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i wrote these ones for a projest

simple yet confusing

its the best worst day ever
happiest people styling frowns
everyones heads high
but they all stare at the ground

it's all silent but we all screm
were all blind yet we see everything
there is love but pain behind it all
everyone is waiting 'till they begin to fall

everyone trips while standing flat on there feet
everyone plays fair but they always have to cheat,
theres always a lie behind the truth
and you always act different when just being you.

theres no normal only being the same
no one knows but were playing a game
were sick and twisted but perfectly fine
we can be running ahead,
yet still be left behind.

were a small big figure in this universe
we all get luck yet stuck with a curse
everything and nothing makes sense anymore
everyone is excited but life is just a bore.

flame (haiku)

fire flickering,
dark to light, light to darkness,
night is apon us

i wrote these next ones for a freind that was going through a really hard time, and was suicidal...


new heights

there are times in every life when we feel hurt or alone...
but i believe that these times when we feel lost and all around us
seems to be falling apart are really bridges of growth.
we struggle and try to recapture the security of what was,
but almost in spite of ourselves, we emerge on the other side
with a new understanding, and a new awareness, a new strength,
it is almost as though we must go through the pain
and the struggle in order to grow, and reach new heights.

it isn't easy

i know it hasn't been easy
for you of late,
and i cant even begin to tell you
how much you've been on my mind.
It isn't easy for me...
feeling so far away from you
when i want to be close enough
to hold you,
and look at you
and tell you
with all my heart
that everything's going
to be alright.

i'd like...

i'd like to capture a rainbow
and stick it in a big box
so that, anytime you wanted to
you could reach in and pull out
a ray of hope and sunshine...

i'd like to build you a mountain
that you could call your very own
a place to find serenity
in those times when you
feel the need to be alone...

i'd like to be the one
who's there with you
when you're lonely or troubled or you just need
someone to hold on to.
i'd like to do all this and more
to make your life happy...

But sometimes, it isn't easy to do
the things i would like to do
or give the things i would like to give.

so... until i learn how to
catch rainbows and
build mountains, let me
do for you which i know best...

...let me simply be your freind.

remember that i care

when the world closes in
and lies so heavily upon you...
remember that i care.
when the ones with whom you
share your life seem strangers...
remember that i care.
when love seems to only bring you pain...
remember that i care.

what cannot be, cannot be.
but always remember, i care.
never be afraid to come to me,
if you have need of the simplest thing.
no matter what it is...i care.

if ever

if ever you need to talk,
to share a laugh, a dream, a smile;
to be comforted, or reassured, to be understood...

remember,
my shoulder is there
for your head
your secrets are safe
and my door
is always open.

yeah well i spent like 4 hrs on each of those
*pokes the poems in annoyance*