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Session Start (Izam2k2:Turd Burglar): Sun Jun 11 13:35:01 2006
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:35PM] Turd Burglar: Hey.
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:35PM] *** Auto-response sent to Turd Burglar: I am currently away from the computer.
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:35PM] Izam2k2: Hey.
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:35PM] Turd Burglar: Dude, I've just tried calling OHSNAPchan and she's not picking up. Other than her I don't know anyone else. If Alyssa is one of them I don't have any of those other people's cellphones. OHSNAPchan's other group has never been THAT close to us so...all I want to know is that if there is someone else I want to know here and now so I can drown in my sorrows. It'll hurt more once I get there.
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:36PM] Turd Burglar: I don't have any other info other than yours and OHSNAP's and those are the only two people I know would kno anything.
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:36PM] Izam2k2: I've done too much, I've said too much, I don't want to continue with this. Please stop asking me. She is the only one who knows the final truth of anything regarding this.
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:37PM] Turd Burglar: Yeah, I know you've said too much. I wonder why you told me in the first place if you're just going to leave me in the dark....x_X
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:38PM] Turd Burglar: don't get me wrong I REALLY understand where you'
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:39PM] Turd Burglar: *you're coming from but at the same time...you're probably all I've got and I'm not sure she'll be honest with me. Despite what I've done back in February its like I don't know she's leading me on or something.
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:40PM] Izam2k2: I don't know, please stop Turd Burglar.
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:41PM] Turd Burglar: So be it. If this is how its going to be then I guess I won't bother finding out from anyone since that is essentially the only option you're leaving me.
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:41PM] Turd Burglar: Some return this'll be.
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:42PM] Izam2k2: I'm sorry I said anything.
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:43PM] Turd Burglar: Don't be. This hurts too much for "sorry". Though I must concede that this Josh does have a lot in common with me on another note...But still...dude....
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:44PM] Turd Burglar: 6 mins remaining for me btw.
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:44PM] Izam2k2: I see. This is my fault isn't it?
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:45PM] Turd Burglar: See...and she's probably not going to pick up when I call her again. No its not your fault but I feel that also being your friend and since you've come this far you should be honest with me if the person in question won't because you know if its the truth it will hurt me eventually.
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:46PM] Izam2k2: I don't anything on that. Now I wish I could just forget.
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:46PM] Turd Burglar: You don't anything on that?
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:46PM] Turd Burglar: o_O?
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:47PM] Izam2k2: I've said all I can say.
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:47PM] Turd Burglar: Crud...why can't you tell me? Is it because you told her you won't?
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:48PM] Turd Burglar: Its because its also the truth ...she is seeing him....
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:48PM] Izam2k2: I'm not saying anything because I've become too involved and now because people just want answers I'm starting to feel used....
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:49PM] Turd Burglar: Don't feel used. I mean damn you're one of the best friends I've ever had. I just want the truth. I miss you guys forever you know that.
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:49PM] Turd Burglar: seconds remaining. Yes or No?
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:50PM] Izam2k2: DAMN IT STOP ASKING!!! WHY WON'T YOU ACCEPT THAT I DON'T WANT TO TALK!!!
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:51PM] Izam2k2: There's only one person who can answer anything of this and you know that.
[Sunday, June 11, 2006 13:51PM] Izam2k2: I've told you what I know, please stop badgering me. I hate being in the middle of anything like this, it hurts.
Session Close (Turd Burglar): Sun Jun 11 14:03:16 2006

Let add something first, this part is word for word exact, nothing has changed. Second, I still talk to Chibi regularly, never spoke to Josh again because honestly our friendship is dead :-/

Let me be frank with you.

You're being a big jerk.

Seriously, this is the same s**t you're pulling when became final that Chibi and Josh, mind you, it seems like you still haven't said a word to him either and for what...?

Just because you can't have your way?

I don't know what you expect from me but an apology is all I can do.

What? You want me to bleed for you, die for you or something? Sorry, no can do.

I'm not going to play the heroic type I am for people who don't appreciate it.


Honestly, I've met people who are younger than you are and are just becoming adults who act more mature than you do.

That said let me get to the point.

You can either...

#1. Talk to me about what it is you want from me.

OR

#2. Just plain get over it.

I'm not going to be a part of you childish tantrums. I won't have any of it. So make a decision and stop running away like a coward.