So, I am not really uber open about my Transexuality. Being an FtM out in my group of friends wouldn't change anything. They are disrespectful about it, constantly basing everything off of the binary gender system and the idea of Gender and Sex being equal...
My sexuality, has always been pretty open, Pansexual, meaning i can love anyone, but I have a few problems....
-I dont feel comfortable with other men being Masculine towards me. I tend to surround myself with women or Effeminate men...For reasons.
-I also don't feel comfortable being treated like a "Lady" by a "Gentleman", if you know what I mean.
Now here the problem. There is a boy who has liked me for the past 4 years...I've known, and never really expected him to confess because he is the shy gentlemanly type...opening doors, pulling out chairs, buying me things...i mean really nice things...Like $300 necklaces....
He dosn't know I am Trans. He also disregards my current, 2 year running relationship. He has asked me to several dances......
Now he sent me an E-mail, with an attachment of something he said...
Guy who likes me
Hay. Hows everything? Hows your family? Attached to this email is a sound file, there is some thing I wanted to ask you and i wanted to do it in my own voice. It's kind of privet, so you might want to listen to it by your self. Or not either way. This wasn't easy for me to do, but I'm serous about what I'm asking. Please write me back soon.
And frankly I am afraid to listen to the sound file.....
What will it say?
I am worried it will be asking me to go out with him or...or something.or guilt trip me into doing it or....
AGGGGAHSAGDSJKiosdnipdevdnsfdoknaN
I HATE HIGHSCHOOL!!!!!
What should I doo?????
*passes out*
