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 Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 11:54 am
These poems are old... Most of them many years old... But I'm posting them anyway... For the heck of it.
Table of Contents:
Post Two
Melancholy Flowers
The Bunny and The PussyCat
The inspiration of infatuation
Untitled 01
Daddy
Post Three
Empty Promise Raindrops
The Pirate and The Sea
Tattered Dolly
Join Me At The Puddle Ball
Untitled 02
Post Four
Disappear
Angel's Smile
Little Star From Afar
Angel Feather Bed
Hidden Tears
Post Five
Night
Pleasant Dreams
The World is Unpleasant
When I'm Alone
Sugar
Post Six
Cruel Heart
My Painting
Always And Forever
Hopelessly Blue
Without Day
Post Seven
Without Love
In The Stars
Loneliness
After Death
I Am What You Make Me
Post Eight
In Shades Of Blue
A Heavenly Night
Sorrow Is My Friend
Run To My Love
I Am Not Your Puppet
Post Nine
The Limits Of Love
The Witch's Ball
My Tale
Cruel
Prelude
Post Ten
I Am A Scar
The Fate Of Insanity
A Haunting Memory
You Can Not Hurt Me
Angel Tears
Post Eleven
Live Your Life
Life's A Dream
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 11:56 am
MELANCHOLY FLOWERS
melancholy flowers
on a bright and sunny day
seem to mock the willow trees
as gently do they sway
The bees grow weary of their ways
The hoppers stay clear too
And so they merely sob alone
With heavy heads of dew
They sing about the fires
That live beneath the ash
That wait until the moment
When upward do they lash
The flowers only move
When arrogant winds do shove
And they shall never live to know
If snow can deeply love
The trees they shade too heavy
And the ground is hard and rough
And pleasant little showers
Never seem to come enough
And so they sway and sob and gloom
And wait until the day
The pretty girl with hands of death
Shall take them all away
THE BUNNY AND THE PUSSYCAT
The bunny and the pussycat
were having quite a fight
The bunny hit the pussycat
with all it's bunny might
The pussycat then dodged the strike
which wasn't a surprize
For pussycat's speed is well known
to those who's thoughts are wise
The pussycat then countered
with a look as if he'd won
But the bunny quickly disappeared
and the counter hit no one
The bunny dodged by jumping
It jumped so very high
The bunny jumped so high, in fact
He went way up in the sky
The pussycat looked up
awaiting for his fall
But the fall, it never came
No bunnies fell at all
The pussycat sat there all night
but the bunny never fell
And if you ask where did it go
Well, I shall never tell
The pussycat was puzzled
and if you wonder why
The pussycat had never heard
of bunnies who could fly
THE INSPIRATION OF INFATUATION
I hear you in the wind's sweet sound
I could lose myself in the you I've found
I write love letters in my head
And dream of you, when in my bed
Each day I know I smile true
When my mind is crossed by you
For every waking moment spared
Is one I wish with you I'd shared
UNTITLED 01
No matter how many times you tear down my castle
The walls shall go back up
No matter how many times you burn down my kingdom
I will rebuild it
No matter how many of my knights you defeat
More will come to aid me
No matter how many dragons you set upon me
I shall not be devoured
No matter how many times I fall
I shall stand tall again
No matter how many times you slay me
I shall be reborn again
You can fight as long as you wish
And you may very well win, time and time again
But how long can you fight?
