Harder harder
Make it bleed
Kill my defenses
And burn my thoughts away

Let me breath
But don't let me cry
I can't back down now
Its all I've got

To reach out and ******** you
To kill myself from the inside out
Losing the battle to the voices
Screw it I'm gone

Help me I forgot
That I'm the last
Of them ******** me in and out
Harder harder
This life has gone array

Who am I to question anyway?
Make my place in Hell
I'm not coming back
This time I win

The blood from my wrist will pour
Like the rain forever ******** more
Harder harder
Lost my mind

I'm crying again
Make it stop
But don't cease the pushing
Its all I got left

To hold onto the real
Life left behind me
Kill me please
Gods I beg

Just lose me.....