Dear GabrielIt has been almost a month since you took yourself away from me,family and friends.I miss you just as much today as always.I still cry and long to be held by you.Why did you have to leave us?Why did you have to leave me so broken,hurt,torn,fragile and alone?You said you loved me more than anything,yet you left me without the thing I loved the most.I'm scarred for life.I wont ever be the same again.Yes,It made me a little more stronger.a little more bitter.It stoled my heart and buried it.Yeah I will always love you.I will always cherish you and hold you in my heart and memories,but a part of me hates you for making me hurt so bad.Makes me angry,yet if I could hold you again,I'd forgive you in a second,but I know this will never be again.I thought of joining you so many times,but you are so lost to me now.You apparently did not love me or anyone enough to even have the strength to live.I love you and I always will.Goodbye my love.I will always miss you and try to carry on your memories.
