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 Posted: Fri Jan 12, 2007 4:00 am
Meh, I figured since this was my idea to begin with I'd be the first to start it. And my first entry is going to be very bland.
I have the flu.
I had towork a 19 hour shift tonight.
I wanted to die.
The end.
Yeah j/k...cept that part was true. Even though I have the flu... I haven't slept properly in 3 days. Its kinda starting to wear on me just a lil.
Any grammitical mistakes... are because thebatteries on my keyboard are dying, and A. I'm far to lazy to change them, and B. because I'm far to tired to try and correct my own mistakes.
Now I'm done.
-HFA
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Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 1:28 pm
I'm sorry to hear that you're not feeling well confused
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Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 1:37 am
Now onto the real rantage of Teh HFA!!!
I ******** HATE WENDY'S.
Really I do.
Okay so not really, its hard toget tired of the food cause we're always getting new stuff, but I hate the drama that comes with having job there, but I needmy job to much to quit. For example, we have this new manager, named Chris. The first male manager we've had at out store in almost 2 years, I know this because I've been at this store for almost 2 years. At first I thought he was stuck up(which it turns out he really is). Then after working with him a few times I kinda warmedup to him, we shared stories had a few things in common blah blah. Now however I see what he does. He's real cautious around you until he thinks he has youall figured out, then he tells you the things you want to hear to get you to like him, then he stabs you in the back. Its driving me upa ******** wall.
Not only that...but I went through a "woe is me stage". For everything you said I had something worse to top it. I'm very glad I got out of that...and for anyone who actualy knew me then... I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY! I'm serious...like OMFG he has a story for everything! If he hasn't done it then his brothers cousins sister(he's actually said that) has. JUST SHUT THE ******** UP NO ONE CARES!
Okay enough rantage about my job.
Now I'm going to rant about something else thats been grating on my nerves. One of my good friends named Heather(a fellow employee I'm close to) is always telling me I need to open up more with her, I need to vent more often, that I hold stuff in to much. The ONE TIME I've tried to vent to her about my mom... not only did she keep interupting me and walking away and stuff,now she doesn't leave me alone about it."Did you talk to your mom yet?" "Torie when are you going to talk to her" "Did you give you're check to her again?!" "When are you going to grow a backbone and get away from her?"
The situation basiclly is that for the past year and a half, I WILLINGLY GIVE my parents my pay checks to help with bills, because I KNOW how behind we are. When and if I need $20 everyonce in a while, if we have it to spare I get it. I KNOW it doesn't seem right, I KNOW it doesn't seem fair, and NO YOU DON'T understand why I do it. I will eventually be payed back, and it DOES NOT BOTHER ME! I've only told 2 people this situation, and now they both won't leave me alone about it, or when they ask me "Did you give you're mom you're check this week?" "Yes" They give me the MOST "I'm disappointed" look EVER and it drives me ******** crazy!
*Takes deep breath*
K, so I'm done with my rant from that, lets see. Since I never really have the balls to give people straight answers to they're faces I'm going to answer them on here just to get them of my chest. I will state the question and my typical answer the behind the hyphen is what I'm saying in my head to them.
"Torie are you okay?" "Yes I'm fine." - No I'm not ******** okay you moron and I'm not going to be okay!
"Are you sure?" "Yes of course." - Of course I'm not sure dipshit I'm lying to you're face!
"Have you talked to Toshia lately, I haven't heard about her in a while?"
"Yeah just the other day, shes real busy." - No I have not talked to Toshia nor to I have a desire TO talk to that lying deciving whore!
"You look tired have you been sleeping okay?" "Yeah I'm fine." - Yes I'm tired, I'm ******** exausted and I feel like s**t! Which is usually pretty normal after not sleeping for 3 days and when you do sleep your heads full of nightmares!
Yeah thats my typical daily questions.
Here is my daily/weekly schedule.
