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Jack_Of_Shades Report | 01/22/2012 2:32 pm

happy Bday! 3nodding

Wonderfully_Gorgeous Report | 01/14/2012 8:14 pm

cool avi

Chiyaku Shinra Report | 05/18/2011 1:59 pm

Ru, I have forgiven you. But I will never forget. Tell me right now can you survive two weeks with out me.
If you can't then I have no reason to leave. But uh, you remember how you said if i "Got a life" You'd be sad and alone? (Which now I think about it That was another lie fore you already had a boy friend to keep you occupied.) Well For the next two weeks I'm gonna be resuming my life. So I won't be on Gaia often. I'll talk to if you want to talk but...Well anyways I gotta go. My friends said they want my mind off of you. My life resumes. Gimmie time. I'll be fine for real soon

Chiyaku Shinra Report | 05/18/2011 11:12 am

I can't believe you just said my name on my proffy...
I wouldn't call you disgusting. You just...Whatever. Anyways. I'll see you in a week or two. How ever long it takes me to forgive

Chiyaku Shinra Report | 05/18/2011 10:41 am

It's kinda funny actually. I love it how you have a boyfriend and yet you tell me that you need me so bad and if I left or whatever you'd die. It didn't make me feel all mushy when you wrote that. It made me wonder. Look, I don't care anymore. What happened happened and Nothing can ever change that. You say you love me, you say you need me yet...Whatever, I'm not getting into this you feel bad enough as it is I'm not about to make you feel worse. As I'm sure I've told you, Loyalty and Trust are the two traits I value more then anything in the world. All I ever asked from you was to trust my and give me your loyalty. You lied to me from day one and no matter how many--Whatever. I'm not getting into this with you. You love me, Fine. You need me, Fine. I'll be here but don't expect me not to feel angry, hurt, betrayed ect. Place yourself in my shoes for a second Please. Say you were in my shoes and I told you I was cheating on you with another girl. We both know how you;d react rye? I'm doing my utmost best to brush it off and not let it hurt me. Did you know I actually cried in class today? It was the most embarrassing thing ever. My Teacher as well as one from another class sat down with me and spoke to me about it. You don't want to know what they--not to mention my friends said to me. I know you.I understand where you are, what you did and why. That is the only reason I'm still here right now. The next 2 weeks will be critical for me. I know for a fact one day I'll be in a great mood, the next I'll get arrested for assault. I'm going to have to take medication to ensure I stay stable. There's only two people I can or will see during the next 2 weeks. My Waffles has been there for me since day one. She's always been there to listen to my problems, hug me should I need one and show me undying Affection. She even helped me survive during the three weeks you were..."Gone" AND Might I add that I DID stay faithful to you. I kept myself intact for you, never let anyone in, I pushed them all out only for you. And you repay me by slapping me in my face. I gave you my everything--152% and you spat in my face. The one thing you never give me is time to think. Cause the more I think. The Angrier I get. I loved you and you took it, cut it in half and gave it to another ******** guy. Now I have nothing against you or your Boyfriend. Honestly I don't. But for the next two weeks I want you to live without me. I want you to live your life with out my intervention and at the end of the two weeks on Wednesday. You can talk to me again. By then everything will be clear.

You know what my motto is? Have I ever told you? "Everything will work out. It always does." I Still believe that it's true. Because if we weren't meant to work out. Then Fine. Someone else will. It was LITERALLY a day ago when I said "I hope we can last forever." You said "Of course we will sweetie." Literally a DAY later. You tell me this. I'm not mad at you okay? But I...I don't know. Everyone's telling me I deserve much better then that. That I didn't deserve this. That I don't need someone like you in my life. I know what you went through...but at the same time...It still looks horrible to me. I believe I do deserve better. But what ever. Destiny and Fate means more to me then anything else. If I was fated to be hurt after each and every relationship then fine. I believe Destiny is trying to make me stronger to the day I won't feel mental pain. I believe it cause I wasn't the slightest bit mad at you. I've come a long way...Two years ago I would've hated your a**. But I don't.

Chiyaku Shinra Report | 05/18/2011 3:48 am

You don't have to keep telling me ya? I know. But really If your BF's a good one then you shouldn't need me. There's nothing I can't do that he can't to better...Cept dancing like an Idiot XD No one beats me at that. GOOOO CARLETON! XDDDD

HIGH on cough sweets Report | 05/17/2011 12:16 pm

Cool avi. (:

Chiyaku Shinra Report | 05/12/2011 5:01 pm

I'll try again soon

Chiyaku Shinra Report | 05/12/2011 4:41 pm

My PM system is ******** Everytime i send PM it changes the To: from So and so to "Search"

Chiyaku Shinra Report | 05/12/2011 1:36 pm

I love you so much *Kisses you*
Oh, I read your status, If you'd like an RP to join you can join my ＲＯＳＡＲＩＯ + ＶＡＭＰＩＲＥ RP
It's pretty much a private RP now as only three of us post but I'd be more then happy to rp with you