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Since my last thread I made for my love was "accidently" deleted by an idiotic guild member who will remain unknown because he's going to burn, I'm going to make another one.

Sadly, I have no idea how to express my feelings about Nicole in a way that is visually pleasing or aurally pleasing. I seem to have just lost the ability for me to write. Not that I could write that well to begin with but whenever I wrote about Nicole, I was able to. sad It may just be me, as a matter of fact, I know it IS me.

I love you Nicole. Even through all this...hardship that you and I are going through and have gone through, I'll still love you and be here. You're the only girl I've ever cared about enough to want to spend the rest of my life with. I love everything about you. From your stunningly beautiful looks to your sharp mind to your quirks, there's nothing about you that I dislike. You've single-handedly made me actually strive to act more like myself and to change. To me, you are a majestic angel, sent from on high to help me. I would like to marry you as soon as I can, even though your parents try to stop us. I am head over heels in love with you, Nicole and nothing's going to make me stop. I may even go so far as to say I'd stalk if I didn't know you'd probably want me to. I want to be there to protect you, to be there when you need me. I'm passionately in love with you. You are my princess and I am your knight. heart

sad ...I'm a failure. No matter what I do, I always end up doing bad. The woman I love and care for probaly hates me. She keeps calling me but I can't answer otherwise my dad WILL do everything he can to stop our being together. I'm trying to somehow reach her and tell her that I love her and that I'm sorry about what all's going on but I can't. I love her and I can't tell her. My idiot dad seems to think that if she wants to leave me, one phone call NOW won't stop her. He thinks that if we had contact, we'd be better off. I'm depressed as it is. I'd give up everything to be able to hear her sweet voice again. I just want to be with her and protect her. She's the love of my life and yet, just about everyone seems to hate us being together. Was it something we did? Was it something I did?

Nicole, I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you. I'm still fighting for you. Trying to get my dad to understand me. I try and try but he doesn't listen. I hope you're not mad at me. *sigh* You'd probaly want someone else, some local guy. Not me. emo

no baby do be upset with yourself and its not that your far away i just need so time to think and re evaulate myself and if you love me i would think that youd honor that decision

*wipes away tear and applauds*

awww!
so cute! domokun

*dons a tux and starts singing*

When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid, no I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry, no I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me, stand by me-e, yeah

Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Darlin', darlin', stand by me-e, stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

O lord.
rolleyes

I LOVE YOU BENJAMIN CASH