Because I have patience and forgiveness eternal
And no matter what, I shall prevail
I live off hope and dreams and love
And you can never take those things from me
I am the princess of my own reality
And you have no access to it
You can hurt me, and I will bleed
But you can never destroy my essence
For it shall fly on feathers of angels
And fall in droplets of rain
And lay on the petals of roses, decorated in dew
And it shall line the clouds
And it shall live on in the song of most wondrous birds
And it shall not be forgotten
It shall simply lay dormant until I emerge again
DADDY
Daddy says he doesn't love me anymore
Daddy says my mommy was a filthy wh*re
Daddy doesn't know the way I feel inside
Daddy doesn't know the things I have to hide
Daddy lies to me about the things he does
Daddy lies to me about what really was
Daddy doesn't do the things that daddies do
Daddy has a lot of pain to put me through
Daddy hasn't liked me since the day we met
Daddy is a word I wish I could forget
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Petite Aristocrat Captain
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Petite Aristocrat Captain
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 11:57 am
EMPTY PROMISE RAINDROPS
Empty promise raindrops
falling on my umbrella
I can hear them patter
gently all around
Every time I hear one
I can still remember
all the things you told me
it's such an eerie sound
My umbrella protects me
from all those hollow raindrops
pitter patter whispers
filling up the sky
I can hear the thunder
calling to the raindrops
telling them to find me
to hurt me with a lie
Under my umbrella
I hide from all the raindrops
as they come down stronger
thumping from above
My umbrella has a small hole
it lets in several droplets
they will try to trick me
promising me love
I'll try not to hear them
empty promise raindrops
holding my umbrella
hiding from their sound
But I'll be here forever
standing in a puddle
of empty promise raindrops
covering the ground
THE PIRATE AND THE SEA
Why hello there me darlin'
Said the pirate to the sea
Never have I seen a lass as bewitchin' as ye
And never will there be a body
that would quite allow
Fer me to ride on top as long as yer allowin' now
TATTERED DOLLY
Tattered Dolly
I remember
Once upon
A June's December
You were given
Wrapped in dressings
Holding in
A thousand blessings
Now those blessings
Have been spent
Like my mother's
Weekly rent
All that's left
Is cold and hollow
Waiting for
A pleasant 'morrow
If that 'morrow
Doth not come
You shan't be
The only one
Who will shed
A silent weep
While the snugtugs
Softly sleep
I will sit
And sob with you
I've tears worth
Twenty Lifetime's due
JOIN ME AT THE PUDDLE BALL
Let it rain on me forever
Till there's no more drops to fall
And the raindrops join together
To attend the puddle ball
So I can sit and watch them
As they jump and dance about
And sing of merry water things
Like sunken gems and trout
And if the sun should try to rise
To spoil all our fun
I shall sob a million tears
So another ball's begun
UNTITLED 02
Ever watch the rain
as it falls around you?
Ever let life's little
mysteries astound you?
Ever watch the magic
without wondering how
Ever forget the future
and just live for the now?
Let life's little wonders
set your heart free
Stop worrying about what might be
and just be
Don't look with your mind
Just look with your eyes
If you can't see the answers
enjoy the surprise
Live life to it's fullest
or don't live at all
You've only one life
you can live, after all
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 12:00 pm
DISAPPEAR
crawling from the world of pain
through the darkness through the rain
hiding somewhere far away
in the corner I will lay
I close my eyes and disappear
somewhere far away from here
please don't find me, please don't try
please don't ever ask me why
I can't take this awful place
I can't take the world's fast pace
I close my eyes and disappear
somewhere far away from here
My eyes sink back into my head
my small limp body appears dead
But visions dance within my mind
Of a world so pure and kind
I close my eyes and disappear
somewhere far away from here
I'll be sleeping safe and sound
Hoping I'll be never found
Dreaming a sweet reality
That's been molded just for me
I close my eyes and disappear
somewhere far away from here
Maybe time will pass me by
Perhaps I will simply die
The outcome doesn't matter though
As long as I will never know
I close my eyes and disappear
somewhere far away from here
ANGEL'S SMILE
A painful slash across my face
Insulting words, Total disgrace
You try so hard to cause my pain
Your hurtful quest has been ordain
I grit my teeth and clench my eyes
Though you can't seem to realize
All the hurt you put me through
My body tattered black and blue
You'll never stop my happy smile
With your methods so hostile
I'll be happy, pure and true
No matter the wretched things you do
My body cut from thorns of hate
My bloody body you violate
You yell and scream, demand I fall
The terror echoes down the hall
But I stand true and smile gently
A shame we see things differently
I hold no grudge against your sin
But you shall see the angel win
LITTLE STAR FROM AFAR
The stars above are lovely
but only from afar
My hands were simply not designed
for reaching for a star
I reached and grabbed, not knowing
but when I got too near
The little star was all aflame
my hand he wished to sear
And though I cried and begged the star
to please remove his flame
He simply did not listen
and his fire remained the same
And so I have to stay away
and stare at him above
He the lovely little star
for whom I'll always love
ANGEL FEATHER BED
Wrapped in gentle sheets of white
From the world protected
In this heaven spun of silk
I'll never be rejected
Each soft fold caresses me
Like an angel's touch
I know that I should leave my bed
But I enjoy it far too much
And as the sunlight creeps within
And the warmth shines upon my face
I glance upon the world outside
Through my drapes of lace
I smile and roll 'round my bed
And snuggle deep inside
Where fluffy pillows, and angel feathers
Border my every side
And I will lay here happily
From morn' and through to night
Because this heavenly cloud of mine
Holds me oh so tight
And the world can never ever be
Better than a dream
And so I let the world flow by
Like a gentle stream
Wrapped inside my heaven
I'll be happy ever more
And leave this world we live in
Locked outside my door
HIDDEN TEARS
I smile on the outside.
