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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 11:41 pm
Yeah, here's basically a place to post your alienation and belonging stories that you did for english, or gain ideas for those stories, or even ask for suggestions.
Also, for those who don't like to write that much, you could request help.
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 11:43 pm
Here's mine. (TWINS!)
It was just me and him. It had always just been me and him. Seventeen years, we were considered a single identity, a unity, one person. When people looked at me, at him, at us, they rubbed their eyes and swore at sudden double vision, before reviewing, chorusing surprise, then asking for names. “Misha,” we droned. I stared over at Nevskey, also called Skey, for the sake of all those with twisting tongues. And he stared back at Talos, Tal, Skey’s mirror, shadows of each other. Talskey is what we were usually called. The Twins. That one. That was, until we met her.
The hall was empty, well, except for us. We were late per usual. Skey liked his sleep. Well, rounding the corner…. BANG! A folder crashed to the blackened concrete ground, sheets, text-books and assorted stationary flying across the floor, as well as serving to knock a young, androgynous character halfway down the stairs that they had just ascended, if we didn’t each grab a hand and haul them upright. “Sorry!” we exclaimed. The person stood, shaky for a moment, before rubbing their eyes. “Sorry,” they sighed, glancing down at the texts on the ground. Crouching, the person began to pick up the sheets. Skey nudged me under the ribs, and we both got on our knees to help. “What are you doing out of class?” The person asked. “Late,” we replied. “What about you?” “New,” they replied, stopping from collecting for a moment and holding out a hand. “Ania Tasha.” So, a female after all. “Talos,” I recited, the same time that Skey interrupted with his own name. Ania laughed, and shook Skey’s hand first, and then mine. “I’ve never had the pleasure of meeting twins before. Perhaps you could help me sort out this timetable?”
And that’s where it started.
Ania was not like everybody else in the school. We knew that when she started to hang out with us. We were the first person she had met, and she was in at least three of our classes. She was the first person who actually talked to us. But that wasn’t all.
Ever since we were younger, people used to use us to play a game, kind of a gambling game. They got two people, who placed money on who they thought was who. The way they proved it, was to sneak up, and poke us both in the side. I was far more sensitive than Skey was, and would react, whereas he would not. Of course, this got us in trouble more than the gamblers. And Skey would often retaliate. The game stopped after the sixth year of school, due to the amount of detentions that were handed out to those who participated.
However…
Ania seemed to have no trouble telling us apart. Just like that, she could clasp one of us on the shoulder and call us by name. Even if we purposely tried to trick her, she always got it correct. This was a new experience to Skey and I. “Tal,” he muttered, sitting next to me on the bus, on the way to school, the fourth week of the term. “How does Ania tell us apart so easily?” I agreed with equal monotony. “We must ask her.” Skey grinned.
She was waiting in the usual area when we arrived, walking in sync to where she sat, nose hidden behind some book with a dark green cover, and golden writing. “Hey!” she exclaimed, closing the book with a snap. “Good morning Ania.” We sat on either side of her. “We have a question,” Skey proposed. “How can you tell us apart?” I continued. Ania looked at us both, before laughing. Quite loudly. “Isn’t it obvious?” she questioned, standing. Skey slid to take her seat. We both stared up at her and shook our heads. She continued to laugh, and pointed to me. “Tal, you have such a kind nature! When you speak, it’s obvious. You sound different to Skey, and your eyes are softer.” She moved her hand to now point at Skey. “Skey, you’re more sarcastic than Tal, and a bit crueler. The lines around your eyes are harder, and your voice is different.” She continued to laugh. “It’s obvious to whoever looks at you!” We shook our heads. “No, it’s not,” we disagreed. “It is!” she objected. We shook our heads again, and Ania just laughed louder. She was, and still is… the first person who had given each of us an identity, a sense of belonging. Something that wasn’t referred at the both of us, and… we had given her a friendship in return. This would be a new experience for Skey and I. Us both.
And it was all thanks to her.
