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Aishiteru no anata..finally find out.

God, oh forbid, you dont make it to that dance.
I've never been, but why so important to you?
Haven't you read that in the paper yet?
That Look was sewn ages ago...

could you of been so stupid of you?
Why would even not wanna use your head?
Creeping up on you in the dark.
Scary for someone, as weak and calm as you..

A love that was not for you, when you never talked about anything.
what a relationship on sex. Bet nothing was fun and you ruined your whole planned.
Double voice inside head Arguing with you about all of your crys.
Maybe even not but a one kiss or two.
But wait a moment, what just happened?

I thought you just said...You told me you both had split.
Why then lie to me? How hurt you think i am?
You cant be sorry... your love and will was just to weak.
could you've even though, about someone else feelings for once?

why then cry all this to me?
When you ruined our friendships longing. can you even imagine if you were sawed in half with a karate chop.
(2:16)



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~ Materialistic for once, oh your kidding?

all pouring down, Pain in the a**.
All our hair, will be ruined wet.
An upright be will become death.
However I was... alright an umbrella Yeah!.

you'd be next to me in dry, With out no sky crying to unwind.
and you'd be dry no matter winds. Why are we walking in such Rain storms?

Cry underneith with me to pass time.
Our hair was priceless and now we Cry.
Can anyone please help us to get a ride?
NO TAXI in sight!
Will no one help oh defensless us? Are we to lazy to find a ride?
Is it because we haven't be inside no where? because we're shopping.

And then a Yellow Car! And we scream for a ride.
But no here even understands us now we cry...

HEy there!
God damn it!
HEy there!
god damn it!
Hey there!
God damn it!

Why've you doomed us to this Rain!?

HEy there!
God damn it!
HEy there!
god damn it!
Hey there!
God damn it!

Just let us find a god damn ride?

I know lets sing to pass the time.
How about the rain should stop crying?!
we shouldn't suffer for what some one else did.
oh so glad we Love you!

Why not you just become sunny again, Clouds of rain just gloom out my day, We need to find out all the wonders of prizes here.. We are boring you?

And then a Yellow Car! And we scream for a ride.
But no here even understands us now we cry...

HEy there!
God damn it!
HEy there!
god damn it!
Hey there!
God damn it!

Why've you doomed us to this Rain!?

HEy there!
God damn it!
HEy there!
god damn it!
Hey there!
God damn it!

Why wont no one stop?!

HEy there!
God damn it!
HEy there!
god damn it!
Hey there!
God damn it!

Will some one just stop for us?

HEy there!
God damn it!
HEy there!
god damn it!
Hey there!
God damn it!

hey Love the shoes your in!
why did you wear them in such weather?
Aren't you worried you'll ruin them and your hair?
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~a lovely night out with you, a stroll through the park, maybe we'll even witness a murder or two, hell maybe we'll get lucky and Be the ones killed.


eh..
smile for all the winners, such whores should be rewarded. Beacuse you act so unbeleivibly, Steriotypical. because you have no, self esteem.

Eyelinner black as night, guess not all of us can be models. With such bodies.
I guess we all should act like we are not perfect!

untill a last blow was made, I need you. Because of you i now see into you...

Mistakes from you wear was not a problem with..all of you...Searching [miseribly]

Coo for me..Ill be there to shove that pretty face unto dust, As you should lay, in mud face down,all dirty and Dead.

So It is time, You finally strayed to the.. From hopes on the lei, a feild with great plains. Fail down, Fall down, fall down In Ruination.
You should of never stated..."Your such the whore."

stated frantically...

Dont cry you b*****d You've gotten all you wanted, not anything less, Oh but you look so fat, with a little ugly face, Round and stubborn nose that scares me. to ugly even now to stare at!
oh look away..
look away!

your washed up, and such a dirty, nasty..
Are you even being called a "human"
just stop from being lost in [misery]

coo me in, while I am still for you.
So I can tell you..Myself.."Your Killing you"

So It is time, You finally strayed to the.. From hopes on the lei, a feild with great plains. Fail down, Fall down, fall down In Ruination.
You should of never stated..."Your such the whore."

So It is time, You finally strayed to the.. From hopes on the lei, a feild with great plains. Fail down, Fall down, fall down In Ruination.
You should of never stated..."Your such the whore."

oh promises yet to make!
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~A conscious victim always skworms more the one already dead, next time get me a dead body.

I thought that something was a matter of style.
and Yet all I can see is nothing in sight.
Your eyes shined of golden..and it felt no one was there
To see us as we kissed. A little peice of freedom
I listened to the beats. of all the Lines to the song.
I listened to the notes. Of what was something surreal.