Happy and Bright
But I am frowning on the inside
Not a smile in sight
I giggle and laugh
So cheerful with glee
But on the inside I am crying
If only you could see
Picture of perfection.
I seem without grief
Inside I'm a mess
Filled with worry and disbelief
My eyes may be sparkling
Seem cheerful and Glad
But those sparkles are tears
And they show my sad.
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Petite Aristocrat Captain
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Petite Aristocrat Captain
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 12:02 pm
NIGHT
White and fluffy, clouds roll by
Sparkly Stars, fill the night's sky
Lightning bugs, that glow so bright
As they dance and play, such a beautiful sight
I dance and twirl, in the night's misty air
And the night plays with me, and lifts all my cares
Calm and cool, it feels so sweet
As the night crickets chirp, and hop 'round my feet
Why must morning come? And this perfection be lost
As summer destroys winter, and forgets of Jack Frost
But I will be patient, and last through the day
So when night comes again, I'll be eager to play
PLEASANT DREAMS
Fluff your pillow and close your eyes
And dream of dew drops in the skies
Of clouds so fluffy, pink and blue
And of love so pure and ever true
Dream of cherry blossoms, pink and pale
Let your dreams fly, on a golden sail
And when you awaken know that soon
Night will come again, and your dreams can rebloom
THE WORLD IS UNPLEASANT
Life is full of hate and sorrow
Grieve I for the coming 'morrow
For every day is like the last
Hate of the present, the future and past
Every topic seems to have a hater of
Though doth not seem to have a someone who loves
Why is the world so full of people who hate?
Is this what we're destined? Is this our fate?
I pray the world will change their ways
Or we may not be blessed, with coming days.
WHEN I'M ALONE
When I'm alone in my room by myself
And I glance at your picture across the room on my shelf
I think about you, your strong arms, your warm face
The way I seem to melt when I'm in your embrace
I read all your thoughts as I glance in your eyes
I feel so safe, all fear in me dies
You come close for a kiss, the wait seems so long
Then I awaken and the image is gone
Not gone for good just postponed for a while
For me to later think of when I need to smile
You're in all my thoughts to think of each day
To have in my heart forever and that's where you'll stay
SUGAR
sugar is good
sugar is nice
sugar tastes yummy
when sprinkled on ice
sugar in coffee
sugar in tea
one lump for you
and 50 for me!
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 12:05 pm
CRUEL HEART
She says the things
that make me cry.
She makes me long
for the day I'll die.
She says cruel things
that hurt me so.
She says I'm wrong
when I say what I know.
She hits me where it
hurts the most.
She says I have nothing
to brag for or boast.
I do everything wrong.
Nothing I do is right.
She never is nice to me
she just wants to fight.
She says that I'm ugly,
old, and unkind.
She says that I'm deaf,
retarded and blind.
She makes me so mad
and she makes me insane.
Whenever something goes wrong
I'm the one here to blame.
No one could love me
I'm nothing to crave.
No one would want a girl
who can't learn to behave.
Who argues, and talks back,
can't clean, and can't cook.
Any sensible man would run away
with one look.
She tells me I'm nothing
I'm no one at all.
I should look forward to the day
that death comes to call.
I know that I hate her.
I know that she's cruel.
She talks and I listen.
that makes me the fool.
For she is the one
I can't run from or hide.
She is the one that lives
here deep inside.
She'll be in me
till the last rock is thrown
Though that person is me,
I wish she'd leave me alone.
MY PAINTING
Painting pictures
In my mind,
The stressful world
Is far behind.
I think not
Of real troubles,
But of peace and beauty
And happy bubbles.
I paint clean oceans
And a big blue sky,
Here no one's unhappy
And you never die.
