic events.
Her past, an ugly one, shouts from the back of her mind.
Taking over her life, slowly eating it away.
She comes from nothing but drug addicts and alcoholics.
She's watched them stumble and shout.
Family abuse seemed to always be about.
No she was never touched but others close to her were.
Though everday she wishes it had been her instead of them.
Somedays she wishes for nothing other than simple death.
Would it not be easier than living a worthless life?
The only reason she sticks around though,
are for the little ones she loves.
Never would she bring pain to her little blue eyed
brother's heart. Or her strong headed little sister,
who still doesn't understand the world.
She sees the world and all it's flaws.
Illness and death have overtaken her life.
For she has seen it too many times.
So young yet her insight of life is tremendous.
She understands even though you don't realize it.
But you see . .
She has a plan.
She's going to change the world one day.
She's going to shine brighter than any damn star.
She's going to change your life.
Believe it or not
She'll fight until the battle's won.
(:






* One day you have to realize you won't live forever.
So make every moment count & never regret what once made you laugh. *