I cant stand when you leave me..because your all out of sight.
Listen to yourself.
Because you said you wont lie.

Listen to your...[loves]
Listen to your...[lover]

So yet you wonder if all this was worth staying?
Because you'd leave unless it desired?
you spoke to lips that will always repeat.
The verses you were singing.
and your Dreams.

I listened to the beats. of all the Lines to the song.
I listened to the notes. Of what was something surreal.

I cant stand when you leave me..because your all out of sight.
Listen to yourself.
Because you said you wont lie.

listen to your...[mind]
listen to your...[lives]
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~PAIn

NObody..Can speak for me, Hell no.
Is it true, that WE all go to....
And will we find redemption through our life?
Cuz if not, I wont waste all my time....

Whats with all the large smiles, I thought I told you once before, That no longer will I keep....
Myself pride was taken, From a no longer holding Grasp. You Held me BACK. no....
PLease excuse all my..Death notes...

Dont take me back to when I was alone. I know I can be myself here.
Let me Stay.

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~StAY
Like an awful experience we fail... Like a Failure still unsaid.
untill a light that wants find, a way for our unrest.
Neon more the sun...Neon more then Sun....
"StAY"
Till all is said.

Like light Escaping from a tunnel of black Nothing But metal always Wanting to come in.
And then a Frozen time, Skip for joy, Yet no ones even there say that all is Done.
No one ever saying could do this, Always keeping you from what you want to say.
Untill that light one night.
Saying All would be alright.
and Yet he Said it all to fast.

You knew you wouldn't ever wanna touch this..No never even think of this.
But you always want..So you did that day. NO ONE ever even thought it that day.
"But why would even be like me, When be Yourself and you'll be so happy."
You'll be fine done be afraid, When your even more then me, "whoa"
YOU've got to be so real, "WO-OH"

Then the light left as it was just in mists, taking all the secrets even more from from you. You stared off blanked from Fear...
Then what were you to do?
why? "Oh, whoa!"
ITs...
"But would even wanna leave me? When I was still about find 'me'"
And with no one, Fail me.
[but now so you know I have to go]

Like an awful experience we fail... Like a Failure still unsaid.
untill a light that wants find, a way for our unrest.
Neon more the sun...Neon more then Sun....
And yet all you have to trust...Just trust all in YOU.
NO, Dont ever say you cant, when All Was realy There, just you from deep inside.
BEacuse you know the Truth. So never let you fall..
So never let them fall. And help them out like I did.

Then I left Looking for some more to change. Hopeing more would even need to be Themself. I asked Few, then Answered. "Well of course But what would it take?"
NEver giving down a challenge to Help out the Fools.
OR at least ignorant from who they think 'REAL ME' is?
So I told them...Like all of the others, REst. Long and Hard, Let a sigh and Spoke to them... WO_OH

So do you think, All is right inside of your head? Because I bet, you dont even wanna be in that skin. Do you think, you could do your make-up for once? or not even at all if you needed to? So I backed up saying "oh dont Kill me"
Wondering if they even needed me...."So you think you know all about "ME'"
OH such Good Grooming
[you need to know if your here or not.]

Like an awful experience we fail... Like a Failure still unsaid.
untill a light that wants find, a way for our unrest.
Neon more the sun...Neon more then Sun....
And yet all you have to trust...Just trust all in YOU.
NO, Dont ever say you cant, when All Was realy There, just you from deep inside.
BEacuse you know the Truth. So never let you fall..
So never let them fall. And help them out like I did.

LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!

THen I hope you always..STAY!
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story with so many ends. [Lets fall]
Came for you and I.
I stroked on, on an' on, for more.
NOthing was searched for, and All They found was something less interesting.
All I could of seen was noting like I'd imagine.
A cold breeze sure felt good, Still why cant all "Yume" be true? [lets fall]

Smothered in love And Affection.
Bothered was a dog cold from rain.

Smoothly It pourded down beside and Shook.
IT was so calmly then, It was fine without...
[lets fall]
Cold was ice when It burns skin.
"Ue" is just a name that cant be...spelled correctly.
Swimming for that dog so painful.
A story with so many ends!

Help me, address them..all.

[Lets fall, Lets fall, Fall]

Road to Village, canibals.
Lets try and hide and See if They can smell us!
Cry with ecstacy, and Dance with me, A cliche [C-l-i-c-h-e] That only works in the movies.

address them All!