The flowers always bloom,
The weathers just right,
And nothing is ever hiding
In the darkness of night.
The birds sing so lovely
And the air smells so sweet.
I wish i didn't have to go
To the world of defeat.
The world where skies are grey
And hatred fills hearts.
Where every thing's ended
Before it even starts,
Where nice guys finish last
And people kill for fun,
Where difference is a sin
To each and everyone,
Where divorce is acceptable
And abortion is relief,
And when we see a homeless person
All we offer is grief.
I wish that my painting -
The one in my head,
Weren't only a vision
But a reality, instead.
ALWAYS AND FOREVER
The lips upon my face
are for kissing only you
And every time I kiss you
it proves my love is true
My mind has just one thought
just one image it can see
And it makes me smile
when I think how you love me
My eyes are never happy
unless you're in my sight
I wish I could look forever
every day and every night
My heart can't keep from pounding
each time it feels you near
Which is why I know I love you
'cause it says it crystal clear
My body seems to know
that you're the one for me
Always and forever
'cause that's how it should be
HOPELESSLY BLUE
I never chose to be this way
I didn't want to see this day
But I can see, since I've met you
That I've become
Hopelessly Blue
You hold me close, then walk away
It hurts me when you act this way
Will you stay with me? Be ever true?
I don't know, I'm
Hopelessly Blue
When you're near I'm torn apart
Will it be nice, or an argument start?
But when you're gone I'm miserable too
I guess this makes me
Hopelessly Blue
During the good times, and during the bad
I still can't help but feel sad
Will it all work out? Or will we say adéu?
This all makes me so
Hopelessly Blue
I try not to think, or get upset
But all the worse it makes it yet
So I guess forever, all I can do
Is to be so hopelessly
Hopelessly Blue
WITHOUT DAY
The day was dark, So dark day 'twas
So dark was day as night.
And the dark, it gave to me
It gave me such a fright.
The fright it gave me made me jump
So high I jumped from fear
I touched the stars, and clouds and moon
And wiped from cheek, God's tear
And down came rain so hard, so wet
The rain it poured so fast
that all the land was swept away
as memories from the past
As I was swept I swam and swam
I searched for nearby shore
I searched in vain, for as I'd find
There wasn't any more
The wind it twirled, the ocean swept
It pushed me left and right
And I would search for friendly face
In day as dark as night.
I say 'what if, Oh what could be
If day is dark as night
Would night by darker than this day?
Or would it be as light.
Would it be much worse than this?
Or would it be as day'
Oh these thoughts they fill my head
as wind and water play
As my thoughts they deeper sink
and as do I sink deep
Sink deeper into deepest deep
in deep water do I creep
The water now is all around
above and far below
And as ponder 'why is this'
the deeper do I go
The deeper do I sink in this
This water that is rain
and rain above it pours below
as the heavens show their pain
'But why, oh why do heavens cry
and why drown me this day?
and why is day as dark as night?
and why carry on this way?'
And as I sink, and think and sink
I stare at what's above
and see in water many things
as cricket, cat, and dove
And wonder 'why, oh why is this?
Why are these things quite near?
and why do us beneath this ocean
not drown so quickly here?
and where is the bottom of this sea
and where are fish and squid?
and why wont anyone answer me?'
'Please answer', do I bid
But all I hear is water glug
and floating things float by
and all I do is sink and sink
as I still do wonder why.
'Oh why, oh why' I cry out loud
So loud 'oh why' I cry
and now, quite mad I yell out loud
and fist does shake towards sky
I do not wish this sinking sink
This sinking quickly down
and I do scowl, I scowl madly
My scowl is like a frown
'Why do you scowl? Scowl so?
You scowl very mad'
A voice above it asks me this
As if no knowledge had
'Do you not see this water here?
