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the eyes in the back of my head are blind
my visions don't see straight all the time
if i saw i couldn't read the signs
its all in my mind! its all in my mind!

wake up! wake up! you've made it all up!
there's no monsters or goblins
no killers or robbers
its all in your head! now go back to bed!

another psychologists been sent
he'll prod my mind until i mend
if it can break then it can bend
Its all in your head! now go back to bed!

{bridge}
I'm going to have a psychic evaluation
am i a medium, large or a small?
they'll ask me lots of stupid questions
the best answer is the simplest of all

just fill me up with all of your meds
tell me I'm bad and send me to bed
give me another pat on my head
its all in my head! its all in my head!

wake up! wake up!
you've made it all up!
theres no witches or spooks,
no psycho's or crooks,
no ghosts or fascists,
no riots or racists,

theres no such thing as

genocide or suicide
patricide or matricide
famine and war
plague and poor
are just for pretend!
NOW GO BACK TO BED!



can you see the similarities between this and mrs. o?
i can.

i wrote this about when i was little and was first having symptoms of ocd. i was terrified of dumb things, like mad cow disease, and spiders, and dying, and i was also cutting and suicidal, but i didn't want to die, so i was afraid i would kill myself. i actually tried to drown myself by inhaling a glass of water when i was 7. my mom had a flood of psychologists trying to comfort me and i hated them all. they all told me i WOULDNT get mad cow disease and i WOULDNT kill myself and NOBODY HAS EVER drowned on a glass of water. i was also afraid of the monsters under my bed & normal stuff like that too. yeah i was a ******** up kid. burning_eyes