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 11:45 pm
Here's mine. (werewolf! heh)
Her kind was supposed to move together in packs. It was in their blood, their instincts, their everything. But not her, she wandered alone, for there were none like her here. Small country towns tend not to play host to her kind. Painted dangerous, painted insane, and painted deadly her kind were not welcome any where. Lest of all here, a disgustingly proper small town where everybody knew each other and woe betide any one who was out of place. Anyone like Duana, Duana looked like the average teenager round the small town of Ravensden. Well groomed, well mannered but unlike others her age there was something different. Around her, dogs would back up whimpering, all animals began to cause a fuss, and children who couldn’t yet speak would cry or shy away. That was when the peace was disrupted, when she and her family moved in.
At first it wasn’t a problem. Old ladies dressed in dresses and shawls peered out from their rocking chair at the front window where they religiously spied upon the coming and goings of the town activity. One particular one, Miriam, had a front row seat right in front of Duana’s new house. All day and most for the evening Miriam would sit, cup of tea in one hand, high powered binoculars in the other whilst the family moved around inside their home with no curtains. Instantly a profile of the two females had been passed around the close town. “Miriam here, have you seen the new people in house 7?....Yes, yes I know, black hair, green eyes, slender as a birch tree, yeah…as though you could snap her just by breathing on her…..yeah, hope they aren’t trouble makers……no, no of course not…… mother is much the same…..oh no, no father at all, another new age family, single mother……yes child mustn’t be spoilt…best go now, tea is getting cold…..bingo? ahh yes…..definatly see you there Ethel.” Eventually the talk around town settled down as the family began to socialize and slowly infiltrate the tight social circles. In being part of the gossip circles Duana’s mother, Silvia, avoided being spoken about. Her father had disappeared many years ago and Duana never gave him a second thought. The family of two seemed normal enough, Duana attending the local high school, creating her own group of friends there, settling into the small town life easily. But there was something so un-small-townish about Duana. Duana had been bitten two years ago by a wolf. White trails of scar tissue angrily streaked across her tanned skin served as her proof, but these scars were not anything she showed off proudly. These scars were a constant painful reminder of why she couldn’t be like everyone else. Every night as the moonlight hit the streets, bathed the pavement in a soft white light, touched Duana’s scar tissue, she lost herself. Lost herself to a creature of the night who was dangerous, who was a killer and who shouldn’t be let free. During the day she attended the local high school, perfect record, perfect grade but by night she roamed the forest that surrounded the quiet town with a pack of timber wolves who had accepted her into their fold. She covered it up well enough; by avoiding sleepovers and a lot of social activities that happened once the moon rose she could avoid the town’s interest. But that’s easy to a girl of just thirteen years old. As she grew older it became harder to come up with excuses to stay at home. After several months of successfully staying home and locking herself in her room Duana’s presence was demanded at a sleepover with the group of girl’s who her friends were at school. “If you don’t come you simply can’t be one of us, you miss out on all our meetings and stuff ‘cos you don’t come!” Gemma told her, thrusting a beautifully decorated invitation in her hands. Walking of with the other girls as the school bell struck Duana leant against her locker staring at invitation with dismay. She would have to go, but must be careful lest there be a tragic accident.
That night went smoothly, all her skin covered up it was nearly impossible for her to get any moonlight, as long as curtains stayed shut and she did not look at the moon then her wolf would stay inside her, dormant. But the girls had other ideas. A round of truth or dare went around, a dare was given to Duana, she had to be blind folded and be taken any where she had to dance the can-can. All would have been fine if they had not taken her jacket and led her outside. Laughing and dancing she suddenly felt a jolt of pain down her spine. Realizing she was outside she screamed and threw the blindfold off. Looking directly at the moon lashing at her bare skin she screamed louder. Her bones beginning to elongate, her face stretching out until her nose became a wet, black snout, her eyes shrunk and became black dots with white lights than danced inside them. A thick coarse hair grew all over her body and her limbs became strong muscles. Breasts shrank into her chest which molded into touch muscle, her chest swelling for the larger lungs. Dropping to all fours she growled and whined, howled and screamed. A pitiful halfing creature writhing in pain on the floor. The girls ran away terrified, shouts of shot guns and fathers were yelled to each other running in separate ways. Now in her wolven counterpart she panted and howled sprinting away with spring bound leaps towards her meeting place. Their meeting place.
