Know me?

Don't exactly know if I'm worth getting to know, but this is a start... a very, very small start... To begin, I don't consider myself a typical teen- I don't prioritize social interaction as much as I should, which could be seen bad mental development especially for someone my age. Instead others would categorize me as more of arrogant, condescending -at times- and a complete a*****e opposed to someone who is caring, nice and genuinely sweet. I'm very selective with who I care about, despite not feeling like I could actually be of use to them. As ambiguous as my judgement can be, I tend to give the more realistic solution instead of listing each possibility; the truth hurts, but I wouldn't rather lie. I don't specifically like things in particular, other than staying in my bedroom, isolated to the 'real' world; a remedy for me simply because it allows me to think with myself. I have dated in the past, online and real life, both not really leaving that much of an impact on me (horrible, I know). To say that one will never find true love is absurd in it's own literal meaning, but to believe that you have found 'the one' is equally absurd. Everyone can do better and if you feel as if you have done better then never let it go.