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man, a lot of ******** up things has been happening lately, but what im mainly piss off about is my dad, he's such a douchebag. s**t, he leaves me, my sisters, and my mom when i was nine, my little sister when she was five. i know this kind of s**t happens alot but still. after leaving us he goes off to marry this old a** b***h. then they have their little apartment together with her three other kids, she really has four though. at first i just ignored it but lately it's been really pissing me off.

of course some of you know that my grandpa died recently, which was on new years day. (shitty way to start the new year) well this old b***h has leeched off my dad so much he doesn't even spend time with his brothers or sisters. at my grandpa's rosary and funeral he didn't even sit up front with my uncles, aunts, or grandma. he rather sit in back with that b***h. he even brought her ******** kids to the rosary and funeral, like they ******** knew him. one of my stepsisters had a baby a couple of months ago and now he thinks he's a grandfather, wtf?! she's ******** nothing to him! none of his blood flow through her veins, so how the ******** can he be a grandfather?! of course he didn't take that into consideration, instead he's introducting this little ******** kid to everyone as his grandson. he even told someone that he had seven kids. im thinking "who the ******** are the other four?!"

then get this, after the funeral everyone of the family went to my aunt's house expect for him. when me and my cousin were going to leave from there my uncles told us that they were going to go to my grandpa's apartment to get some stuff that was going to them. when they got there the place was cleaned out. it turns out that while we all were at my aunt's house like one big family my dad took everything at my grandpa's place and now he's not gonna give any of it back. then they found out that my dad was taking money out of my grandpa's bank account and using it for himself.

for years i always tried not to look at my dad as a bad guy, i always thought to myself "he still loves us, he's not as selffish as people say" s**t, i just wanted a family with a mom and a dad, a dad to look up to, someone to give me some advice, help me when i needed it. but that has never or ever will happen.

So you're dead to me....

ok that is just plain out missed up what he did stare