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 Posted: Sat Dec 09, 2006 9:41 am
Yeah.... stare what? it's not!!
Anyway...
so yeah, last night could be my "worst day of my life"
and I hate myself, my life, and blah....am i being "emo"?
-___-;; i don't actually think you guys will care/want to know. i don't feel like posting my life story either...
and yes, i know that compared to some people my life isn't all that miserable. but i want to ask you...
have you ever felt so low that...
you want to tell all your friends you love them and that you'll miss them?
you want to apologize to everyone for everything you've done?
you apologize for entering their lives?
you ALMOST feel like apologizing to [Chough and Chernoff] for hurting them? (almost, but not quite....)
you first get really really angry, so angry that you want to strangle [that person] but then get really really sad and hate yourself?
well, that's basically what i felt..to put it poetically, i felt
"this unexplainable anger that suffused through my body, igniting only through true hatred."
I mean, if you guys really want to know more, feel free to ask. rolleyes don't you all jump at me at once...
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Posted: Sat Dec 09, 2006 9:48 am
blah...
Tell me more please. If ya wnt you can PM it to me if you don't want the whole world to know everything...
but that is up to you
and yes I have felt that way before...very often but then I think about you guys and how you are always there for me...Then I feel better 3nodding
But then, sometimes, I think about how I am so unreliable to you guys as a friend...and that just makes me feel worse.....I think I will make a topic about that in here....but that will be later cuz i am too damn lazy whee
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Posted: Sat Dec 09, 2006 11:12 am
haha...i've calmed down...
it's nothing that much...
..it's just there's no one to blame. it's my fault. that's why thinking about everyone else's problems doesn't work...
i mean, like they don't have a choice. it's because they're unlucky. for me...i caused everything. it's all MY fault and it's because i'm this way that i have such a miserable time... 
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Posted: Sat Dec 09, 2006 11:15 am
This is just to cheer everyone up xD
Disclaimer Emia, Karu, Juiny, and Hunter owns the folowing content.. <-- Nicknames and you cannot possibly figure out who these are. All the characters were ... uh.. er... made up with our um.. minds full of creativity and imagination.. -coughcoughcough- Please note that Juiny takes part in this in only a tiny section. Emia, Karu, and Hunter were the ones who made everything up. These are the translations own by Emia, Karu, Juiny, and Hunter. Stealing is prohibted. If you wish to read or show it to other people, you must credit it back to Emia, Karu, Juiny, and Hunter. There were some slight adjustments. Thank you for your cooperation.
_________________________
Juiny -doodles Juiny, Karu, and Emia's names on piece of paper-
[Juiny - Juiny ish funful
Karu - Karu ish awesome. xD
Emia - Emia ish artful! ]
Karu Emia tis weird. Hehe he!
Hunter Wha?
Juiny -Writes "Grune <3 Hunter" and "Choke <3 IT"
[ON ANOTHER PIECE OF PAPER]
Karu -scribbles the following:-
"Karu's Opinions
Juiny and Emia colors good
Juiny ish kind friend
Emia ish fun friend
Hunter is ....."
Hunter -writes kool-
Emia -scribbles out the world 'kool' and replaces it with the word 'nothing'-
Juiny -draws arrow and writes [air]-
Karu -Draws arrow and writes That's a mixture! ;o-
Emia -GASP- Who cares? Wait... Who's this Hunter? Probably some weird. xD
Hunter So artful. ='(
Emia Lemme write something!
"Emia's Opinions
Juiny and Karu are awesomeful artists. =3=
Juiny ish ______! ;o
Karu ish ______! ;o
And we're _____________ obsessed! >w<;;"
Hunter GIMME THAT.
"Hunter's Opinions
I can't spell.
These people are weirdoes.
Tee hee hee
I know, I'm weird"
Emia YOU'RE STUPID!!!
Karu What about the indidivual? >.>
Hunter ... Fine. -Writes:
"Hunter's Opinions Cont.
I hate Spanish.
Juiny, Emia, and Karu should stop drawing.
Juiny is ... [unlike choke]
Emia is stubby and loses her money too much.
Karu should do her homework.
Karu >.> -no comment-
Emia You're too Hunterish and smartfulish and not smartfulish. I KNOW YOUR JEALOUS!
Hunter Of what?
