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{ all of my songs
can only be composed of
the greatest of pain }

...Wow. That's... terrible. That your friend would do something like that. It's your life and your body and what you choose to do with it is your choice. It's none of her buisness, or anyone else's, and if you feel you were ready than that's your discussion. Your friends need to learn to respect that, even if they don't necessarilly agree with it. She must not've been all that great a friend if she really told you that she doesn't want to be friends anymore. If anything, a real friend would be there for you and would help you throw this, not condemn you for it. :/

And I agree with HohoMOMO, that's one of the reasons I loathe Myspace. It does nothing but cause trouble for everyone.

Again I say, if you think a break from the net is what you need than by all means take a break. But if you ever need people to talk to, who you know won't condemn you for any reason, we'll always be here if you need us.

I really hope things get better for you. And besides, you'll be in high school soon. A whole new school with a new crowd of people (hopefully) and you can leave all this behind you as best you can. Just try not to let it bother you. I know that's hard to do, I remember for the last three years people would talk behind my back about how I was a cutter (not true), and called several of my friends sluts for no reason at all. It's a horrible thing but after awhile you realize that as much as it hurts, it's a lie. They may not see it but you'll always know the truth and that's a bit more important. If they're that superficial that the only way for them to entertain themselves is by getting involved in your personal life, then they're not worth bothering with.

...I hope that made some ounce of sense.

{ every single verse can only be formed of the grestest of wishes }
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