Ok so there's this person.... right?
anyways... just read this convo...
Kira (17:43:24): you know what's really ******** up....
Person (17:43:26): hm?
Kira (17:43:43): i never cry.... but there's one subject that can make me cry just like that....
Person (17:44:00): I never cry, but there are certain things that trigger it right away also.
Kira (17:44:51): and what ******** up is that I said I'd never cry for a guy...... but I can't help it..... even tough I am not physically crying, it still counts....
Kira (17:45:12): at least you're not psychically crying. You're too pretty to cry. >.<;;
Kira (17:45:52): and you know what I hate?
Kira (17:45:59): it's involuntary....
Person (17:46:55): -hugs- go on..
Kira (17:47:3 cool : and I mean.... I am so happy right now that.... you know.... something might happen really soon! [yes next year is soon. considering I only see him once a year]
Kira (17:47:52): and I am not even positive that he can make it here....
Kira (17:48:12): but still that thought of that there's a chance, makes me very happy!
Kira (17:48:39): but at the same time there's a little something in me that says "what if" and then I get all depressed.... -sighs-
Person (17:48:59): ...you see him more then I see diru in concert. >.<;;
Kira (17:49:27): yeah but I don't even know if he remembers me... it's been SO long...
Person (17:49:47): At least you talked to him. >.<;
Person (17:51:23): eh. I just hate the feeling of being nothing to people I care about
~Awkward silence~
Kira (17:52:24): -sighs- I really really hope it works out....
Kira (17:52:30): so I can see him
Kira (17:52:50): and if my b***h of a mother starts telling me that they can't stay over, I'll lecture her! I was so close to smacking her today..... -sighs-
Anyways.... I have a few friends that are planning to come over and visit <33 but I don't know how it's going to work out.... -pouts-
[~Miyavi~], you know whom I'm talking about....
Kaibutsu Solo E (J rock and Visual Kei Guild)
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