me!

High. Im Nicole Elaine. I go by Niccii. I love really big or really small things. I also love anything sparklie Im losing everything i need to live all at once.I want what I once had and took for granted. You don't need to inform me that my profile is inapropriate, i am very aware, getoverit. I believe in KARMA but i have no idea what I did to deserve what i get, this does not maean i am whineing about my life, i have amazing friends(im just not sure if i will forever) i am outgoing(which is sometimes seen as obnoxicious)and i have all the love in the world to give(but nobody to give it to) i most deffinitally would not be able to live my life without music. I love to write letters and ripp them up and burn them because i could never give them to who they are to.My friends and more than friends have left me with a significantly large amount of trust issues. I am single. I plan on staying that way for a while however, Im not strong enough yet to go through any form of the "L" word(in my vocabulary the only cuss word) "They say time heals everything... Ill keep waiting"." Maybe I have changed but what you need to realize is that i changed because of my experiences" i hate hearing that phrase. The biggest wish i could make would be to have Lonnie(fatal_dissapointment--talk to him he is the absolute bessssttest person i know) be my friend forever, he is the only one who can bring me out of my bad mood and when im not talking with him, im miserable on the inside...he's kinda like my own personal drug in a way.If you talk to me you will either be amazingly happy, or very regretful, but that decision will be made by you.