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Three issues with the Grand Canyon.
1 : I hate hights in area's that ARN'T walled in.
2 : I hate mountains, because they bore me to death, and the Grand Canyon is basically a Mountain to me. xDD
3 : I hate the desert, and that's all this Canyon is covered in.

And, guess what?
From Tuesday to Wednesday, I HAVE TO FREAKING GO TO THE GRAND CANYON.
>_>

I told my parents multiple times that I DON'T want to go.
They said that I HAVE to go, because I will be all alone, and I won't have anyone to take me anywhere.
Like I'll be going anywhere anytime soon. e_e
And, also, they're spazzing out because they have NO idea what they are going to do with our two Yorkies.
Another plus on me staying home : Don't have to pay anyone, and I know perfectly well how to feed the dogs.

But, STILL.
They say that I HAVE to go, because what will I do for food?
I can cook for myself.
We have a lot of left-overs, and my parents are fretting on how we're going to be getting rid of it all, so there's ANOTHER positive.

And, also, I'm going to offer to clean the house while they're gone, because it definately needs it, and I enjoy cleaning when I'm alone. >__<

SO.
I'm a Free Dog-sitter, I'll clean the house, I'll eat left overs, and I wont have to freak about the Canyon.

DO YOU THINK THAT'S GOOD ENOUGH TO LET ME STAY HOME? XDDD

I know. ;_;
They're always being dumb. >__>
They made me go to Church TWICE today. >__<
I can't stand going once a week, let alone twice! xP

I want to stay, because I just don't plain like being with family, also. >__<

xD Awwh. <33
Good Luuuuuuck~

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I just go because my parents make me! I hate the Catholic / Christian religion!
I'm a Gay uhm. . . Something. xDD <3
I don't know my Faith stand-point, because I've been blindly taught that Chatholisism / Christianity are the only REAL religions. >_>

Eh. A lot of abuse in the background by cousins.
And the fact that only 2 out of my 20+ cousins notice me / really talk to me. e_e

Squishles? :0 <33~

Eh. >_>
I just don't belive. The bible is a bunch of Bull s**t. 8D

Awwh. I just never talk. >_>;; I like being that way. :B
'm Sorry. u_u Yeah, I don't talk about my family issues muuuch, buut. . . >__< I was raped by my cousin when I was like, 2. And my brother beat him up for it. I just try to avoid him. . . >__>

Squishles. <333
It's better than Char-Char, Charmander, Char-Bar, Charlie-Barley. . . xDD

xD <3 Yeah. . .
Atheist. 8D <333~

Don't worry about it. >_>
I've had a pretty, uhm. . .
UNDESIREABLE life. ._.;;

Oh yeah.
Everything that comes from you is like, solid gold. <333~

xD <333~

Eh. It's alright. xD <33 As sad as it is, you get numb to the pain.
Awwwh~ <3 Thankies. ~ <333
I look into my past to make myself a better person. :/ I don't wanna become one of those people who ends up turning into their tormentors. >_>

. . . SUGAR! -pounces on-
-nibbles finger- >:B

Totally. ;-;
No one deserves to be treated that way. >__>
-could easily spill out whole life story at any moment- xDD

-giggles and lets go-
<333~
Your sweet, tastey flesh is sweet, though! <333

xD <333
You're the first person to openly tell me to tell my life story! xD

WELL. I'll make it short and sweet with little segments.
2 yrs. old, I was raped by my cousin. 4 yrs. old, I was molested by a babysitter. 5 yrs old, started 1st grade : First day of school, got kicked in the crotch by a girl wearing cleets. Started to have relationship issues with people. Had no close or real friends. 8 yrs. Old : Move from Minnesota to Kansas. 10 yrs. old : Move from rental home ; Transferred to new Elementary school. Only made one friend in School, Everyone else threw rocks / ice balls / sports balls / dirt at me, shoved me to ground, kicked me, punched me, and rejected me. also called many mean names. 11 yrs old : Transferred back to old elementary school, All's well until 12 yrs old : start Jr. High school ; Everyone from baaad elementary school back with me. Things got worse. Began to bake, used food to deal with pain. 14 yrs old : Only friend from school died in house fire with 4 other people from my "second" family ; people in Jr. High started to abuse me even more. I left Jr. High at about 265 lbs when I was 15.
Transferred to differant High School than where I was supposed to go to start over. 16 yrs old : lost about 70 lbs. Things began to get better ; still had issues with relationships; overly shy. At the end of my Soph. year, I was at 186 lbs, and I had about 3 good friends.
At least things are getting better now. :3

-giggles from being sit on-

It is late. ;___;
I gotta go to bed. xD
I'm 30 minutes past bedtime. 8D <3333333333