Emia How dare you?! >D
Karu -_- You guys are both idiots. [doing this]
Juiny My butt hurts T-T;;
Emia Gimme Sushi! Now! D<
Hunter After I have time.
Emia Nuu! Nowww! Sushi..
Hunter In May.
Juiny -writes I hate sushi!
Hunter -scribbles out hate and replaces it with the world, Love-
Emia The color orange is kewl.
Karu - replaces the word orange with blue and kewl with awesome. -
Karu SUSHI IS TEH AWESOMEST!
Emia Yea! 8D
Karu Let's talk about something ELSE.
Emia ... Fine. t=t;;
Karu...How about.. OTHER AGE!
__________
Emia Sushi?
Hunter Sometime during spring.
Emia But that's NEVER!
Hunter YES IT ISN'T! Wow. Ozymoron.
Karu -kills the paper-
Emia Nuuu! Let's have a funeral for the elderly, poor, flat, piece of paper.
Karu Where shall we hold the service?
Emia Paper world, of course.
Karu Oh Holy Paper of goodness and light, let thine soul ascend to the Heavens above. Your life was wrought of harshness and tragedy. Let yourself finally rest at the Paper God's door.
Emia and Karu -bows three times in respect-
Juiny Why not bow 5,969 times in respect?
Emia Okay. -begins to bow-
Karu .... Idiot.
Emia Wew must now head for the grave. -with great sadness-
Karu We must have a sacrifice..
Emia -stare- Hunter...
Hunter No! Choke! We should hold one for "it".
Karu -starts sharpening katana...
Emia -takes out gun-
Karu Machine gun!
Emia What an awesome idea, my friend..
Hunter No! Torture Darts! Chamber! Throwing Darts! And throwing darts!
Emia Let's continue...
Hunter Commence the saccrifice...
Emia Yes, commence...
Karu Bring out the sacrifice!
[Guards throw it out into cleaning]
Hunter Bring out the paper that will witness the sacrifice... And Choke.
Emia -drags Choke into the room and delicately lifts paper into room-
Karu -forces both to bow-
Hunter In honor of this papaer, we will sacrifice the *beeeeeeep* it.
Emia Yes, the @#$%) it. BOW TO ME IT!
IT -bows-
Karu We are actually secret service assasin priests in disguise; SSAP.
Emia -brings out a gun and knife and looks at them warmly. It is a great honor to use these for the Paper's sacrifice...
Hunter Breaks Choke's hand in the process. Please take the darts out too.
Emia ...Fine. It can't be helped. -takes out darts-
Hunter -steps on Choke's face. IT begins to beg.
Emia You deserved it.
Hunter -throws darts and IT is injured- LAME!
Emia -shoots Choke's head with gun- Perfect... He's still alive. Let's torture him.. *o*
Hunter -throws Choke into bioling pot of oil-
Emia Why, I was just about to do that. Good thinking.
Karu -finally rejoins- I have set up a device of my own creation. I was hoping to test it out. -evil smile- It's called the Mental Torture System 3000.
[Choke's head collaspes and strikes and dies.]
Emia IT... Please go to the stake which wiill lead to your death soon. You'll be with your beloved friend, Choke.
____________________
To be continued. I'm too lazy to translate it...NEXT The sacrifice of Turnoff!
[This is really weird sooo.. ignore it if you want.]
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Lazuri-Hikari Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Dec 09, 2006 6:32 pm
Yeah, I've felt that way before. Then I apoligiezed to Victor, ABC, and attempted to apoligize to Emile.
oh, i figured out the nicknames:
Emia- Shira
Karu- you
Juiny- janet l (i dink)
Hunter- Martin
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Posted: Sun Dec 10, 2006 6:47 pm
awwie don't scare me like that! >_< this is one of thoes topics that isn't boy related! yay!
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Posted: Mon Dec 11, 2006 10:11 am
Lazuri-Hikari Yeah, I've felt that way before. Then I apoligiezed to Victor, ABC, and attempted to apoligize to Emile. oh, i figured out the nicknames: Emia- Shira Karu- you Juiny- janet l (i dink) Hunter- Martin did you figure out who "it" and Choke are? 8D better if you don't figure...
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Posted: Mon Dec 11, 2006 12:20 pm
does it happen to involve nkun?
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Lazuri-Hikari Vice Captain
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Lazuri-Hikari Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Dec 11, 2006 12:28 pm
...
I found out who "it" is
i shall kill u
(blame martin, his fault)
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