Winding stairs to follow. Railing thats broke on all sides.
OH wonder how you follow, when nothing seems so far away.
Whats with you?!
Whats with "Ue"?!

It's her name, "You?" no its, "Ue"
why, Just a simple name and, but me and You is the same right?
De ja vu And you..can see me.

Cold was ice when It burns skin.
"Ue" is just a name that cant be spelled! [correctly.]
Swimming for that dog so painful. strokes of waves and
A story with so many ends!

[address them all]

Road to Village, [Canibals]
Lets try and hide and See if They....can smell us...YEAH!
Cry with ecstacy, and Dance with me, A cliche [C-l-i-c-h-e] That only works in movies.

Cry me...Ecstacy...Dance with me!

A story with so many ends!

LEts fall.. Lets fall...Falling...Falling down to farest below!
Lets Fall...Lets fall....Lets fall!!

Storys with so many ends.
[Lets fall,Lets fall]
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~~Another World
The ravens flapped their wings into dust.
Untill all was in your face. NOthing was more then that phrase..

More fleeing for more seconds. Soon.
UNtill the traffic of the air is Fixed.
I try continued to speak, Love was just a phrase from lips.
Then all the words in every here trembled. From the word that just was more then Fleeing but was so scared it Was speaking.
"NO, This phrase is worth more then, your incomputance lip...of more the Gardens."
MOre then the Gardens?
oh, give me completed Damns, Of souls of siners. So it can feed, It wont let go, just for you.
Untill distirbance of anohter strange world. Was corrupted by our arrogant slang. the words were crying out. The words could be heard for miles..
The ocean's calming down from that last fit of words, but you've yet to see the future. I guess we'll just have to pray, for more then this weather.

Oh, Then it ran off afraid, Of something more other then a Missing Gardens.
"A missing Garden?"
oh, Sorry for all the lies, and all of the senses that could of lied to you, OH sweet words you yet to complete.

There were you, And The words wont speak out, and yet the word just jumped to catch me off gaurd, and Bit me for my Lips.
And I then I was able to say all the words That I was not able to say to you, for you.

Oh, when was this difficult? I thought I love you was just a simple phrase, was just a simple Phrase.
Oh, Yet a word so hard, to finally yet speak so, much of just one word. But I lvoe is the phrase.

Oh, A word that extends from, A place worth exploring with
"The Golden Garden"
A place worth staying.

"The missing Gardens"
A place worth dieing.
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~~flavorless night
Helping me form this melody, Looking thourgh. hour glass.
Ah, Anata no Yume.

Looking for all the answers when, All I knew was all with you.
Ah, Baka no me.
Your comming no?

hoping to find who did this crime, I will elaberate my soul.
the Path.
Of the redemption.
Ah, Forgive me.

ano Niji o soul Reapers. Having to hide my mark always.
ano yume o I could stand free, With you who knew all answers to the crime.

All of the killings were by one. someone cold enough to kill
Ah, Alone without you.
PLease come back now.
only a fool would take this case, I guess that I got then I bargin for.
please call, I need right away.
Ah, Forgive me.

Ano niji o He has killed me. you were suppose to come and rescue me.
ano yume o, kill me faster, I should known that you were behind this.

I'm Afraid Death now..

Flavorless night.
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~~beauty in snow.
No one ever likes it cold The warm more pleasing.
A dream of warmer Days come.
I wish for cold to always stay here.

Cold is so much sweeter then them warms days outside.
How bout that wish come true?
Oh forever snow.
Cold winds blow.
Hoping for you to pray fair.
Cold wind blows to make it snow.
Its so warm the cold should never cease.
For I am In love with the, Let it snow Let it snow.

Forever I wish For to to snow on me.
but the snow Always just melts away.
LEt it be cold forever I Wish to be.
Keeping me warm I am to warm to fight..
Warmness gently just keeping me from you.
look the flowers all them wilting to cold.

Nemurai no anata. I wish to be like you.
To be who ever you choose is...like my dream come ture.
Comming cold has fonded you. It lets you be the snow.
untill you melt like all the snow does, beacuse of all the warm.

[Yuuki]Hanabi[Yuuki], all over the snow cover town.
[Yuuki]Hanabi[Yuuki] Kito, such beauty.
The snow lays although The warm is leaving for moments.
Such beauty in snowfall.

It just so gently falls from sky to greet all of us.
[Yuuki]Hanabi[Yuuki], shoot to the sky.
Beauty is forever in the snow, Although warm is so close to returning.
Please let beaut last for just much longer.

forever it will not snow.
but such beauty will be seen forever.
as the winds do not finally favor. the cold blows away.
Now that is snow-fell night will last forever in our hearts.