This water I sink in?
this water does depress me so
as if drowning in my sin
I wish it not around me now
I want my air I breathe
I want this wet to go away
This water now should leave'
'I see' said voice, The voice did say
The voice it said it sees
And all the water went away
away the water flees
And now I smile, I smile big
as water now is away
and out came sun, the sun is bright
not dark, but light to stay
And I said 'thanks', Gave thanks did I
For bringing day to me
And I shall give thanks every day
when sun is out to see
For I did not know how great it was
Until it not, I had
And I look forward to each day
For not to have it, would be sad
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 12:13 pm
WITHOUT LOVE
Hark! With what gentle sound should thine ears be blessed? 'Tis the sound of morning dew caressing soft rose petals in the eve. --No, 'tis the sound of love... Soft and sweet as fresh made honey. Could I, a person of no regal stature, be blessed with such wonder? Nay, I deserve not such heavenly gifts. Love is saved for a princess in fairy tales of ol'. Love comes not to common people. Love comes not to me. Though I can not ignore what sound doth beckon. The sound that even now echos through thine ears so clearly. Can it be true? How, how can it be? Love is for poets and actors, for heroes who slay dragons, and rescue fair maidens. I believe it not --I refuse! I can not believe that such wonders could be brought to a life such as mine. That such heavenly light should shine upon my very existence. Why doth thou mock me so? Will thou have me question my very existence on this Earth? No ! I will listen not. I shall block out the sounds in which thou so cruelly bestows upon my virgin ears. Hast thou no heart? Hast thou no soul? Hast thou no remorse? The heart 'tis not a toy to be played with and broken. Love, it calls even still. --Why? Why must it plague me so? Make it stop ! Make it stop I say ! I desire not such things as these. Such things as love. I wish not for them, nor do I wish them to continue. So sweet, so innocent and enchanting. It's appearance deceives. A wolf in sheep's clothing ! Thou can not fool me. I know the bitter center of such sweet smelling fruit as this. I shall reply not to love's call. I shall sit, silently, oh so still. And I shall be free in this solitude. Love may call to me, though I shall call not back. No, I shall never call unto thee. I shall remain silent... I shall remain alone... I shall remain free.
IN THE STARS
I wake from my slumber
The day is aglow
The morning is Neptune
And away I go
My emotions are Pisces
Sensitive and Kind
The troubling world
Is left far behind
I eat my first meal
And start on my day
The moment is Saturn
I know my own way
My thoughts are of Capricorn
Ambitious, well thought
My discipline helps me
To do what I 'ought
Arriving at work
My day has begun
My day is now Venus
I will reach for the sun
My feelings are Taurus
Determined, but warm
I will reach my goals
and with perfect form
At work I'm a ram
Onwards I charge
The day turns to Mars
My job is at large
My emotions are Aries
Pioneering, courage full
I'll get through this day
If twice my weight I must pull!
The time has come for lunch
My remarks will be best
My planet's now Pluto
I'll put gossip to the test
My retorts are of Scorpio
Full of emotion
Powerful conversation
What a wonderful notion
Workday's almost over
My work almost through
The atmosphere's Jupiter
I know what to do
My answers Sagittarius
Philosophical and wise
If I.Q. were a contest
I'd surely win first prize
The work day is over
Time to relax
We go back to Venus
No more PC or fax
My energy is Libra
I'm social, laid back
I'll be charming and witty
even make a wise crack
Time for my friends
We'll hang for a while
My horizon is the sun
Enjoy the crowd, smile
My actions are Leo
Faithful and true
I stick with my buddies
A real friend through and through
My friends and I go
To a public meeting spot
The evening's Uranus
Restricted I'm not
I represent Aquarius
Friendly and bold
People love my ideas
Or so I am told
The day's almost over
Almost time to go back
The night is so Mercury
So I must stay on track
My mood turns to Gemini
I have the power of two
Witty and Lively
In all that I do
Back home settled down
Now is the time to unwind
The night remains Mercury
As calmness I find
My mood swings to Virgo
Practical and shy
Eat dinner and wash up
Worries of tomorrow run by
In bed I gaze out
My window at the stars
Ruling the night is the Moon
Watching this planet of ours
My feelings are Cancer
As I daydream of love
And I think about Heaven
And the stars up above
Now sleep is upon me
As the planets revolve
Will the stars tell me secrets?
Will my problems they solve?
Do the planets control us?
Tell us who we are?
Or do we move among them,
Like a bright shooting star?
LONELINESS
To talk so clearly
But not be heard
To listen politely
But not hear a word
To reach out your hand
And touch only air
To scream out for help
When there's no one there
This loneliness
My only friend
I feel this sorrow
Will never end
I yearn for comfort
But get only pain
I hold myself tightly
To keep myself sane
The only reply
To my tear filled screams
Are my hollowed echoes
And my black and blue dreams
Will this hell ever end?
Wont some soul reply?
