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 Posted: Fri Dec 08, 2006 5:13 pm
Um.
My friend Chris has turned really different.
Ever since I told him ..... something..... He has been very strange.
He said that he was acting like me.....
Because of ... something I do something....
Well, anyways he wrote this in his blog:
Monday, December 04, 2006
THIS IS ME.......
Category: Life
IM NOT ME ANYMORE AS SOME PEOPLE SAY....IVE CHANGED TO SOME PEOPLE.....N' THERE EYES....IVE GOTT'N EMO...TO MY SISTER....PEOPLE THINK IMA KILL MYSELF...I WANNA THOUGH...MY LIFE IS GOING NO WHERE....NO WHERE....ITZ HEADING INTO A BUMS LIFE....KILLING MYSELF IS MY ONLY OPTION BASICALLY.....I DONT HAVE GOOD GRADES MANY OF MY FRIENDS ARE STARTING TO NOT LIKE ME....IM STARTING TO HATE PEOPLE...FOR THE LILEST REASONS...MY LIFE IS FALLING APART PIECE AFTER PIECE....IVE CHANGED SINCE SOMEONE I LOVED DIDNT LOVE ME BACK THE SAME WAY....SOME PEOPLE ARE HATING ME FOR THE THINGS I LISTEN TO AND THE THINGS I TALK ABOUT.....IM STARTING TO LOOSE IT....IM GOING DOWN...I DONT FEEL RIGHT ANYMORE.....IVE LOST MY HAPPY WAYS...SOME OF MY FRIENDS ARE THE ONES KEEPING ME HAPPY N' ALIVE....YESENIA CRACKS ME UP SHE KEEPS ME HAPPY.....LISSA SHES A GREAT PERSON TO TALK TO AND I HARDLY KNOW HER ....AND JULIESHES JUST GREAT I CAN TALK TO HER ABOUT ANYTHING....I LOVE SOMEONE SO MUCH I JUST DONT KNOW IF IMA STAY WITH HER FOREVER...I MIGHT GET TO CLOSE AND THEN BREAK HER HEART BY DOING SOMETHING THAT IMA REGRET OR JUST KILL MYSELF....I KNOW MANY PEOPLE DONT WANNA LISTEN TO ME BLAB ABOUT ME WANTING TO KILL MYSELF OR LOOSE IT....BUT ITZ ME....s**t PEOPLE THINK IMA HAPPY KID AND I LOVE LIVING...BUT I DONT...s**t I CRIED SOME MANY TIMES.......ISNT THAT WEIRD YOU HEARING ME TELL YOU THAT I CRIED?????? ISNT THAT JUST ******** STUPID....ME SOME HAPPY KID CRYING FOR SOMEONE LEAVING ME OR JSUT FALLING TO DEEPLY N' LOVE......I JUST DONT KNOW ANYMORE....WELL THIS IS ME AND I HAVENT READ OVER WHAT IVE SAID......SO IF IVE MADE A MISTAKE TELL ME =/.....THIS IS ME.....CHRISTOPHER ANDREW HODGES.........THE END
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Posted: Fri Dec 08, 2006 5:29 pm
omg thats horrilbe. usual i dont take the time to read long stuff like that(cause i hate reading) but i did. poor guy. that kinda reminds me of my X best friend........
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Posted: Fri Dec 08, 2006 6:16 pm
toastee muffin omg thats horrilbe. usual i dont take the time to read long stuff like that(cause i hate reading) but i did. poor guy. that kinda reminds me of my X best friend........
Edit: OLD self.
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Posted: Fri Dec 08, 2006 6:34 pm
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[The_Amazing_Chocolatier] Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Dec 09, 2006 4:16 am
Im really sorry about that! sweatdrop
I don't know what to tell you...
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Posted: Sat Dec 09, 2006 7:26 am
Depp_Lover13 toastee muffin omg thats horrilbe. usual i dont take the time to read long stuff like that(cause i hate reading) but i did. poor guy. that kinda reminds me of my X best friend........
Edit: OLD self.Then seeing as how you got out of it, you should know how to help him. You'd be surprised how he's reacr once he knows that you're trying your best to keep him alive. A lot of people who claim to be suicidal are just making sure people care about them, and you just have to get the point across that he is in fact cared about.
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Posted: Sat Dec 09, 2006 8:49 am
ih8clowns Depp_Lover13 toastee muffin omg thats horrilbe. usual i dont take the time to read long stuff like that(cause i hate reading) but i did. poor guy. that kinda reminds me of my X best friend........
Edit: OLD self.Then seeing as how you got out of it, you should know how to help him. You'd be surprised how he's reacr once he knows that you're trying your best to keep him alive. A lot of people who claim to be suicidal are just making sure people care about them, and you just have to get the point across that he is in fact cared about. yeah that sounds like a good idea
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Posted: Sat Dec 09, 2006 11:20 am
toastee muffin ih8clowns Depp_Lover13 toastee muffin omg thats horrilbe. usual i dont take the time to read long stuff like that(cause i hate reading) but i did. poor guy. that kinda reminds me of my X best friend........
Edit: OLD self.Then seeing as how you got out of it, you should know how to help him. You'd be surprised how he's reacr once he knows that you're trying your best to keep him alive. A lot of people who claim to be suicidal are just making sure people care about them, and you just have to get the point across that he is in fact cared about. yeah that sounds like a good idea
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Posted: Sat Dec 09, 2006 12:14 pm
Well, i dont know what to tell you. i suck at serious advice....and im not very good at helping ppl sweatdrop
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Posted: Sat Dec 09, 2006 12:28 pm
toastee muffin Well, i dont know what to tell you. i suck at serious advice....and im not very good at helping ppl sweatdrop
I'd probably tell him the opposite of what I need to tell him.
sweatdrop
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Posted: Sun Dec 10, 2006 6:49 am
Depp_Lover13 toastee muffin ih8clowns Depp_Lover13 toastee muffin omg thats horrilbe. usual i dont take the time to read long stuff like that(cause i hate reading) but i did. poor guy. that kinda reminds me of my X best friend........
Edit: OLD self.Then seeing as how you got out of it, you should know how to help him. You'd be surprised how he's reacr once he knows that you're trying your best to keep him alive. A lot of people who claim to be suicidal are just making sure people care about them, and you just have to get the point across that he is in fact cared about. yeah that sounds like a good idea Then wouldn't it be a great compliment to him if you tell him that him being suicidal made you see how much people care and you no longer are like that. I bet you anything he'll feel special.
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Posted: Sun Dec 10, 2006 8:39 am
ih8clowns Depp_Lover13 toastee muffin ih8clowns Depp_Lover13 toastee muffin omg thats horrilbe. usual i dont take the time to read long stuff like that(cause i hate reading) but i did. poor guy. that kinda reminds me of my X best friend........
Edit: OLD self.Then seeing as how you got out of it, you should know how to help him. You'd be surprised how he's reacr once he knows that you're trying your best to keep him alive. A lot of people who claim to be suicidal are just making sure people care about them, and you just have to get the point across that he is in fact cared about. yeah that sounds like a good idea Then wouldn't it be a great compliment to him if you tell him that him being suicidal made you see how much people care and you no longer are like that. I bet you anything he'll feel special.
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