Monday and Thursday:
7am- wake up, makes boys breakfast
8-12- Watch boys, including playing with them, watching ghey a** tv shows
12:30- Lunch
1pm- put boys down for nap
1:15-3ish- take smallnap on couch
3:30ish-7-watch boys inluding playing with them,lots of toys, cleaning house, and more ghey tv shows.
7:30 dinner
8:30-bath
9-9:30- spongebob
9:30- put boys to bed.
10-about 5am- sit at copmuter doing random stuff (like this)
5:30- lay in bed for 20 minutes trying to fal asleep
Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday Sunday
7am- wake up, makes boys breakfast
8-12- Watch boys, including playing with them, watching ghey a** tv shows
12:30- Lunch
1pm- put boys down for nap
2-Take shower
Sat&sunday
3-get ready for work
Tues, wednes, fri
5-get ready for work.
4(or 6)- about 2am- work
2:15AM-5AM-sit at copmuter doing random stuff (like this)
5:30- lay in bed for 20 minutes trying to fal asleep
-Repeat at start of each week-
Thats what I do Every. Single. Day.
Meh my rantage is now over.
-HFA
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 9:12 pm
] stressed Ok, here’s what you do. Tell boys to fix there own dinner and show them how to clean house. If they are under 5, then fix them dinner and tell them to help you clean house and they can’t watch sponge bob until it’s done. Then, tell Dave Thomas that you need a raise, give him several reasons and not because you need the money. After that, tell your noisy a** friends that, unless they plain on giving your family the money they need to get by, then they need to get, that dumb a** look off there faces. If they still have any hint of it left or say something stupid, (anything can count as stupid, including a perfectly good excuse for not giving you money.) ask them when the last time it was that, they thought about someone else, beside themselves and shove a burger in there mouth, to keep them from saying the nasty, smartass remark, they are going to say. Because if they say it, I fear you will be forced to throw, the hot grease you are holding, into there face. (To defend your honor/SELF, of course.) twisted
Then you need to be so nice to your manager, (Chris) that he will tell you how he is stealing the money out of the cash register, without getting caught and then, you blackmail him into giving you 70% of all his profits, effectively turning him into your b***h. ninja
Feel free to laugh evilly at this point. rofl
Now, all this is going to take a while, so I suggest you get a damit doll, to beat the hell out of. This will help to keep you from killing anyone, before your new evil plane takes place. domokun
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I just thought that you needed to laugh, sometimes it is the best remedy
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Posted: Wed Feb 07, 2007 2:19 pm
Life kinda sucks right now.
I talked to my ex for the first time in 5 months today..
Still don't know why.
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 4:10 pm
boyz are dum! you could always say that you had a lapse in sanity
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Posted: Sun Feb 11, 2007 12:24 am
Err...
A. my ex is very far from a boy.
B. I've never claimed to have any sanity.
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So work kinda sucked today... first about 6ish I had been at work for 2 hours and the whole time I was happy and laughing andjoking and picking on my manager like always, then for some COMPLETELY ******** RANDOM reason I had a mood swing. I went from happy andjumpy to pissed off and non caringin about .2 seconds. And everyone was al "Ohh Torie whats wrong you're never this quite I know somethings wrong why won't you tell me???????????
GAH
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Posted: Sat Feb 17, 2007 11:40 pm
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Posted: Wed Feb 21, 2007 6:24 pm
pulls foot from mouth. you said ex so i assumed. but i was just curius about the mood swing thingie. do you think maybe you have a disorder called border line personality disoder. its were you happy one minnute then mad then sad then dumped back into happy land again. if thats the case try taking happy vitamines. just a thought.
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Posted: Fri Mar 09, 2007 6:01 pm
K then... I also quit my job, and then went out and got the back of my neck pierced. Yaye for Torie!
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Posted: Wed Mar 14, 2007 6:20 pm
ohh fun, i like to make major changes like that. maybe thats what you needed. like me, i want to get a tattoo of a star on my boob, but im going to wait until i need to do something super crazy.
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