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 Posted: Sat May 05, 2007 7:21 am
It all happened last year when I was only 14 and in 8th grade. I was in tons of pain. Major anxiety and depression took over my mind. I over dosed pills atleast 3 times. I also cut, I regreted it the next day. On May 16th, 2005 when my family was gone fishing I was going to take nude pictures to send to my ex that i was obsessed with(I dont know why I ever liked him so much he was a jerk). I found out that they took the digital camerea with them. Oh was I pissed. I also had a presentation coming up and I was so scared of presentations, I would literally shake. At the time everything was bugging me. I was thinking all guys ever do is use me and nobody loves me. What'd I do? I over dosed 12 tylenol. The next day I was throwing up at school in the bathroom. I told my friend that I did and why. She told the counselor and the counselor called my dad. I went to the doctor, they sent me to the ER. I ended up staying in the medical unit for two days, I missed a field trip! Then, after that I was in the medical unit for 3 days. No fun at all.. I haven't overdosed pills since and I've only hurt myself once. I've still had thoughts about it but I won't do it. confused
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Posted: Fri May 11, 2007 9:54 pm
you know my depression and cutting started when i was in about 8th grade too see i was molested for seven years theres almost always a reason for how you feel and you need to figur it out and confront it(got the advice from a freind of mine) and it should help but as they say "only time can heal" with the help of confrontation it can alright i've treied many ways to kill myself but each time i realize it was stupied its hard i know you just need to find a reason to live and hang on to it kay so...ya
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