The land and feilds covered in such cotton from the night.
[Yuuki] Itsumo Zutto [Yuuki] the snow.
Althought all of this is through all Yuki no Hana.
our hearts and our eyes are all on warm.
because snow always brings just warmth, it is that warmth I'd love feel but..
It never lasts forever.. when It snows It is so special.
And when you think you've seen everything,
On that night you'll have.

It is such beauty that I would love die, Right beside you leing in the snow.
you know your the warmth that comes to me, while laying in just cold.
Yuki no hana,
[Yuuki]tonight.[/Yuuki]
writen by Anmeru Tonshiya
PErformedby: &Yuuki
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~leis from a Love Affair
When a person crys, all I think is what did I do now?
I am never careful with my words.
I only wished to say-
apologize to you.

Never drifting but swimming aways from me, I have something to say to you.
Always important Is everything I say to you.
I am not Leiing when I speak from my heart.

[Anmeru]
But you told me so, that I was usless
[Yuuki]
No you misunderstand.

I only said That I was never going to Say to you, "that I always will trust you."
Because all you say Is nothing but Words that struggle to make sense.
YOu know I think your already useful enough, so why would lie?
[Anmeru]
Yes you did you lied.

You told me that I was all that you needed from your heart you said.
Now THat I can see that lies aways will fill your lips.
dont hope to kiss me ever again.
I think you should be true, to your next loves. your next Love affair
[Yuuki]
Trust me you were no love.
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~~Wind's call
Forever calling the wind turns. Calling for you.
You calling back for more you state your cause. Never Replying to you.
Stubborn wind call!
When it answers its more then you thought you could handle.
How many times have I said?
How many times will I explain?
Help find the way.

Seek the road. Above the smiling charm.
And It crys for someone to find it, When you've found It the wind Replys.
But not to you.
Because I always wished for it.

Your thought was charming but no one will help me Get.
I've found this place outside from the Problems.
How many time have I said?
How many words has it except?
No fond play.

Wind speaks. ONly to the few ones.
To cool the winds just blow us..all round the feilds.
NOw we hardly wait for more.
I cry.
Because I've always heard you..
No more.

You dont have to Yell.
It's hears you through me.

HOw many? Times have I...
Said so?
NO more crying for the winds that always find us.
No more...calling to it.
I wish..We never heard a sound from.
The wreched wind as blown us away.
Seperated from you.
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~HAHAH YOur DEAD!
All along this was just me playing. And you and him never even exist.
But how could all be a dream? Because Of the Pain i'm feeling.
Linner running away from eye, the tears were sure real enough for me.

So you and him realy died, and all I who was left was death.
Ending is now a begining. It is all thanks to me.
Sure. I was there and the one to kill them.
"Syonara ne"
Arigatou. The two were both so heavy on me. And Then they died oh what a releif, Just weight lifted, But can I even go on?
Reaching for a knife and stabing Heart.
Could I go on with this new weight?
I killed my only two lovers.

The triangle is now A lone one-half.
Cant beleive I even did this!
OH but what a rush was that time even thought They were ok, Oh what Have I done?
These two Were loving.
But all is now for me, and I am still alive.

You know that Right I killed you. Both deserving more then me.
Wait, they were so less for me I didn't want them!.
"Sayonara ne"
"Arigatou wa"
This was so easy to just addmit. I am so happy now that your dead...
hmm..Hahaha....

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~...(nothing to say)~
Yes It's been a long and rough ride. And some of us have yet to make...
And when You look straight at me, our problems seem to die.
And when I take These few breathes All I think Is the verse I am singing.
Nothing of All this of us, is there. It's just this song, just streaming through my head.

Till we meet again. All of this is gone..
no more heir to Rule land. A Mistake? Or no, I will decide.
Because everytime you talk all but nothing comes out, And I am done with all this non-since.
Miserable thought will fill my head.

No more of our fighting We will just be, completely silenced, okay.
And when You come to kiss me, I'll pull away.
Never even stating clearly that all was done, I wanted no one's blessings.
And When All Objected, I laughed in my own intrest.
They never thought, That I was human, too?

Till we meet again. All of this is gone..
No more Heir to take all land. A mistake or Am I finally seeing now?
Never talking much you will stay quiet, because all you say will never change me.
Such foolishness Thoughts filled your head.

I never wanted to be so rash, but what ever it takes to stop you..

