Confusion
It’s so confusing; what am I to do?
Every passing day my love grows for you…
My heart tells me to adore you so,
However, my deep feelings for you, I cannot show.
I know that if I told you, I would regret my life,
Battered against the ever changing winds of strife.
Every time I think about you, my heart breaks a little more,
So I block you with thoughts of blood and gore.
I hate what I am doing, what my mind thinks right,
Still my hopes and dreams about you fill me every night.
My reasons for loving you remain a secret,
Perhaps it’s because you were always so kind and considerate.
You are everything I could ever wish for,
But my love for you is something I’d wish to ignore.
I look at you, but there’s only pain to see,
But I realize now that you are the only one for me…
It’s so confusing; what am I to do?
Every passing day my love grows for you…
My heart tells me to adore you so,
However, my deep feelings for you, I cannot show.
I know that if I told you, I would regret my life,
Battered against the ever changing winds of strife.
Every time I think about you, my heart breaks a little more,
So I block you with thoughts of blood and gore.
I hate what I am doing, what my mind thinks right,
Still my hopes and dreams about you fill me every night.
My reasons for loving you remain a secret,
Perhaps it’s because you were always so kind and considerate.
You are everything I could ever wish for,
But my love for you is something I’d wish to ignore.
I look at you, but there’s only pain to see,
But I realize now that you are the only one for me…
I need a better title. sad