She turned and ran up the hill to perch on the flat crypt, straining on her haunches. Howling at full moon, calling those like her to the cemetery. The wolves gathered and howled in unison, discordant screeches that blended to create hair raising cadences, rising and falling with the imperfect notes shattering the night’s silence. A silence blared louder than a raging waterfall as the pack silenced the dominant female climbing down to her place on the crypt. A short, sharp howl pierced the sleep air as Duana began to lope easily down the path between the untended graves, out the gate to where the forest that surrounded the slow town sheltered their kind.
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 1:50 am
[ . DARE I SUMBIT THE TERROR THAT IS LIZARD-BOY?! . ]
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Posted: Fri Mar 09, 2007 12:49 am
YES! oh god yes. GO LIZARD BOY!
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Posted: Mon Apr 09, 2007 5:57 am
~Not Alone~
I was always left out, even in kindergarten. There was something about me that made them ignore me, even in those first tender years. Whilst they sat there giggling and gossiping, I sat in the library reading about ghosts and vampires and anything I could get my little hands on. By the time I was in fourth class I had read almost every book in the library and had to move onto the classroom books. When the rare new book came in, I was always the first to read it. Books were my companions, the only loyal thing in my life. A book would be there when I needed comfort or company. I didn’t mind being different. I didn’t know what they found so awful about me, but I cared about as much as a cow cares about a fly.
Going through school was easy for me, almost too easy. The other kids sat struggling in class, tired from late nights of TV, while I powered through the work like an ice-breaker. Whilst the girls went out partying in their trendy little clothes, proud of the fact that they had stayed up to eleven o’clock on a school night, I sat at home in my dark clothes and listened to music as I did homework and read. My parents never payed enough attention to me to notice that their daughter was a social outcast- they were to busy flitting around like butterflies with their own friends. I was happy to be alone. But deep down there was something that I craved, that I longed for from the depths of my very being, that I couldn’t put my finger on.
Life was dull and quiet to me and when I got to high school nothing changed. I wore eclectic, individualistic clothing whilst the others all wore the same thing; they went out and got drunk whilst I stayed home and read or played guitar; they flocked together like bunch of seagulls whilst I sat alone. Teachers praised me and students mocked me. I didn’t care a wit. Everything changed when Alec came.
It was a normal, drizzly school day. As per usual, I walked to school and arrived with twenty minutes to spare- minutes that I planned to spend in the library. Searching through the rows and rows of books, the sections that I knew off by heart, the sound of voices broke the church-like silence of the library. Intent on giving a heated scolding to the inconsiderate new-comers, I stopped in my tracks as I found who the voices belonged to. Principle Farley, our kind but strict school leader, walked through the doors and trailing him was the most amazing male I had ever seen.
“As you can see, Alec, our library is quite extensive. It is said that our collection is much larger than that of any of the nearby schools and that… oh, Alec, this is our resident library ghost. Lily, this is Alec Ferranti.” My body was frozen to the spot, my arms were noodles. He smiled at me and it was like the angels had opened up the clouds to shine from his face. “Hey.” I managed. “Hi. I’m Alec.” “Lily. Lily Borgia.”
Alec grinned at me and nodded. “Borgia, was it?” Startled that someone was finally paying attention to me, I nodded warily. “Yes. Borgia.” “That’s very interesting…” His gaze held me, eyes a strange, warm brown and looking into my grey-yellow ones. He smiled again and I felt the goose bumps rise on my arms. Then he was gone, Principle Farley dragging him off to look at more of our “wonderful school”.
thats all so far...
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