Cant except it? that tells me a lot about you...
keeping me close to your heart. It will not work I am stronger.
...I will win this...

Till we meet again. All of this is done...
and We've finally got all our problems out. I'll be waiting for no one, You cant have me. After what you've done I'll never be there with you.
We are now officially over you hear that?

Till we meet again, although we never will.
All our sweet words should burn and so should you.
I never will love you ever again.
I'll say again, You will never have me.
there will be no flowers there.
Untill me Meet again, Which we'll never, will we?
I really loved you...Till we meet...again...
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-~Letters from a fooled Band Lover~-
Kindly losing sight of all the times..You were never there for me.
forgiving you for all I've been through.
Keeping no one to close to me. You were always in my heart.
Then you finally came up to me and kissed me.
A romantic Place none the least, why were so afraid of me?
You whispered sweet to me, I love You.
A compassion made by one fraid heart, To Me of people here.
Then I said once again: "Aishiteru no Anata"
Now this love story seems at it end. Both hiding such secrets though.
Now the story unveils Itself.
We'll never work.
Yet we both said our goodbye when we, Both of us were up there stating our love.
I was blind from your concern, I was so cold again.

Killing me.
Killing me.
Save me someone.
love was...
love was...
Untill a voice will reach me..
killing me...
Killing me...
Why me?
love was..
love was..

Untill a voice was surrounding me, I heard you..
I thought I told you and we both argreed. That both of us were through.
Then you said to me as that night We first met.
you came running right up to me. And you kissed me so enough that It was all I needed to know..
and When I looked into your eyes, that love that time would prize, I'd found you.
Was I killing me?
Was I killing me?
You suffered for My insecurity.

I can hear you finally our story was a fit, Im sorry for how I was.
Saved me...
Saved me...
Why?
Love was...
Love was...
Put me in your arms say you love me.
Saved me...
Loved me...
why?
Love was...
Love was...
I was so fooled by my inner..
Love was...
Love was...
I...
I was...
I was...
I was foolish to Say you were wrong.
love is...
love is...
I...
I was...
You were...
"Aishiteru " Means I love you!

I cant even beleive that I was...So afraid of you and...
YOu came to save me, I am afraid-
That you'll leave me.
I am now for sure, That I love you..Even if You were to leave me..
A cut from you, Would mean Your blood is mine.

"Aishiteru No Anata.." Means I love you...
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Favorite Love song
You could save me.
you were always there for me.
Lasting love that was not a lie to see.

I would love to, See you infront of me right now.
I loved you, and you left me.

why such a big departure on your part.
I thought I was enough for your longing taste.
Could it be because I was a big pain on you.
Im sorry love was just my way to see you always infront of me, I loved you so.

Waiting for your answer the other line was calling in.
why dont you love Me I thought I was Just for dear?
you did say once you loved me. so you did lie.
I thought I was just for you. you lied, to me. hurt so much

NOw feeling useless Worthless. Cold in pain I am crying.
Why did you enter my life. Sorrow cold till my life trembles for you.
I thought I loved you. Why so painful just say! I was to less for you.

You were suppose to love me. Thats my favorite love song.
You lied even badly. why so cold you are?

Coldness creeping to me.
Alone..Alone I speak.
Why do I feel like I have won?
you were not for me I guess i won this round.
It wasn't fair but who cares.

You were just playing now i'm over your behavior.
you couldn't love me even if You tryed hard.
I guess I knew from the start you cheated me!
I want more. from you Its over forever.

You were suppose to love. thats my favorite Love song.
You lied even badly, But Its now over.
were never once loved me. I bet
you could have even dragged me down, down right by your side.
SO cold now I'm warm. You should just left a long time Im ok by your actions

You were suppose to love Me. thats my favorite love song.
You lied even badly. NOw I'm fine.

Too cool. A light saves me.
Too take all I had.
Too cool A light saves me.
Two you and I.

You were suppose to love Me. thats my favorite love song. yeah
You lied even badly. NOw I'm with a new love....
Now I'm without you.
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Murderues Eyes.

Even a cold hearted hag, Once loved.
Even a demented girl.
Both look happy, so calm and Bright.
To I bad for me I guess.

YOu looked to me.
So strangly
And I yet I need not an Introduction.

Even a crushed souled boy, once loved.
Even a lonly woman, too.
But not me.
I'm always alone No more will I stand for this. no longer.
Pain so alone.