Or will this pain be my world
Till the day that I die?
AFTER DEATH
Did you ever have a dream
You swore was true?
Did you ever meet a person
You could swear, you knew?
Did you ever meet a girl
You knew was your mate?
Did you ever try a new thing
And feel it was fate?
Can we really tell
What's real and what's not?
How can we tell the difference
Between cold and hot?
How do we know anything
Is really real?
How can we know what we know
And feel what we feel?
What if the world
Were only our dream?
We believe it is real
Because that's how it would seem.
And since we believe it
To be our reality
It exists here
Within you and in me.
And when we all die
And fade from this place
The dream will be over
Then what will we face?
Will we see what is real?
And learn to live there?
Will we miss our dream world?
Will we even care?
We follow the flock.
For we are like sheep.
If one goes and does it
Then others will leap.
We believe what we're told.
And never ask why.
It must make you wonder
Are you prepared to die?
I AM WHAT YOU MAKE ME
Dark
As the midnight sky
That watches over the night
Unhappy
As the child torn
from his mother's grip tight
Tainted
As the blood that's spilt
On the cold hard ground
Fearful
As a rabbit aware
Of the wolf's closing sound
I am not this way
Because I choose
I am because
Of the words you use
The words you say
That judge me cruelly
Before you even
Know me truly
So eager to make
My life hell
Does my cry
In your heart dwell?
Or do you even
See my tear?
When you destroy
What I hold dear?
Now I am what you
Have made me
I hope you like
What your eyes now see
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 12:14 pm
IN SHADES OF BLUE
I see the world
In shades of blue
A deep dark sorrow
In a royal hue
I see my world
In a shadowy murk
Who knows where
Evil may lurk
The lost souls float
Around my head
And I talk to the boogy man
Under my bed
In broken goblets
My red wine flows
And in empty eyes
My unconcern shows
I walk for miles
In a dark black marsh
And hear echoing screams
Of words so harsh
The sounds of people
Who love to hate
their words, sweet poison
On my plate
I know that death
Will come one day
And this tainted world
Will go away
But while I wait
I'll cry blue tears
I'll cry for those
With hopes and fears
For they will one day
Have to bare
The sorrow this world
Is so eager to share
A HEAVENLY NIGHT
I rest my head on soft green grass.
Calm and cool beneath me.
My eyes gaze adoringly at the stars.
Set out as far as I could see.
The small bright fireflies tickle my nose
And the crickets chirp around my toes.
The cool calm breeze flirts with my hair.
As I take a breath of the night's fresh air.
I can hear an owl in a tree nearby.
I close my eyes and gently sigh.
This night, so perfect. Must it stray?
As the morning light should bring the day?
I'd much rather the morn' not come so soon.
So in this heavenly night, I may longer swoon.
SORROW IS MY FRIEND
Sorrow is a friend of mine.
It'll always visit, if you give it time.
It will sit with you, and hear you cry.
When you need to hear one, it will lie.
It'll say the things you need to hear.
And warn you of what you need to fear.
Sorrow's warm arms wrapped around
My cold scared body, safe and sound.
RUN TO MY LOVE
He calls to me.
I try to follow.
The hall is long.
The echo hollow.
I run to catch a glimpse of light
To somehow see my noble knight.
I run so fast, I tread so steady.
I long to greet him, forever ready.
I long to be in arms so warm.
So bravely I will face the storm.
His voice, it guides me, calls to me.
And I will face what perils be.
The way is cold, it hurts my soul.
Though I shall eagerly pay the toll.
I shall give my life to be with he.
For I know he'd do the same for me.
The thorns of time, they cut me deep.
And the darkness, it does slowly creep.
But I care not for such petty tricks.
Beat me with rocks, stab me with sticks.
I wont stop running, my pace wont slow.
For my love is loyal, and will always show.
I AM NOT YOUR PUPPET
You think that I'm your puppet
Your little marionette
You think that you control me
You treat me like a pet
You think I have no feelings
You think that I wont mind
You force me to walk forward
Then stab me from behind
One day I'll cut these wires
I'll tear them from my soul
I'll throw them to the ground
And vanquish your control
Then I'll sneak upon you
And when I see you run
I'll chase after rapidly
Until the setting sun
And when you start to tire
I will just run even faster
Then when I catch you, you'll be mine.
