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 Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 3:03 pm
Well, I'm bored, and the guild is slow. So what to do? Well, I often feel that I'm arguing with myself, so here, for your amusement, is me, arguing with myself.
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 3:04 pm
Do you really think that's wise? People are going to think badly of you.
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 3:06 pm
I've never really cared about what people think about me. I just be myself. People can take it or leave it.
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 3:08 pm
What about your friends? You do care about them.
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 3:10 pm
Yes, I suppose I do. Still, worse to worse, it wouldn't be the end of the world. No one should rely on others for happiness. My friends, I care about them, but I won't lean on them. They don't need a leech, just someone to be friendly with.
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 3:11 pm
I think you're missing my point. What your friends think of you is important, no matter what kind of relationship you have with them.
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 3:13 pm
Point. Who I am is defined by how people see me. But wouldn't I want people to see me as I am?
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 3:34 pm
Is that who you are? Or who you see yourself to be?
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 3:35 pm
True; reality is defined by perception. But perception must come from somewhere. My perception itself is influenced by how I think, who I am.
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 3:37 pm
Yes. However, you are being introspective. That requires a perception. The fact that you are perceiving yourself makes no difference; you are looking, and interpreting what you see.
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 3:38 pm
Hmm, I must disagree. Am I really being introspective, or am I just acting? Being myself, in an active rather then passive form.
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 3:40 pm
Every question is an introspection. What you ask, why you ask, even how you ask it forms first as a question within yourself. This is because you must first ask yourself, and it is only once you cannot answer it that you turn to others and ask.
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 3:45 pm
But I've extrapolated that process into the world by arguing with myself. Is that introspective? I'm not sure, because I'm creating an abstract boundary that turns the thought process into a quasi-social process. As a result, each question is a response to the last one, so is each answer. There is no introspection first, because this is in place of introspection. Call it extraspection I suppose.
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 3:48 pm
I see. There cannot be any real interpretation, because all of this is a continuous process that is arbitrarily separated. So you aren't actually 'responding' to anything, you are simply allowing thought to follow thought, and re-wording that into a discussion format. So the question now comes to the nature of thought, and whether thought equates to perspective, or whether thought leads to perspective.
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 3:49 pm
A good question. One that I will answer another time.
To my viewers, I thank them for watching this episode of Crazy Scrya theater.
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