You looked at me.
So stangely
NO not love,
then what else?
YOu always stareing to me.
So lonly those eyes show me your pain.
Pain so sweet. YOu not even old as me, but older then the rotting stone.
So an Apperance of only below.Accepted only below.
Asking to follow you so, Id gladly go, so show me your Deepist below.
Beauty alone.

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Ending
Calling for what has been lost, the murderues Eyes, will show you the way Chilling and binding to me.
A spell that catches demon's and eats them so tamed.
Alone At last.
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-a cold winter for the rest of us-
I can never win. And I can never lose
Only holding blood trenched lover.

holding twords you, Say
"what was out there then just my lover?"
-piano solo-

So alone.
Looking up to me you finally understand that your in my arms.
deing on me, my tears will never save you.
Hope dies with you, all my faith will fall with you.
your suppose to save me, not me saving you.

hope fades too.
It fades.
with all my love for you.
your dying I wish I could hadn't seen you fall.
Hope fades too.
it fades.
with all my love for you.
No dieing wish could save you.
Dear lover your gone in my arms.

Loss Is just my pained heart.
hope was going to save you, I know this cuz you save so many times before.
now know That I was tested, only I could have saved.
you were My friend, and more myu lover, you died.

It better now When I say "goodbye".
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-sister Kathryn and her love-
Secrets should stay away far from me. [trust me]
Cuz I'll pour, I'll tell them.
trust me, I cant be trusted not at all.
Dance with me, Dance in ecstacy.

Pain that was home,
Pain so cold.
please forgive me for this verse.

A song that can finally be found thats says how I feel twords this moving hell thing.
along with this cold silenence and this creature with teeth that chews out my heart just for you.
Hands it to you. [dripping blood]

[cold death]
[alive once more]
You wanted more.
what Did I do, to deserve such a greed for a love.
even the love from me was not enough to feed your on growing hunger.
I shall do my best to keep you in a place so dark and so cold comfroble?
Demons just want to be cold and spoiled they only wish to Be loved too.
What was I going to do, I told you not to trust me at the start of this song.
So light prevails.
[screames]
[bang]
[screams fill room]

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Once real love.
A cold heart of mine, A lone heart Is mine.
strings of drastic glances make me think you love me, Cords of consequences keep me from you.

I have yet to find you again...[That must be what love is like] A pain must be eating you, you have not kissed me yet.

Dont break my heart, I love you by glance. But is it true that theres no love at first sight?

You have yet to find me, is this just lust or greed? AM I the only who feels this way?
Just for today, would you please let me Comfort you.
To see love still works.
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Horrible argument
Glossed eyes, Holding, binding me to you.
alone heart, I have will never see you ever again.
Pain was just harship, And love kill me.
Why is it all the same,

Everytime I try to less, I dont have enough Strengh to Love another.
and Everwhere I see is people who love me.
I dont deserve you, I need someone who I can Love.
Who I can lie with.

All I needed was a past, but I had was just a binding man, a Binding love to you.

Leave me...
Let me be...
Leave me alone....
This just, another fight with myself..
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Untitled Love song
Holding down the chains that Keep you. I not supose to be here.
[where were you then?]
where are my real friends?

I need Help. If your losing yourself and you havent got a real mind.
Help me, The love that binds us is just a memory.
[where were you when my will was gripping?]

Laying in feild of flowers, All die. The greyness of the simplexity of my Heart, Of my mind.
The flowers will surround you, as they have me.
As me...
[ wonder if I'm even real]

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A beautiful thing
And the thunder was sweeter than you,
Sweeter in my Liking,
sweeter in your touch,
sweeter by far.
You were nothing compared to him.

And now I am trapped beside you, in this crossfire.
you can escape, Neither will I.
Dieing right beside me

you'll lay.
Finally knowing your
not my Sweet-lover
Not my super-lover
Not my always dream
Your my...
most incredible....
Fear
Your my...
Most elegant...
knight
And you were my...
most awesome accident.

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Rumors for more.
Crying out for morsum's silence. I would die over that noise.
Like Nails on chalkboards that noise.
A wonder why she left. Where was the noise coming from?
I heard it was from your Heart.

The rumor was that It was from you.
From you, deep inside you were'nt strong enough to save anyone.
ANd when you admitted it you were calm.
all was calm.
but the screech was forever, Still without her.
without Her.
the rumor was true Your heart was done and over with her.
your Sorrow was from someone else.

She's crying for morsum silence. she would die for you to take her back.
Like nails ripping skin, She digs looking for you.
I wonder why she left you. the noise is what saved you.
you finally heard it yourself.

-Other-

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