And I'll be the puppet master
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 12:14 pm
THE LIMITS OF LOVE
Love has it's limits.
It can take just so much.
Eventually love dies.
And it dodges your touch.
When you stay too long.
Your welcome will wear.
And love's once warm smile.
Turns to a cold stare.
It's once open arms.
Are closed and turned 'way.
And that's when you know.
You can no longer stay.
For love has grown tired.
Of seeing your face.
It's time you must go.
To search for a new place.
You may never again.
Find a love that loves you.
But when your love leaves you.
That's all you can do...
THE WITCH'S BALL
Come one, come all
to the witch's ball.
Don your body in morbid black
Hat on your head and cape on your back
Wear your finest silken blends
And bring your favorite evil friends
Come one, come all
to the witch's ball
Never fret about the toll
It will only cost your soul
Sacrificing virgins pure
Leave your morals at the door
Come one, come all
to the witch's ball
When the night is half way done
We'll feast on savory priest and nun
A chubby child, a broken bride
And fallen angels on the side
Come one, come all
to the witch's ball
We'll dance away our inner pain
As we slowly go insane
We'll cheer and toast, unpleasantries
And bring the world to weakened knees
Come one, come all
to the witch's ball
Just before the night is through
There's one more thing, we must do
Discarding bodies, spirits flee
Your souls will now belong to me
Come one, come all
to the witch's ball
MY TALE
A darkened soul
A hollow shell
A tragic past
I know too well
An empty life
A bitter hate
A lonesome feeling
I sit and wait
A prolonged pain
An inner fear
I beckon fate
And it draws near
I clench the blade
A forward thrust
A sudden wind
A frozen gust
My body falls
My soul set free
My blood flows thick
For all to see
Though I shall be
Forgotten soon
I'll take my story
To my Tomb
Goodnight, goodnight
I bid you well
Tomorrow will be
Another tale to tell
CRUEL
My soft wet tears drip down my face
The words they say, full of disgrace
I clench my fist 'round sleeves of lace
Why are these people so very cruel?
The pain inside grows stronger yet
Rude accusations, making me upset
My face no longer damp, but wet
Why must I be made to be the fool?
A verbal scar scratched 'cross my skin
My screaming trembles from within
How could you think I'd do such sin
The pain inside me grows
A difficult life, I've lasted through
Knowing no God will care for you
And there is nothing you can do
I'm the only one who knows
A slash, a cut, across my mind
As they say things, evil, unkind
They wish to know things, but they'll find
There's nothing I've done wrong
And so I sit, silently weeping
As they haunt me, while I'm sleeping
Their unjust souls around me creeping
I lie in my tears, and sing my song
PRELUDE
I've a story
I have to tell
It's of my life
So listen well
It's a story
Of tragedy
A life that's not
Lived happily
It's of a girl
That no one knew
And all the things
She has been through
So just sit back
And listen clear
Because this story
You need to hear
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 12:15 pm
I AM A SCAR
The world is vast
It stretches far
And on this planet
I am a scar.
I am the thing
the world must hate
Not by intention
It's just my fate.
The world can never
Accept me.
It just waits till
I cease to be.
It pokes and prods
it tries so hard
To rub away
It's ugly shard.
I try to hide
So it wont see
The gruesomeness
That I call me
But every time
I'm always found
As it kicks me
To the ground.
I cry and beg
I try to plea
But hate is all
The world can see
So I just lay here
Curled in my ball
Till the day
Death comes to call
THE FATE OF INSANITY
In this land of ever sorrow
My heart and soul grow slowly hollow
Waiting for the coming 'morrow
In this life, so full of pain
I sit here waiting in the darkness
In my corner like a fortress
Feeling oh so very helpless
Voices pounding at my brain
Every time I look behind me
Unkind visions are all I see
I beg for mercy, there on one knee
Trembling gently from the strain
I see a knife, and slowly leaning
Swipe it with my cold eyes gleaming
stabbing motions, smiles beaming
The crimson blood will surely stain
I fall roughly, vision blurring
I can sense that somethings stirring
As I hear the reaper luring
Calling me onto the train
As I walk up these stairs winding
I see a light that's truly blinding
And sign a contract, ever binding
The subject matter's very plain
I'll see no angels freely flying
Instead in fires I'll be frying
Somewhere familiar I'll be lying
Just because I was not sane
A HAUNTING MEMORY
Dark and gloomy, 'Twas the night
Visions gave me such a fright
Begged I, for the morning light
On this night, I can't forget
Tearing through my mind, so weary
Thinking thoughts of something dreary
Of my own self, was I leery
This awful night, I'd soon regret
Sitting in my corner, rocking
Twisted memories, I'm blocking
Suddenly, I hear a knocking
Sudden, beating, pounding sounds.
