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Okey... i don`t know if i have posted this before... >< but i will post it again!!!
First! i know there are miliiiiions of grammar mistakes! but i didn`t care about this when i wrote it! it was a moment when i thought the whole world sux... so... just concetrate on the idea and on the feelings...

P.S. yeah... it is LOOOOOOOONG!!!!

A Hundred Times Why question

Why I cry?
Why I want to die?
Why is everything so s**t?
Why I want the death to meet?
Why is the world so ********?
Why is so sucking?
Why I cry?
Why my soul is gonna die?
Why I live?
Why shouldn`t I just leave?
Why my soul is hurt?
Why broken is my heart?
Why Love is dead?
Why everything is like that?
Why Hope is gone away?
Why there is still a day?
Why there is no Faith anymore?
Why the world is in war?
Why everybody is so evil?
Why there is only Devil?
Why God forgot us?
Why everything happened thus?
Why people are so mean?
Why they are so lean?
Why my tears are so painful?
Why I`m such a fool?
Why everybody hates everybody?
Why everything is so muddy?
Why people are such son-of-a-bitches?
Why everyone the Hell reaches?
Why can`t I stop crying?
Why am I dying?
Why money is so vile?
Why there is so bile?
Why people are so insane?
Why there is no one sane?
Why I am so lonely?
Why I ask only?
Why my life sucks?
Why everybody wants bucks?
Why I can`t be rebellious?
Why they say I`m vicious?
Why I just can`t be what I am?
Why I am so wam?
Why nobody understands me?
Why nobody accepts me?
Why should I be different?
Why there is such a treatment?
Why no one knows?
Why everybody gets into rows?
Why I continue crying?
Why the world is dying?
Why we are such imbeciles?
Why everyone riles?
Why can`t they be just nice?
Why we are not wise?
Why is so hard?
Why no one listens to his heart?
Why goodness is forgotten?
Why our conscience is rotten?
Why we are humans no more?
Why can`t we soar?
Why no one helps each other?
Why I shudder?
Why I fear?
Why I can`t music hear?
Why they call me names?
Why they want me tame?
Why everybody looks at me?
Why I can`t be just me?
Why they say it`s weird?
Why I am by no one revered?
Why should you be dolt?
Why should you be cold?
Why can`t you be good?
Why are you so rude?
Why everybody is so awful?
Why everything is so painful?
Why no one cares?
Why no one dares?
Why are you terrified?
Why nobody is satisfied?
Why horror is everywhere?
Why nothing is fair?
Why can`t I stop crying?
Why, the hell, am I dying?
Why questions I ask?
Why I think that`s my task?
Why, God, you made me think?
Why, God, I didn`t sink?
Why, God, you never left me?
Why you always help me?
Why should I be like no one other?
Why this me not bother?
Why I feel peace at last?
Why I see my life so fast?
Why I feel finally delight?
Why I see this bright light??
Why, oh, why I pant?
Why I think this is the very, very end?