To the door I slowly stumble
My fingers on the lock, do fumble
Opening the door, I mumble
"Have you come to make your rounds?"
Looking up, must be dreaming
His demented smile, beaming
In his eyes, there's something gleaming
Has the reaper, come to call?
Dressed in black, the tall man bellows
Something about frozen jell-os
His words flow out in whites and yellows
The door slams open, as I fall
He walks in, quite uninvited
I was targeted, once sighted
Lightning clashes, the room is lighted
I scamper 'cross the wooden floor
Back in my corner, scared and crouching
Clenching my knife, hunched over, slouching
The dark tall man, then started vouching
For something better, something more
Screams and pains, in my head pounding
As the devil, himself, the tall man's sounding
A snap, and suddenly I'm bounding
Knife in hand, and rage in eyes
The tall man's face turns ghostly pale
I slice him, as a fragile sail
The pouring blood, a crimson trail
A mangled corpse, on my floor lies
My adrenaline is pumping
My blackened heart, steadily thumping
Through my head, strange thoughts are jumping
To my cabinet, I quickly rush
Fling the mirror, glass is breaking
So many pills, I'm quickly taking
As my body, begins shaking
My blood gets thin, my face gets flush
A cough, a spurt, and I come crashing
On the hard floor, my head is bashing
I hear the bottles of pills smashing
As the world becomes pitch dark
I awaken, quite confused
I feel my body, bashed and bruised
My memories had been refused
My mind was blank, forgotten, stark
A man in a uniform, then crept in
His grim face aimed in my direction
I scowled at me, with such rejection
A story then, he slowly told
He spoke of a stormy day outside
A salesman had gruesomely died
Murdered by a man, who's brain was fried
The memories would then unfold
My memories of thick rain pouring
Depressing thoughts, of blood and goring
Of that night I had, a deep deploring
That man, who's simple life I stole
Cuffed and bound, I quickly was taken
I wished from this dream, I would waken
My innocence, I had forsaken
God will not forgive my soul
Locked away, I was secluded
I was kept away, excluded
And this thing, I have concluded
I will die, hated, alone
The voices in my head remain
My only friends, in this domain
For I am totally insane
And never able, to atone
YOU CAN NOT HURT ME
I will sit upon my shelf...
and display myself to the world...
Label me, tag me, give me a worth...
Your words can't hurt me...
I've no heart left to break...
ANGEL TEARS
You must never touch
An angel's tears
You must never know
What an angel fears
You must turn your head
And look away
When an angel's emotions
Start to sway
An angel's tears
Are full of pain
And fall like dainty
Drops of rain
An angel's sorrow
Is her own
What makes her cry
Can not be known
For once an angel's
Hope is gone
There's nothing left
To rely on...
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 12:16 pm
LIVE YOUR LIFE
Bitter sweet memories
Unwanted regrets
Shadow like visions
You'll never forget
They sit in your soul
Fill your hallowed heart
They dig their roots deep
So they will never part
They'll be with you always
These demonic views
They'll tear up your life
Till there's nothing to lose
They'll give you no choice
They'll be all that remain
As your simple life fades
And they increase the pain
You'll become alone
Having friends, a lost cause
Your perfection is gone
All that remains, are your flaws
You are but a shell
Of what you once were
The life you once lead
Just a meaningless blur
Don't try to fight it
Your new life is set
You can either accept it
Or live in regret
LIFE'S A DREAM
Do not believe the things you see
Your eyes deceive reality
If you wish to know the truth
Do not get blinded, by your youth
Close your eyes, open your mind
You'll be amazed, at what you find
The world is not a spinning globe
The future will not be foretold
Reality is what you feel
Not what you think you know is real
Life is just a prolonged dream
It isn't all that it would seem
Life is only what you make
Enjoy the dream, before you wake
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 12:17 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 12:18 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 12:19 pm
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Petite Aristocrat Captain
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 12:53 pm
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